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"Edward Please"

I just stared at him and he stared back neither of us moving for the longest time our hands still joined together.

Finally Edward turned away from me pulling his hand free, his back to me he did not walk away he just stood there.

I was about to stand up and walk over to him when he spoke "stay here I need to talk to call Carlisle" I was about to object when he turned to face me and held up a hand "I will be right outside I am not leaving yet."

I did not miss the "yet" part but I trusted him to not just run off again and if he did I would just finish what I started.

He then walked away without another word. I sat there in silence I heard the door slam shut as he walked out the door I had no idea what to do.

Edward left me he said he did not love me but then he came back so he must have some type of feelings for me right?

I was thinking about the last hour in my head so much had happened I had questions for him but I was afraid of some of the answers.

My head felt like it was filled with mud I could not think straight it all seemed too much and I was out of energy part of me wanted to just put my head back on the couch and fall asleep but I willed my self to stay awake .

I longed to go back in time, to the day before my eighteenth birthday when the my life was so much easier I had Edward…and Alice and the rest of the Cullen's who all seemed to care for me so much.

My life changed ever since Jasper tried to bite me, it was not his fault and I did not blame him or anyone it was a accident but Edward probably blamed himself. Was this why he left me?

He said he wanted me to be happy was he just saying that or does he still love me? Did he only want me to be happy for Charlie sake?

It was all so confusing did he care for me as a friend or did he love me, Why did they all leave so abruptly Alice and me were like sisters and she never even said goodbye and what are we all going to do now?

Even if Edward stays will his family comeback or stay away? And now that I have had time to think about all this will I have to backbone to finish what I started and really kill myself!?

I took a deep breath trying to clear my head, it did not work I decided that there was no point to thinking about this until Edward decided on what he was going to do so I sat there not moving barley breathing staring at the doorway for him to come back in.

So I waited and waited it seemed like forever I was starting to get nervous maybe he left me here on the couch ...maybe he was hoping now that he saved me once I won't try again...maybe he was right.

I could not hear him at all I decided to go look outside just to make sure he was still there.

I tried getting up off the couch but my exhusted body was taking over and I was hit with a wave of dizzyness I had to sit back down as soon as I stood up, I was stuck so I tried calling out instead if he was around he would hear me.

"Edward"

it came out barely above a whisper I cleared my thoart and spoke louder "Edward" my throat was raw and it hurt but I did not care.

I heard only silence I felt the walls coming down again then I heard it, the door opened and then shut again I called out a third time "Edward?"

He turned walked into the living room so he was still here after all the thought of him not abandoning me like I thought he did gave me some new energy as I felt a smile spread across my face and stood up without falling I took a step toward him he did not move from the doorway.

I then looked at his face ...impassive devoid of all emotion not the kind of face one would expect for a happy reunion.

He was leaving after all going to abandon me a sudden as the new energy left me I felt it slipping away my legs buckled and I fell down

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So how do you all like? I just could not leave the story with that open ended ending its just not my style anyway I am just about done the next chapter and the I think only one more chapter after that. Please Please Please Review I really want to know people are reading this and if they like it or not