Chapter 3

Passion and hardship

Sessomeru: " Rin and Jaken are coming we will finish this miko later tonight leave your balcony door unlocked so i may give you pleasure beyond you wildest dreams"

he said this while sliding his hands down her sides as he put her down and straightened her kimono. Kagome was so confused he was going to give her pleasure tonight. i have a balcony new to me.and he hurried away from the oncoming jaken and Rin. she moved into the shadows. to avoid them and waited in anticipation for dark to come and a very talented demon.

As Kagome waited for Sessomeru she found the nursery with pictures of a Young demon with white hair and amber eyes there were so many you would think it was a shrine to the child but, in the far corner was a picture of another demon child with a crescent moon on its head but in this picture it wasn't happy it was sad as if he didn't have anyone to play with or to love him.

why would there only be one picture of this child but so many of the other one.

Sessomeru: "what are you doing in here Miko"

Kagome whirls around facing Sessomeru and he just stood there looking at all the pictures of the demon child with amber eyes. and i realized he didn't have amber eyes but a crescent moon on his forehead. He was the child.

Kagome: "I was just looking at the pictures".

Kagome: " why is there only one of you"?

Sessomeru looked around and saw what he hated the most. He looked up at kagome and saw concern in her eyes where there should have been none at all shes human what emotions could she possible have for me with the days I saved her from death.

Kagome:"please tell me sessomeru who is this other little boy".

Sessomeru looked at the many pictures and hardened his heart he could tell her. he didn't care.

Sessomeru:"When I was born my mother died, Inuyasha's human mother took her place by my fathers side. I was ignored and Inuyasha worshiped".

He said in a mild tone of indifference but inside he was feeling the hatred well up inside him like a burning coal with added energy to burn hotter.

Kagome:"oh sessomeru I'm sorry".

Sessomeru:Why it meant nothing to me, eventually my father noticed I was growing up, so he started to train me to take over here for him. Don't you see I'm his successor I have something Inuyasha never can have even if I die because my heir will have all of this and more".

As he said this Kagome felt sympathy for him. She knew what it was like to be ignored then suddenly paid attention of just because of duty.

Kagome:"Sessomeru i know what your going through my dad did the same thing to me but when he actually did pay attention was when he was forced to acknoledge me his daughter and that is how i came to be here. through the well. I left my home and found a new one".

Sessomeru:"Very touching miko but nothing of what i went through was like that".

Kagome tried to reach for his arm to comfort him, but he drew away.

Sessomeru:"go away miko"

He said timidly staring at the picture of his brother. Oddly enough she didn't hate the demon Inuyasha anymore, anyway who could tell what demon killed her mother. at that moment Kagome decided it would be best if she finally put the past behind her and move on to more important things.

Kagome:"Sessomer......"

Sessomeru: "I SAID GET AWAY FROM ME YOU STUPID HALF DEMON DOG"

as he yelled he hit Kagome. She flew in the air for a couple seconds then crashed into the mirror on the wall the mirror broke into a million shards at her back and came tumbing to the floor with Kagome. She lays there for a second stunned, as he stares at her with the same stunned face. He couldn't believe he did that to her he ached to reach for her, but he couldn't he was frozen he had though his brother was reaching for him again. and he had reacted but it was Kagome who had reached for him and took the blunt of his reaction. what had he done.

Sessomeru:" Kagome I......"

Kagome:"If you didn't want me around Sessomeru all you had to do was ask me to leave"

she said getting out of her stunned phase. she looked down and saw that she had a particularly bad cut on her arm.

Kagome:"I'll go to the infirmary and then leave sessomeru, I'll get out of you way you don't have to train me cause i no longer wish to kill your brother. you can forget all about me".

Kagome knew she may have been over reacting but she felt this was thier right thing to do because he had done nothing but wish she were gone, so she decided it was time to go back to her own reality to a father who hated her.

Kagome was on her way to the infirmary staring blankly at the floor. when something hit her legs. she looked down and there was Rin, beautiful Rin.

Rin:" where are you going Kagome San"?

As Rin asked this Kagome remembered the cut on her arm.

Kagome:" I am going to the Infirmary Rin to bandage this up and go home".

Rin looked up at her confused then looked at her arm.

Rin:"Did Sessomeru do that to you".

Kagome gave a sigh, she shouldn't tell this little girl what had happened with her and sessomeru. she might end up afraid of him. from the corner of her eye she saw silver hair on the side.

Kagome:"no Rin, Sessomeru would never hurt me".

Rin: " would he hurt me if i got him angry".

Rin said this with a scarred look in her eyes, and i saw sessomeru coming our way looking determined.

Kagome:"Rin no he would rather call himself fluffy before he hurt you and you know how he hates nicknames".

Sessomeru stopped at this then getting a glint in his eye.

Kagome:" I'm sure he would just love it if you went up to him and gave him a big hug and used his nickname fluffy.

Rin: ' really you think so".

She said this with wonder in her eyes... she probably never dreamed to hug sessomeru let alone give him a nickname. this is my revenge to him for shoving me against the window.

Kagome:"Sessomeru there you are, rin has something she wants to say to you". "be nice"

Kagome looks at Rin and she gets the message. sessomeru is surprised by Rin's hug

Rin:" Thank you SO much for helping me fluffy san".

Sessomeru:"Fluffy San"?

sessomeru gives Kagome a scathing look

Sessomeru:"Rin you are welcome I would do anything for you", "you go run along now so kagome and I can talk".

As soon as Rin leaves smiling. Kagome starts to back away but all the sudden sunlight came through the window from the sunset and into her eyes she blinks and sessomeru takes advantage of her distraction. He hikes her over his shoulder and carries her off deeper into the castle.

Kagome:"Sessomeru what are you doing"

squealed Kagome on his shoulder. he was running through the halls at a speed that Kagome couldn't even Imagine. when they reached a certain door he crashed through it and plopped her onto the bed and followed her down until he was covering her.

Sessomeru:"fluffy huh i didn't know you were out to get me miko".

Kagome lays there panting while a feeling of pleasure was coursing through her. now she can name what the feeling is when he had named it earlier.

Kagome:"I'm not ... Sessomeru"

With a sorrowful look on his face he looked down at her and was about to mention what happened earlier, anticipating this Kagome pulls her arm from under his body and pressed a finger to his lips to silence him.

Kagome:" sessomeru i don't want to talk about what happened earlier I..... I just want to be with you right now"

she said this and the look in his eyes went from sorrowful to hungry "for me"thought Kagome and a new wave of tingling pleasure swept through her. Grabbing the hair on the back of his head she pulls him down into a kiss. As intoxicating as the last time Kagome gets bold and thrusts her tongue into his mouth after a while and they just lay there massaging eachothers mouths while their hands couldn't get enough. she started to unbutton his shirt and when she was done she pushed against his chest for him to get up and slid her hands from his shoulders down his arms. until the shirt was forgotten. Kagome was still wearing the kimono from earlier. it was sundown now the time he had promised her they would continue, and he wanted to so badly but earlier it had been evident that this was all new to her. He would start Gentle so she would enjoy her first time with him. he started to nibble her lip and suck on it.

she felt this and swore she was about to melt with Ecstasy he moved down the side of her neck to her collarbone and sucked there for a long while. somehow he had gotten her Kimono off whithout her realizing it. as his mouth slid downward he sucked and messaged the skin with his tongue and all the while sending spirals down her spine when he reached her lace bra he went back and looked at it confused. she hadn't taken it off because it had felt so weird without it.

Sessomeru: "what is it".

as he asked this he traced his fingertips over the lace fabric making Kagome Gasp out her answer.

Kagome: " its my bra".

looking down and then up to her eyes sessomeru asks.

Sessomeru: "is this a bra too".

Kagome's eyes widened as he traced his fingers near the edges on her bikini line.

Kagome: "no its called underwear or panties".

looking bewildered.

Sessomeru: "strange things you have".

He saw the glint in her eyes as he traced her panty line, and decided that he wanted to do something bold with her.

Sessomeru: "Kagome what if i did this"

he moved down and started to take off her panties with his tongue, but as he did this the back of his tongue grazed her legs. she shivered with anticipation, and closed her eyes. just feeling what was being done to her by sessomeru, this muscular man that was making her fell these thing but she never wanted it to end... never again would she feel lonely; although a glimmer of doubt rested in her mind, would he stay with her. or was this a one time thing. A jolt of pleasure came up through her body and all her fears went to the back of her mind, as sessomeru put aside and started to flick her clit. gasping Kagome asks.

Kagome:"Sessomeru what are you doing that is so.... ah..... improper".

sessomeru was licking her woman's core as he watched her reaction it sent waves of pleasure into his groin he couldn't take it any longer. he reached to rip the tiny fabric but she put her hand on his and said with her eyes that she would not appreciate that at all. so he left it alone but he went licking up her body until he reached her bra. He tried to figure how to take it off but, she ended up helping him when he got frustrated.

Sessomeru: "Next time i swear ill tear it off"

in a husky voice barely aware of what she was asking.

Kagome: "which one would you be talking about"?

A low growl makes Kagome open her eyes, and what she finds is that Sessomeru is looking at her with his amber eyes filled with so much passion it kind of frightened her a little bit.

He pulled off her panties with a scary calm and when they were off, he put His middle finger in her core to feel and see if she was ready for him to renter yet. When he felt her wetness surround his finger he almost exploded right there but he held himself back for her.

He positioned himself between her legs and plunged forward noticing her wince, immediately he starts raining her with soothing kisses, but he doesn't realize that the pain she had experienced was forgotten. she was experiencing something else altogether with the feeling of him fully inside her, it gave her a rush. she was tired of him soothing her she started to move away from him and making her coming out of her a little and making him plunge right back in with a force that made his eyes go wide and to forget why he was soothing her. he started moving slowly within her, but when she gasped in surprise and threw back her head he lost control he started to plunge crazily into her over and over again. When he finally came is when she started spasming around him and he couldn't hold on any longer his juices spilled into her, while he was convulsing into her.

When they were spent Sessomeru pulled out of her and rolled over onto his back bringing her with him to lie on his chest. He fell asleep instantly, but for Kagome she didn't have that luxury Her earlier worries came to the forefront of her mind and decided that she would treat her problem as if this was just a one night stand. even if it would hurt her to do so.

After a while she closed her eyes and went into a deep sleep with troubles on her mind.