I dont own Twilight and I do not make any money from posting this story the only thing I will gain from this is reviews(hopefully)
Ok here is the last chapter I hope you like it please review and please read the notes at the end
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Bella's POV
The Cold was slightly comforting but then I felt something it was then I realized I was being held the gun in my hand was pointing ahead of me there was a pale
hand on top of mine and another across my chest holding me tight. The hand on top of mine made a quick motion to pull the gun from my hand and set in on the
table I felt myself being spun around by these hands to face a body I followed it up to its head and a face that perfect face I had seen so many times in my dreams
the dreams that shattered so quickly into a nightmare. Was I dead after all? Did I go to hell was this going to be my torture for all eternity to see the face of the
person I knew I could never be with? His face looked like he was in pain or maybe angry I could not be sure maybe both. He looked down at me and put both his
arms around me and squeezed me tight I could not move an inch if I wanted to. I wasn't sure if I wanted to, I wasn't even sure if I was alive. "Bella" he said his
voice was soft just like I remembered it seemed so long ago I had last heard this voice. "Why… you promised me you promised me you would not do anything like
this why would you do such a thing?"
I did not answer at first I had to try really hard to find my voice I finally managed to speak "Edward? Is that really you or am I dead?" my voice was soft barely
above a whisper but it was all I was able to get out "It's really me Bella you're not dead but why would you try to do such a thing?" I suddenly found my voice and
screamed in total joy and relief "Edward!" I threw my arms around him and held on as hard as I could, tears were coming down my face like a raging river I did not
even try to stop them as I soaked the front of his shirt he rubbed my back gently and led me into the living room we sat down on the couch and I continued to cry, I
did not let go of him afraid he would disappear. After I had calmed down a bit I looked up at him his face had become expressionless whatever he was thinking or
feeling he did not want me to know, I looked away I could not stare into that face if he was going to leave again. I was still sobbing but the tears had stopped for
now. I felt him moving away from me but I refused to let go I held on tighter trying in vain to prevent him from getting away.
He then grabbed my arms and separated them from his body I felt the tears coming back my breathing got quicker he was leaving he stopped me just to leave again I guess he felt
some sort of pity for me because he took my hand in his so that there was some physical contact between us. We sat in silence for a few minutes when I heard him speak again "Bella
you promised me" I looked at the floor unable to face him part of me thought I should be apologizing, but the other part of me was angry "Why should you care what I do you and your
family are leaving this town and me just to live my short human life. I'm going to die anyway Edward why not save myself and my parents all the trouble of watching me for years in a
depression that is not going to go away" "Bella this will pass I will leave you will meet a nice normal person and live a long happy life like its suppose to be" I was suddenly very angry
"Can you see the future now too Edward?!" I snapped "What makes you think you know what is best and how I will cope! I told you I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU!! You are the best
part of my life the most important part if you leave me I will just try again and again Edward!!" His face contorted into a look of pain deep down inside I wanted to say I was sorry but if
he was going to leave me again then everything I said was the truth and I felt no need to take it back. "Bella I will tell Charlie he will stop you, even if that means you have to be
committed" so threats was his tactic "I already left a note for Charlie and getting me committed is not going to solve a damn thing Edward I thought you said you wanted me to be
happy" "of coarse I want you to be happy Bella but I want you to be safe" "I may be physically safe Edward and that is a big maybe because as you constantly point out I am a magnet
for danger stuff is going to happen to me no matter what you do. But even if I am safe physically what about my mind, my emotions I know I will never feel for someone the way I feel
for you not even a close second" The tears welled up again I did not wipe them away as they spilled over Edward took his hand that was not holding mine and brushed them away for
me I decided to take the initiative while I could I quickly brought myself to Edward and kissed him on the lips Edward did not move at first but after a second broke contact "No Bella I
told you I need to leave this is what is right" "And I told you either you stay and I live or you leave and I die So either kiss me and stay or leave now and let me finish what I was
doing" he flinched at my choice of words but I stared at him trying to stare him down indecision was all over his face he was trying to decide what to do "It is for the best Bella you will
get over it. It may take longer then I first thought but give it time you need to just give it time" he almost sounded desperate he stood up but I still clutched onto his hand. All my
energy was gone I was completely sapped I had given him his options but all the anger was gone from me it was too exhausting to try to hold onto it I just looked at him and
whispered
"Edward ….Please"
The End
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I finally completed a story I started I am very happy though I must admit that kissing part was weird for me to write(saying I kissed him was just a bit awkward I am a guy if you haven't guessed already) Also I slightly tweeked the first chapter with some minor changes if you wanna check that out.
Shout out to all my reviewers
My-personal-brand-of heroin-Hope you like it
Chickie2014-Here is the more you wanted (I hope)
pixie freak-Hope it was worth the wait
ImprintMeJakey-Hope the ending shocked you as much as the opening
Also a shout to all those who were intrested enough to favorite this story and ask for story updates my email inbox was flooded with automated emails from fanfiction I was thrilled so thanks(please leave a review lol)
Now this story came to me while I was debating a friend about twilight ( we were debating if Bella was real she most likely would have commited suicide at the end of that four month period) the open ended ending was inspired by the writer Historyinthemakings story I Know You're, There Edward If you liked mine you will like this one too.
Now for those who want to know what happens I did write down a idea for a sequel thought I am not sure if it will be another one shot deal or maybe I will write one chapter with one scenario and another chapter with the other(most likely not though as that reminds me too much of the movie clue lol) but if you do want to see how I think it will end send me a message or leave a review(I especially like the latter)