Chapter 13:

Shock part 3

This room was pretty empty. Xion didn't spend a lot of time in the organization, so there weren' many things that she'd owned to keep their. Riku and Roxas automatically split up, and began to look around the room. Roxas went to the bookshelf, which held very few books. Riku went to the desk. There was a cover over it and, after lots of pulling, Riku opened it. On the actual desk, there were three things, a pen, a piece of paper, and an envelope with Riku's name written on it. He picked up the paper and turned it over, there was writing on the other side.

Dear Riku,

I've been having some really strange emotions lately, emotions that I'm not supposed to have. At least, according to superior I'm not supposed to, but I never listen to him. Well, I guess I'll just say it. Riku, I think I'm in l

That was all that was written. Riku blushed.

"What'd you find, a bra?" Roxas laughed.

Riku held out the letter, turning away from Roxas in the process. Roxas quickly read the letter, and looked back up at Riku.

"I knew it. She said once that she thought she was feeling something." Roxas put a hand on Riku's shoulder.

Riku looked at Roxas, and he grinned. A single tear slid down his cheek, when he noticed, he quickly wiped it away.

"C'mon, let's keep looking." Roxas said, putting the letter back in Riku's hand. When he tried to put it back on the desk, Roxas grabbed his wrist, "Keep it, it's for you anyway. Right?"

Riku picked up the envelope, and put the letter inside it, before shoving it into his pocket.

They continued to look around, but didn't find anything else of interest, so the two boys left the room on the fourteenth floor.

"My room next?" Roxas suggested.

"Why not." Riku shrugged.

Roxaspushed the thirteen button, and the elevator descended again. Riku gripped the letter in his pocket tightly, and Roxas noticed.

"Riku, she would want you to move on." Roxas said.

"I have." Riku lied.

"C'mon, we all know you haven't. Sora's always wondering what up with you, he can tell that you're way more moody than normal." Roxas replied.

"Why haven't you let go then? You still miss her, and Axel." Riku yelled.

"Missing and holding onto the past are two completely different things, Riku." Roxas said calmly.

The doors opened and Riku stomped off of the elevator. Roxas sighed, and followed.

"Getting mad won't help at all." Roxas said.

"I don't care. It's my fault, so of course I'm mad, I'm always mad." Riku said.

"It's not your fault, you didn't kill her." Roxas said.

"Yeah, but I was there, I could have saved her." Riku said.

"If you want to talk about it, you could tell me what happened, I just got the report about it in a meeting." Roxas said.

Flashback

"Xion, member XIV. You have commited the sin of pretending to have emotions, that is the biggest law about this organization." Xemnas said to the girl who was on her knees.

"Sh-Shut up. We do have hearts! You're just lying and saying that we don't!" The girl yelled.

Xemnas slapped her. Riku, and the girl, cringed.

'Why am I just watching this?' Riku thought.

"Saïx, finish the job." Xemnas said, turning away from the girl.

Riku looked away, and heard a scream. When he looked back, Riku saw Xion, lying there, left to disappear. He ran from his hiding spot to her side and lifted her head up in his arm.

"Xion! Xion!" Riku shook her.

"Wh-Who the...who the heck am I?" She whispered, before she began to fade more.

"Xion!" Riku cried.

"Riku, I-" She completely disappeared.

Riku broke down crying.

"I'm... s...sorry." He said through his tears. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" He screamed.

End flashback

Riku now had tears flowing down his cheeks from the memory.

"I get it, never mind." Roxas said, not asking Riku to explain it, if he cried just from thinking about her end.

"Let's just go in there already." Riku wiped his tears away.

"Ok."A/N

Phew. I was finally able to write that part. I didn't realise how hard Xion's room would be until I tried to think of what to write. Glad that I finally got it!

I really don't know who kills Xion for real, or if that was even her death scene at the end of the trailer, so I guessed and put in the line that she said when it looked like she was dying.

OMG! I love Ouran High School host club, maybe I'll write my next fic about it...hmmmm. but ya!