"Sure, what's up?" I ask him impatiently. I was kind of scared actually. He wouldn't break up with me would he? Not after all the stuff that's been going on, right? I mean we've been dating for almost a year. We love each other so much. I never loved Sam like this. Ever! Oh shit! I can't be worrying over something like this. Just because Jacob wants to go for a walk with me! But the black box…Oh No! He's not going to break up with me; he's going to propose to me! I'm so stupid. I frowned, how could I not know! I shook my head.

"Leah, it's nothing bad I promise! It's actually something really good and happy. I hope you don't get mad at me." He said lifting up his head to look at me grinning. We were halfway to Sam's house by now. Jacob had stopped in the middle of the dirt road. And I right beside him. I turned to face him my eyes twitching from the bright sun.

"No bloodsuckers out today," I told him and he chuckled loud echoing through the distance.

"Yup, just the more great." He said, "You want to know something greater?"

"Umm, what?" I asked already knowing. He put his hand to his pocket and told me to close my eyes. I was nauseous. My heart was thumping through my shirt. I wanted to scream.

"You can open now," He said I opened my eyes. He was kneeled on the ground and there in his palm was the black box opened with a beautiful diamond ring. I gasped and started to cry. No! I can't let my guard down. Oh no please don't-

"Leah Clearwater, you are the most beautiful woman in the world and I love you with all my heart. Will you marry me?" I gasped again, and started to cry, NO! I'm not the one to cry! This is not me! I took the black box to look at the ring, I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Oh yes! Jacob, yes! Yes, Yes, Yes, YES!" He smiled and kissed me. Tears were streaming down both our faces. This can't be happening. Jacob Black crying?! Leah Clearwater crying?! Unbelievable! But then again it was believable. Cause deep deep down, we were people with normal people emotions.

TWO WEEKS LATER

"I don't think I can do this Jacob," I told my fiancé.

"Okay, I'll do it for you," Jacob said grabbing my plate from in front of me. I laughed and smiled. But then frowned again.

"Not eating, Jacob! I mean getting married…" He was perfectly still, the chicken still poking out from his cheek making him look funny but really serious at the same time.

"Umm, so you don't want to marry me?" He asked in a serial tone. Ugh! Here we go again! We've been fighting about this for the past week, we don't know if we could make it.

"Of course, I do, Jacob! Do you always have to act so…so…annoying? I love you, Jacob!" I yelled at him, non-intentionally, "It's just that I don't know if I'm really ready! If you're ready!" I told him. He was still motionless. But he got up and walked outside.

I put our dishes away and almost broke them. He makes me SO mad sometimes! He just doesn't get that this is hard for me! I was almost done when I puked for the millionth time in two weeks. The smell was disgusting and all over the washed dishes, too!

I quickly cleaned it all up and jumped into the shower. I have no idea why I'm puking so badly? I don't feel all sick…maybe…I don't know? I washed my hair and my body and was out into my room in less then five minutes.

"Leah," the voice startled me. It was Jacob. He was sick looking, like he might need to puke too.

"Are you okay, Jacob? Yu look really bad! Do you need some Leah Healing?" I sat next to him on the bed, still in towels.

"Yeah, I'm sorry I got all pissed off back in the kitchen. It's just…we've been fighting for awhile and I don't think it's healthy for us." He said quietly. Healthy? What the? I understood barely. I mean yeah…we fight. Just like all the other relationships out there…but hello? Healthy?

"I love you, Leah." Jacob smiled at me. I smiled back.

"I love you, too." And he gave me a hug and left.