This is basically chapter one of "Tasha&Dimitri's Convo in Frostbite" but in Dimitri's point of view. Should I write more or should I stop after this chapter because there isn't any more to add…. Any ideas anyone? Oh also, I added a little more detail in this one that the otherReview please!
I was just talking to Guardian Hathaway about Rose's improvement during out private training sessions when a flustered Tasha came up to us and requested to speak to me *gulp* alone. I'm so not liking where this is going.
Guardian Hathaway, one of the guardians that know about Tasha's not-so-secret crush on me and she just waggled her eyebrows at me as if I was interested in her. I wonder if she would do that if she knew that I was madly in love with Rose, wait I think that she'd kill me if she knew... Oh well.
I just realized that I wasn't responding to Tasha's question… "Umm… Sure Tasha, Excuse me Guardian Hathaway. What did you want to talk about Tasha?"
"Dimitri Belikov, would you like to become my full time guardian? I would really love it if you could, plus we could… You know, start a family." Whoa, that just came out of nowhere.
Normally, this offer would have sounded good… But I just can't turn away from Rose because I love her and I just can't hurt her like this… I can't run away from her, because if I did. It would just feel like a piece of my heart has been ripped apart into a million little pieces.
I'm starting to feel bad about thinking of rejecting Tasha. She was head over heels for me, but I just couldn't return that feeling. I had a strong feeling that she thought that I would accept with no second though, but she was wrong.
"I'm sorry Tasha, but I'm just not interested in you that way! Please don't take this the wrong way, but I can't. I'm assigned to Lissa, and I just can't leave Rose in the middle of training her." I meant what I said and I think that Tasha was really really hurt…
But I knew that she was strong, and could handle this. She was going to one day find a man that could return all her love, and I just wasn't that guy.
"It's okay Dimka, think about it for now and give me your final response later. There's no rush." I know that it sounded like she was just saying this so that she wouldn't be embarrassed but I know that she actually meant it.
I didn't want to say that I would never change my mind because I love Rose and she loves me. So I just stayed silent and watched her walk away. But before she turned away, and I don't know if I was imaging this but… I saw a tear roll down her face, and my mind clouded with guilt.
So what do you think? Review please… Should I write more, because this might be my last chpt for this story? ~Michelle.