I know I was on a LONG writer's block but I finally got some ideas! Kinda strange though since when I decide to come back out of my writer's block it's Super Bowl Sunday! But anyways, let's continue the story, shall we?
Sonic's POV
The stars danced and twirled around the moon in a synchronized pattern. I laid my head back on the ground and silently hoped for the heavens to open up and bestow the answers I wanted.
'Like that would ever happen'
I sighed and took a deep breath. This isn't what I wanted. I don't regret meeting Amy Rose, it's just… she made my life so much complicated than it needed to be. Like the unexplained feelings that would arise when she smiled and hold me in her grasp. Also my face would get unexpectedly heated up when she looked at me. I was like she could look right through me and was gazing at my soul.
I took a deep breath. 'I just need her out of my life…even for a little while; just enough to focus on something besides her.'
Amy's POV
I wasn't expecting to see Sonic the next morning. Honestly, I thought I was dreaming when he knocked on the door and gave me his signature smile. What surprised me even more is that he asked to stay for breakfast! What a bizarre way to start my morning.
As I slowly cooked the four eggs in the frying pan, I quickly stole side glances at me beloved blue prince. He was awfully fidgety: tapping his foot and rolling his fingers over the wooden table. He looked as if he was anxious about something and wanted to get it over as quick as possible. That wasn't a good sign.
I casually set the platter and silverware on the table. We stared at each other as silence consumed the whole room.
"So what's playing on your mind?" I smiled as I slid two eggs on my plate without meeting his gaze.
"Amy… I … h-have a confession." He stated, trying to look as calm as possible.
I knew it. I knew that our past experience two days ago was going to ruin something. He had to have feelings for me, right? Or was that just to get me to calm down. Would I have calmed down if his lips hadn't met mine? My heart rate started to escalate as the multiple question circled my head.
"W-What about it?" I stammered. I was anxious to hear what he had to say.
"Please don't think this is your fault. I just…" He took a big gulp of air and patted my arm.
I have watched enough soap opera's in my life that I knew this was how a guy broke up with a girl. He would say 'Oh, it's not you, it's me. But… I'm breaking up with you since things haven't been the same. We can still be friends, right?' My heart almost stopped beating. Was he going to break up with me? Hold up, we weren't even together. Either way, I know where this was heading so I kept from looking so degraded. I was trying to think of things when he broke it to me but sappy things like ' I'll still love you forever and ever and I will never leave your side.' would scare him to death. But I just felt so depressed thinking about agreeing that we would only be friends, and nothing more.
"Amy, our relationship has always been friends, right?"
I nodded.
"Well every since our…"
"…Kiss." I completed his sentence.
"Yeah, our… kiss." He whispered with pink lightly staining his cheeks.
"I feel as if our relationship as friends changed. I would love to just keep it as friends and I honestly didn't know WHY I did that but… Amy are you ok?" Sonic started to whisper.
I didn't know what to feel. I knew this was what was coming, but why had it sounded as if bricks just weighed down my heart? He also said he had no idea why he kissed me, so it didn't mean anything to him. I then started to feel the hot tears cascading down my face as I felt what people refereed to as 'heartbroken'.
I ripped myself from Sonic as I rushed out the door. Of course he was by my side in a heartbeat and had his hand on my shoulder trying to comfort me.
"Amy, this isn't a bad thing ok. I just need… a little time off of seeing you. It's not you, I just have some thinking to do." He told me in a soft voice. His eyes were apologetic.
"You can keep me out of your life as long as you want. I know you don't want me in your life." I cried.
"Amy, I want you in my life. I actually NEED you in my life. Please, it's just some time off."
"It's your life Sonic. Do whatever you want with it. But don't constantly drag me in and out of it like I'm your play toy that you use when you're bored and need company. I'm not someone you can just mess with Sonic. I have emotions too! You either keep me in your life or push me out of it, but whatever you do, don't keep playing with me like this!" I whimpered.
"Amy I…"
"Just go Sonic, leave." I said as I whisked my head around so it faced my house.
I stood there and then felt a small breeze and I was not surprised to see that he left. But what I found surprising was that in his handwriting in the dirt ground was the two words:
I'm Sorry.
