Uh...It looks like Russell's gonna be just fine without me. Him and Troy are now together and he'll eventually forget all about dear ol' Jimmy Hopkins. Well...that's one friend who's life will get better because of my death. So whoever's been pissing me off lately with the whole "Five Punishments" crap is just wasting their time. It's better to stay dead if your friend gets a new flame out of it.

As Jimmy watched Russell and Troy's romantic embrace, he wondered how exactly Russell was "suffering" without him. At first he was breaking down in a crazed frenzy and now he has a boyfriend. He looked up at the ceiling and said,"Yeah, he's REALLY suffering. Ch'yeah, right. Well, whoever you are, that's one person who's doing better without me. Your attempts at making me feel bad for committing suicide are failing BIG time. I bet next you're gonna show me how Gary's doing without me, right?". Before he knew it, a note hit him at the side of the face.

Jimmy grabbed the note and opened it. He read aloud:

Well, you're a cheeky bastard, aren't you? You want me to show you people who are BETTER without you? Sorry, that isn't how things go. Yes, Gary probably would be the first to piss on your grave, but that's not the point. Russell IS somebody who would be lost without you, both mentally and physically. Sure, he and Troy are now a couple because of you, but that's not what I wanted you to see. You think I'M failing at showing you how your death would affect people? YOU'RE the one failing to see the point behind these punishments. Since you're obviously a failure to NOT see the point behind this, I'll tell you the very first point I was trying to make, but from now on you'll have to be the one figuring things out. Russell nearly lost his mind whenever he found out that you died. Usually whenever people are in a loss, they go to the first person to show them some kind of affection, which was Troy. It's more than likely that Russell and Troy won't even last because of this. Or if they do, Troy won't be the one constantly on Russell's mind. You wonder who will be? YOU. Whenever Russell looks into Troy's eyes, he'll see YOU looking back at him. And just in case you haven't guessed by now, Russell loved you. But, he knew that you loved Peter and he was almost fine with that. Okay, now that you have been informed of this, I'll leave you to feel like the worthless amount of shit that you are for leaving Russell on Earth alone like this. Ta Ta!

Jimmy was absolutely shocked at reading this. How didn't he know that Russell was in love with him?

Oh my god....I'm such an asshole...

He looked down at Russell, who's eyes were now closed as he still held Troy in their embrace. Jimmy sighed as he watched. True, he did love Russell, but he wasn't IN love with him. Jimmy was in love with Petey.

I...I.....can't believe this...

Jimmy crouched down at the nearly fallen giant. "Russell....I'm so sorry. I..I didn't know that you felt so strongly about me..It makes me feel like shit because..well..I never felt the same about you. I love you, but I'm not IN love with you. Not every love story can have a happy ending. Sure, the year that Gary attacked, most of them did have happy endings. Actually, mine didn't because things didn't work out with Norton and Zoe, but that's not the point. This time...it can't have one. But you can change that. Forget about me and be happy with Troy. He'll make you happy, I promise". Jimmy kissed Russell's forehead and got back up. "Can I please leave now?...I get your point now...and I feel horrible".

Suddenly, the same sharp pain that attacked Jimmy's left arm earlier struck again, but this time it attacked his right arm. The pain was unbearable as it gouged at his skin for what seemed to be hours. Whenever to final bit of blood spilled onto the floor, it ended. He held his blood soaked arm up to read aloud:

Suicide is nobody's fault but your own. Some people don't see this and they blame themselves for it. Go and see for yourself.

-DE???

Once the blood dried, Jimmy had to think of someone who would possibly feel guilt for his death. Once he mind raced a mile, he realized the answer. He exited the Boys Dorm with a full mind to discover. With this, he raced to the Harrington House.

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Yes, the Jimmy/Norton/Zoe thing is a reference to W.S.O.T.T.O.H. XD This was written right after that fic was so.....yeah XD lol A few other chapters will probably have some references, too.