Chapter 12- Let me be
When I walked down the hallway, I noticed Ryan didn't bother coming to walk me there. I grumbled and cursed his name under my breath; I knew he would be behind me, trying to apologize. "For what," a deep voice asked behind me, I froze.
"Ryan?"
"Maybe, if it was, would you forgive him," the voice was closer.
"I don't know. He doesn't need me, he has all his groupies. Honestly, I think the groupies are better for him," hands were around my waist. Ryan kissed my hair and didn't let go of me.
"Ryan, I have a boyfriend and you probably have fans waiting for you. So, run along and let me be," I sighed angrily.
"And if I didn't leave you be? What would you do?" he mumbled in my hair.
"First? I would tell my boyfriend and he would tell you to go away. Second? Since I'm clutching my pepper spray in my bag, I would spray your eyes and run," I didn't want him to be like this. Ryan let go of me and I hear him say, "Till next time."
As I arrived home, walking by myself because I left early from school, I noticed nobody was home. I flopped onto the bed and didn't want anyone in my mind anymore. My moods changed and I groaned, "I'm sorry, Nessie. Please forgive me, I shouldn't have acted that way with you," Ryan's sad voice gave me heartache. "Ryan, just forget it. It's not like we'll be together. I have Jacob, you'll soon have someone and we'll all be happy," I thought, looking at the ceiling. Suddenly, Ryan was in my room, lying down on my bed.
"You should've stuck around to see what Chris's powers are, but, since you didn't, I'll tell you. He can teleport objects anywhere he wants, so he teleported me here because I really wanted to talk to you," he sat up and pulled me into his lap. "Look, I know Jake is your boyfriend and all, but… maybe if he cared about you, he'd let you be with me," he wondered, looking into my eyes, causing my heart to flutter. I slowly moved closer to his face, "I don't know." Ryan pulled me closer and kissed me deeply. My hands flew up to his neck, grabbing him closer. His chest made a sound, and he pulled away, keeping his forehead on mine. Ryan's breathing slowed down and I sighed contently, "I don't know how I'll explain to Jacob that I feel… better with you."
His chuckle made me warmer; I loved how he did that. "Just say I stole your heart and that he needs to be with someone else," his lips moved under mine. I softly kissed him and moved forward, letting myself fall on top of him. The sound came again and I pulled back.
"What," he asked with his eyes closed.
"What was that noise?"
"Oh," he chuckled and made the noise again on purpose, "This?"
"Yes, I heard it a few minutes ago." I looked into his deep blue-violet eyes.
"It's called a moan or a groan. I do that noise when I like how you kiss me," his words surprised me and he pulled me closer into a deep kiss.