A/N: OK, look I did promise demons, but queenlivi13 asked for her to meet Edward, I can't make that happen just yet. But, I can give you an Edward POV chappie! The song for this chapter is Ghost Train by the Counting Crows. (Yes this is not on the playlist, but the songs for the next Bella POV chapter are)

5) Meadow

EPOV

I opened my eyes. Her scent lingered on the breeze. I had been laying my meadow. Our meadow. As my skin glistened in the sun, a melody played in my head. It was new melody, the opening cords were soft, delicate, pain filled. And for the first time the song I was composing had words.

"I'm almost drowning in her seat

she's nearly fallin' down to her knees

take the way home

ba bap ba da da" I whispered. Then in true Forks fashion, it began to rain. I closed my eyes again and saw only her as, had been since I left her. This was my first time back in Forks since we parted. I was supposed to be tracking Victoria, but instead I came here. I was staying in our old house, my piano and all of my things were still there, I'd asked Esme to leave them. I then moved my full attention to the rain that was soaking me through. It was cool, fresh, Forks was far enough from Seattle to not get any acid rain, but, I was in such a mood I wished for it, for the pain, anything would be better then the hole that was where my heart should be. It was difficult to breathe. Even though I tried not to think of her she was always right there, right in front of my eyes every time I closed them. But coming here, it was my private form of ecstasy, my safe haven, her presence was everywhere here. As if her ghost had be summoned up from my own personal hell to torture me. But instead of torturing me it was as if some part if her was here, with me, like I hadn't left her. You left her; she's better off without you, thought bitterly. But then a small voice spoke What about you? Don't you deserve to be happy?. No, this was me thinking, not someone else.

Why, Edward? Why did you let it go this far? I can't live with her gone. Yes, you must. My inner war was killing me as much as her being gone was. I slowly stood up, not wanting to leave. But there was something I had to do…….

A/N: Ooooo, yes a cliff hanger. I know I'm evil, but, don't worry you'll find out what he needs to do soon-ish. And yes this is very, very, short but it was one for those things where you're listening to music and you're like, "inspiration!"

[which by the way, all of my chapters have songs for them because what I write usually has to do with the music I'm listening to right then and there. It's very rare that the chapter I'm writing is not inspired by music]

R&R,

wildmagic-twilight