"Finally! I thought you were going to stand me up." Lucas exclaimed jumping down from the tree. I ran up to him and hugged him. I have to say that I felt weird in his arms. I wasn't used to being intimate with anyone besides Jacob.

"I want you to meet my friends."

"Lucas, we just started going out and you want me to meet your friends. It seems like your rushing things a little bit."

"I just want you to meet them…they keep saying that I'm making you up."

"Well why would they think that?"

"It's only because I've never really dated anyone in my vampire life."

"Well I haven't dated anyone besides Jacob."
"SO I guess were both virgins when it comes to dating." He laughed I punched his arm. He held his arm like he was pain even though I knew he wasn't.

"So what was Jacob doing at your house?" Lucas asked.

"How did you know he was here."

"I saw his car when I was leaving. What did he want?"

"I'd rather not talk about it Lucas."

"OH comes on babe you can tell me. I'll try not to get mad."

"Ok…he came over to say that he forgave me for cheating on him. Then he wanted us to get bake together but…I told him no."

"He can't just expect you to fall under his spell every time he wants you." Lucas said clenching his fists. I held his hand to calm him down. He kissed my lips.

"I love you Lucas."

"You love him too Nessie I know you do."

"Well yes of course…it's just that for the first time I feel like I'm free. All my life I felt like a slave. Always doing whatever Jacob wanted…I never had a chance to actually get to know people or have a life. All I focused on was Jacob."

"Do you think that you can have a life with me?"

"Possibly. I don't like thinking ahead. I'd rather just live for what life is now. Thinking ahead just makes things more complicated."

"I can see why you think that way. But you have all of the time in the world…why not just think ahead."

"I don't know. I just think that when you think ahead you start getting worried about how you're going to get there. And how long it will take."

"I guess your right."

"Of course I'm right! I'm Renesmee Cullen for god's sake." I joked. Lucas pushed me playfully. I heard a noise coming from behind me I turned and no one was there. Lucas obviously heard it to because he hissed when he turned around. I put my hand over his chest and we turned around holding hands. Then we heard it again I turned around and instead of seeing nothing. I saw Jacob walking from behind a tree. His t-shirt had dirt all over it. Which probably meant he was following me for a long time.

"What do you want Jacob?" I asked squeezing Lucas hand tighter.

"Look I thought I could get over you but you're my soul mate. I know that we've been threw so much. And we've both made mistakes…but I can't live without you Nessie. You're my life…I love you more than myself. I would give my life for you. I know we can make this work. I just know we can…Nessie I can't live without you." He said. He had such compassion in his eyes…I knew he needed me. But just couldn't leave Lucas….could I. Then my hand felt empty and Lucas was no longer standing beside me he was in a crouch hissing and growling at Jacob.

"YOU'LL NEVER HAVE HER! SHE'S MINE. ONLY MINE. YOU CAN NEVER LOVE HER AS MUCH AS I DO." Lucas yelled. I've never heard him yell like that before. It made me jump.

"YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND HER! I'VE BEEN THERE FOR HER MY WHOLE LIFE. I WAS HER BEST FRIEND THEN HER LOVER!"

"WELL YOU'RE NOT HER LOVER ANYMORE. SHE WANT'S ME. YOU TREATED HER MORE LIKE PROPERTY THEN A GIRLFRIEND! YOU NEVER EVEN APRICATIED HER."

"HOW WOULD YOU KNOW? YOU DON'T KNOW THE PAIN I FEEL WHEN I'M NOT AROUND HER! I'M MYSELF WHEN I'M AROUND HER! WE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT EACH OTHER."

"DON'T SPEAK FOR HER! SHE CAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU…SHE HAS ME…THAT'S ALL SHE NEEDS."

"Did you even ask if all she needed was you?" Then Lucas turned towards me. I looked down ashamed of what I felt. I was so confused. I wanted Jacob but I wanted Lucas. I felt like I was in a game of tug a war and I was the rope.

"JUST SHUT UP!!! YOU STUPID MUTT!!!" Then Jacob ran towards Lucas…I knew he hated that name. I knew he was about to phase but Lucas got to him to fast. He jumped on Jacob and he bit into Jacob's neck. I felt like I was in slow motion I grabbed the back of Lucas shirt and threw him into a nearby tree. I feel to my knees…Jacob looked like he was in so much pain. I put my hand on his face and I started crying. I knew that vampire venom wouldn't change a werewolf…it would kill them. Finally realized that I didn't love Lucas…and I all I ever wanted was Jacob. I wanted to show him how sorry I was…and how much I cared…I broke his heart…and I never wanted to. Jacob was my soul mate. He was my lover. Fait had put us together and I tried to break it apart. I showed him how I felt…I showed him the day when I told him I loved him…our first kiss and how much I that meant to me…I showed him how much he meant to me….I showed him how sorry I was. When I was finally done I opened my eyes and he smiled at me. I hadn't seen that smile in such a long time. He took my hand. He was shaking and he kissed my hand.

"I love you Renesmee. Always's remember that ok."

"Don't leave me Jacob…please don't leave me."

"Nessie .Its going to be ok." He said trying to catch his breath. I picked up my family scents from behind me.

"It wont be ok Jacob…your all I wan't you can't leave me you just can't"

"Oh my god…" my mom whispered. I could hear her start to sob.

"Carlisle is there anything you can do?"

"I'm sorry Nessie. There's nothing."

"NO! There has to be something…anything please. Don't let me lose him…I can't lose him please."

"Oh Nessie." My dad said he tried to hold me but I shoved him away I wouldn't let anyone touch one could touch me besides Jacob. I was Jacob's only Jacob's no one else's.

"I love you Jacob."

"I love you to Nessie." He said with a gleam in his eyes…then he closed his eyes and his hand went limp. He was gone.