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Edwards POW.
She was begging me to stay what was I going to do? I wanted to leave so she could be happy but she wasn't going to be happy or at least she would not give herself to chance.
I had to call Carlisle and see what he thinks I went outside to my car it was still running so I turned it off and grabbed my phone that I had thrown on the passenger seat I dialed Carlisle quickly, it only rang once before he answered
"Edward Alice called and told us you went back what happened?" his voice was anxious "Bella tried to shoot herself don't worry I stopped her in time…just in time" I heard a audible sigh of relief come from the other end of line "how is she doing now?" he asked his voice was calmer this time.
"Its gotten very complicated I don't think I can leave Carlisle she made it very clear that she would try again and again after I left its… insane she won't even give herself a chance to get over me"
It seemed so inconceivable that Bella was willing to throw away her life so carelessly asking to become a vampire was one thing she did not realize she was damming herself by becoming a vampire but this…It made no sense at all.
I heard Carlisle speak up "Edward maybe there is a reason for her not trying to get over you. I honestly think you two belong together this is hurting her as much as it is hurting you maybe even more."
The line was silent I asked "So what should I do?"
"Edward the only reasonable thing at this point is to stay we should never have tried to leave especially in this manner incidents like what happened on her birthday could have happen to any human in that situation and when it comes to Bella that goes double I am afraid. You can't always protect her and leaving only means we won't be able to protect her at all. You think the only way to protect her from danger is to leave which apparently will not work so basically you have two options. Try to reason with her and show her your logic, but I doubt that will work at this point or stay."
"Carlisle if I stay what happened could happen again and again" I said trying to keep my resolve that was already faltering
"Well then as much as you hate to hear this I suggest you think about her wishes on the subject here and consider turning her"
"No Carlisle we have been over this I will not do that to her" I said this with a little bit more anger then I intended but Carlisle kept his voice calm.
"Edward I know your personal aversion to the idea but this is something the two of you will need to work out. I however suggest that if you really want to keep Bella safe and happy that you give it some heavy consideration for the future" Carlisle paused for a moment before continuing.
"Edward you had to have realized that keeping Bella human forever was not realistic after she got to a certain point a public relationship would have been impossible not to mention thinking about Bella's feelings on the situation, to age while you live forever would have been unfair to her and in the end to you as well, not to mention the rest of us have grown close to Bella as well."
"Carlisle All I care about is her well being! That is why I am trying to leave and make her see reason."
"I understand your reasons Edward all I am saying is that you and her need to work this out together and for that your best bet is to stay in forks with her"
I admired and respected Carlisle greatly his words hit me hard I was silent as I absorbed what he told me. As much as I wanted to doubt it I could not refute the logic. So that was it I was staying with the one I loved and I would most likely end up damning her soul.
But if Bella was happy and safe maybe it would not be so bad I thought I was greedy and selfish for wanting this but maybe I was wrong after all and this was how it was suppose to be.
"I will stay" I said finally
"I think that's for the best Edward" Carlisle encouraged
"What is everyone else going to do now Carlisle are you going to come back or will you stay in New York?" I asked
"I think we will return I think we can get another year or two out of Forks"
"When should I expect you all back?" I wanted to tell Bella that they would move back and I knew Bella would be anxious for when she would see them…Alice especially again
"After a few weeks a month maybe, The rest of us will move back stating we did not like LA problem solved" I took a deep breath the plan made sense it could work
"What about the others how will they take it?"
"You only need to worry about Bella right now I will call them and inform them about the change in plans. Besides I am sure Alice and Esme will be thrilled to go back, though I would recommend avoiding Rosalie if I were you"
"Carlisle thank you I'm sorry for the trouble this is causing."
"Don't worry about it Edward, love makes people do crazy things your heart was in the right place even if you mind was not" he said with some slight humor in his tone "Now Edward go and take care of Bella that is your only priority now"
With that he hung up I shut my phone and turned to walk back inside the house I had some damage control to handle right now.
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