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Disclaimer: All characters and the Twilight Saga itself belong to Stephenie Meyer. I do not own any songs in this story.
Previously
When Bella was finished eating, I let go of her hips and she stood up. As she was walking to the sink, she stiffened and I could smell the salt coming out of her eyes.
Cautiously, I walked over to her and held her face in my hands as she cried.
"Hey, hey, what's wrong? Don't cry," I tried to sooth her but she wouldn't stop crying.
"Nothing. Nothing's wrong. It's just....the baby....she is kicking kind of hard..."
I rubbed what appeared to be soothing circles in her stomach but it only worked for a couple of seconds. Then the kicking came back harder and harder each time.
Bella's lips moved and I could hear the words coming out of her mouth.
"Edward, I don't think the baby is just kicking really hard. I-I think...that she wants to come out now."
I didn't want to believe her words.
But the baby confirmed her statement by telling me so.
Daddy, it is getting stuffy in here. I wanna come out now! Please, daddy?
Chapter 11
I Will Follow You Into The Dark -- Death Cab For Cutie
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
'cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms
If Heaven and Hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the No's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
A shudder of growls rumbled throughout my body in hopeless angst.
It could not happen now! Not now and not forever! I would have that abominable infant live in her womb forevermore, but I took knowledge of the insufferable facts. And the facts were, that Renesmee couldn't live in there eternally, and if she ever did, Bella would eventually die—again—anyway.
While attempting to make some sense of the situation, Esme and I rushed crying and hurting Bella upstairs as Emmett and Rosalie called Carlisle and Alice—and Jasper, whom was with Alice.
While doing all of this, the real thing I wanted to know was, why didn't Alice see this? Surely, her visions could have come in handy at this moment.
Once Bella was upstairs and in our bed, she tried to talk to me, but failed because she was sobbing and panting and trying to talk at the same time. I looked over her and smelled her delicious blood before I saw it between her legs.
I shook the disgusting but tempting thoughts and illusions out of my head. Now wasn't the time for this—not that there was a time for that.
I.....oh god....I'm going to get some cloths and....I-I just need to leave. I can't stand the blood, Edward. Take care and I love all of you, I nodded when Esme told this to me.
"What? What are you trying to say? Hm, love?" I asked, trying to figure her out.
Finally, she gave up trying to speak to me—or so I thought—but then she screamed at me. In which caused me to get to work with getting the baby out of her.
"Get her out of me!"
She continued to scream and yell at me to get Renesmee out of her.
"Rosalie, get up here. Please," I whispered and seconds later, Rosalie was standing beside me, trying to calm Bella down.
She turned to me and spoke quickly, "Carlisle and Alice are on their way. I can barely stand the blood. I don't know how you can though. And we all know that Esme and Jasper can't bare it."
I nodded.
I ripped open Bella's shirt swiftly and let my hands hover over her stomach before baring my teeth.
I let my teeth sink their way into her skin and began to rip open her strong reinforced—because of Renesmee—womb.
Then, I let out a silent pray in my head, even though God—if he was even there—would never grant my wishes.
Five Hours Later.....
I don't think......she is going to make it, Edward. We did all we could-, Carlisle tried to tell me as we lay next to Bella.
"Well what we did wasn't enough apparently! We should have done more. We should not have let that child live! Now, my wife is dead, Carlisle. How would you feel if Esme was ripped apart and burned to ashes? Would you take pleasure in her pain!"
I knew my little ranting and lashing to Carlisle was immature. I knew it wasn't his fault that this happened. It was only mine.
He chose to speak out of his mind, "Of course not, son. I just don't want you to-"
I interrupted him again, "Get out. Now!"
He sighed and placed a hand on my shoulder from behind, May you heal in time, and eventually gain your sanity back, my son.
I shrugged off his hand.
He left me with my Bella.
My mind refused to believe that she left me again.
My eyes were glued to her quiescent but still perfect form. My mind is playing tricks on me. It has to be. This....it...this isn't happening. It can't be happening.
She was just laying there on our bed, staring at nothing in particular while that.....loathsome child is playing downstairs, completely unaware of what is actually going on. I became enraged just thinking about the infant.
I tried to shake the beautiful girl awake. I tried to beg. I tried to reason with her. I tried to give her my toxins.
But nothing worked.
Bella was still motionless.
I finally broke down at her bedside and attempted to cry tears that would never shed.
I didn't care if I had a family, and a daughter at that exact moment. All I cared about was Bella. That's why I decided I'd follow her in death, if she wasn't back within five days or so.
While sobbing fearlessly, I heard a voice downstairs that I didn't recognize.
"Who let the dog in the house?" Rosalie asked.
"Who plays with the Barbie Doll?" A deep voice retorted and I heard Charlie laughed.
Then Charlie spoke to everyone, "We have a new person joining us. His name is Jacob Black. Please, welcome him with some respect. Now, if you'll excuse me, I have something to attend to upstairs."
I quickly straightened myself up and sat in the chair, refusing to let Charlie see me like that.
He teleported into the room, looking quite serious.
"Renee is downstairs again, since we'll need her. And when we do revive Bella again, give her this and then don't hesitant to inject your venom into her bloodstream," he handed me to needle with Bella's Antidote inside it.
He left the room for a second; then returned with Renee.
"Let's get this over with so I can leave," she said.
She placed her hand on Bella's cheek.
I saw the shadowy light come out of her hands and into Bella, just like it did months ago.
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