But...but.....you people don't understand...
The preps all stared at Gord with extreme confusion in their eyes. "Yes, Hopkins loved him. But he knew that it would break Pinky's heart if he left her for him. So....he ended his life". The glances of confusion soon turned to burning hatred. A long silence followed.
That's...not...not what happened...I-I mean, I'll admit that I loved Petey. I really did, but.....oh my god....that was the major reason why, wasn't it?!
"That...that...PAUPER! How could he do such a thing to her?!". Jimmy took a quick glance at an angry Tad. His eyes were a bit damp from a small amount of crying and he was shaking. "I-I mean what kind of ignorant imbecile kills himself for another man whenever he has a woman who loves him unconditionally?!".
You don't understand....
"I just can't believe the NERVE of that..that fool! Pinky will NEVER be the same thanks to that poor bastard!!". Gord wrapped his arms around him, whispering soothing words into his ear. Tad had almost gotten hysterical over his fit. But that didn't stop him from still semi-choking on his sobs.
"Oh my god....Gord...please..please..don't ever...leave...". Gord nuzzled his nose against Tad's cheek. "I promise". His response was accepted by Tad's shaky arms fitting around the prep's torso.
For the first time in a very long time, James' eyes started to water. He couldn't believe that he allowed himself to hurt Pinky like this. Yes, he loved the girl to a certain extent. But, his heart pounded for Petey.
Oh my god......what have I done?!
"PLEASE, let me see her, NOW!". A sudden smack to Jimmy's face caused the dead boy to fall over. He recovered shortly and sat up. He felt the burn on his face and noticed a sticky note stuck to it.
He removed the note. He eyed the note and groaned as it read:
I can't allow that, James.
He cursed loudly at reading this and crumbled the note. "Fuck it!" were the words that followed as he threw the crumbled note onto the floor.
I HAVE TO FUCKING SUFFER FOR LOVING PETEY??!! THIS IS THE FUCKING REASON THAT I KILLED MYSELF IN THE FIRST PLACE!!! Sure...I loved Pinky. I really did. But I didn't love her as a girlfriend/lover/wife...whatever. Petey was the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with...but now...........................................................................................
Jimmy broke down as he leaned over, just to fall to his hands and knees. He was glad the preps couldn't see him. They would just torment him more for loving Petey. That's just the way things rolled for him.
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Wazzup, people? Not much here, I almost got caught skipping class today. XD lol Well, I wasn't really skipping because I got called to the office (about ten minutes before the final bell) and I had to find my brother and whenever I found him, I just kind of hung out with him and his friends. We were having a very one-sided lesson in my U.S Government class and so....yeah. What's the point in staying in class if we're pretty much learning more about one side of the political race and just completely shunning the other?
I know Jimmy isn't exactly one to start crying, but then again he isn't really one to kill himself. And besides, EVERYONE has their breaking point. And warning alert........there's an OC coming up in the next chapter. The character is five years old, so you can tell that it won't be a Mary Sue. I seriously couldn't resist this idea so it just kinda...happened.