Chapter 14
The week that Jacob left slowed down just for us. We spent the days eating ice-cream, painting, running in the woods and doing as much as we could to remember this week. When he left, I only have him a small peck and hugged, thinking of Ryan the whole moment. I got home in my bedroom and waited till the tears were over, I hoped for Ryan to come prior to Chris's power. In an instant, Ryan appeared at my desk.
"You alright, Nessie," he took one long stride and straddled me in his lap. "I'm… I'm fine, I needed to see you, Ryan," I said softly, followed by a heart-warming kiss. He pulled away and looked into my eyes, "Do you want to talk about it?"
"No, I have to let go of it," I shook my head and placed my hand on his cheek, caressing it. As I lay beside him, my mind wandered on what would happen this summer, how it'll end up. Suddenly, Ryan's hand ran up and down my thigh, sending shocks throughout my body. We started kissing again and my arms flew around his neck, clutching his hair in my fingers. It seemed like Ryan was doing the same things as Jake, helping me not forget him. "Sorry," he murmured in my ear, "Should I be original?" I nodded and we continued on with what we were doing.
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The next day at school, everyone was grieving that Mr. Wolfe left. I've done my time grieving over him; I need to spend time in my own life. Most of the time, I spent time with AnneMarie, Charlotte and Lisa. On the weekend, I helped them set up the backyard to look like a pretty exciting party. The people that I noticed who were gossiping came to the party; they honestly didn't deserve to come. I just shook their hands and didn't meet their eyes.
"Renesmee," someone asked me.
"Yes?" I turned around and saw a boy with shaggy black hair and green eyes. His shoulders were so square it looked like he had a coat hanger underneath them.
"I'm Dan. I represent the cheerleading squad and we were wondering if you would like to join," Dan showed me a form and I eyed it. Cheerleading wasn't a good idea for me, "No thank you." Dan disappeared into the crowd leaving me standing by myself. My moods changed and I searched throughout the crowd. "Nessie, where are you, Ryan needs you," his slurs echoed and I searched harder. Then I found him, sitting inside beside the sink, holding a glass of tequila. I snatched the glass and threw it away. Ryan growled and pulled my hand while we walked towards the living room.
"Ryan, I think you drank a little too much, you need to slow down," I mumbled as he pulled me onto the couch.
"No I don't. Calm down, little lady," he slurred and pulled me closer. I smelt the alcohol and gagged, I never liked that smell of drinks. When Ryan almost drifted off, I said goodnight and ran home. My father and mother were sitting at the fireplace, enjoying the calmness of our house.
"Hi," I mumbled and walked slowly upstairs. I heard no response and didn't bother to wait for one. That night, I didn't want Ryan over, he needed to sleep. Suddenly, Ryan appeared at my door, with no shirt on. My eyes lingered on his body as he walked closer.
"You know, half bloods like us don't get drunk very easily," his words were perfectly clear. Ryan crossed the room and jumped onto the bed. I let my fingers wander on his chest while he pulled me closer. He kissed me softly ad rolled on top of me, caging me in between his muscular arms.
"Ryan," I whispered, spiking his hair with my fingers.
"Yes, lovely?"
"Do you want me to be with you when the Volturi come? Because, I was thinking, what if we train for the day they come and be prepared that day," I asked.
"I want you to be with me, and the training thing would be a good idea," Ryan mumbled sleepily. We fell asleep on my bed in each others arms.
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The next morning, I awoke to Ryan's hand caressing my nose.
"Good morning, beautiful," he said in a deep voice. I smiled and pulled his face closer, not thinking about what I was doing. My tongue touched his and I could feel his excitement. Ryan pulled away and I frowned.
"I know, but we need to eat, darling," his throaty chuckle made my cheeks red. He walked down the stairs as I got ready. I dressed in a cream white dress with a red bow tie belt, my shoes were high inch heels and my hair flowed in big ringlets to my waist. When I got down, he was on his cell phone, chatting away at top speed.
Authors Note:
Sorry about the late writing, I got writers block and my birthday was two days ago! so I got caught up with stuff, thanks for the reviews, remember to bring more. ;)!