Twisted Love Chapter 7
I stared at Jacob… waiting for him to give me an answer… but he wouldn't. He just sat there… starring at nothing. I knew I was right! He was stunned that I had figured it out… but I was a smart girl. "There is isn't there?" I said… I hated silence. He still wouldn't look at me. I was beginning to get mad. "Please Jacob… you told me you would tell me… truthfully." He looked over at me.
"I didn't think of it ok? So don't get mad at me. I know I would answer truthfully… but I don't want to hurt you… and I can't force your decision… I had to promise."
I began to get worried… what was the "plan"? What did they want me to do? Were they going to hurt me?
Jacob smiled and laughed. "Bella… I know that you're thinking. We're not going to like… kill you or something. I would never allow it!"
I sighed in relief. I could calm down now… but I still wanted to know what their "plan" was. The anxiety was killing me! Was he going to tell me? Was I going to have to give him the cold shoulder until he told me? I wanted to know! "Please Jacob… you said you would!"
He looked at me. "I'm not sure if I'm the one that's supposed to tell you… but you are my girlfriend… and I have the right to tell you!"
My heart stopped… was it that bad? It couldn't be. What was worse than killing me? Than me being gone forever? What? I couldn't figure it out! It was getting to me… I needed to know… and I need to know now! "Tell me Jacob… or I'm going inside."
He looked at me… but he still stayed silent. He wouldn't budge. I was getting really mad at this point. I started to get up. "Fine Jacob… I guess I'll see you tomorrow…"
He grabbed my arm. "Please don't go Bella. Please?" He sighed. "I'll tell you if you stay."
I looked down at him… thinking if I should believe him. "You promise Jake?"
He looked up at me. "Of course."
I sighed… now I could say no? I sat down next to him… but he still wouldn't talk. I looked at him… with a mad look on my face if I might add. "Spill Jacob… you promised!"
He sighed. "I know I did Bella… ok… here it goes…"
My heart stopped… this was it… WHAT WAS IT?!?! I waited patiently… and waited… and waited.
"Ok… Edward and Rosalie think that you should… become… umm… a blood sucker."
I stopped breathing… I thought I could trust them… but I couldn't. Why would they want me to become a vampire! I was happy! Why couldn't they just accept my decision? I didn't want to become a vampire… Rosalie and Edward both voted no that night… but now they vote yes? Now? Why now? When I was happy… they just had to go and make that decision.
"Oh no! You're mad! Crap! I'm sorry Bella… it wasn't my idea… I don't even know why!" Jacob said quickly.
I was extremely mad… but not at anyone… I don't really know why I was so mad. I guess at myself… well… I don't know. I wanted to become a vampire… I really did! But then I don't… and they change their mind. It's just all so crazy!!
"Bella... I know that you wanted to become a vampire… like really bad… and I'm okay with you coming one. Sure… you'll smell bad… and you won't look and act the same… and you'll be stronger, faster, and probably even prettier than me… if that's even possible." He smiled and laughed. "But you'll still be my girlfriend even if you're a… vampire."
I know this was hard for him to say… and I couldn't believe that he was actually saying it. He was ok with me becoming a vampire? Now I was confused… what was I going to do? I couldn't think straight.
He looked over at me. "Well… what's your answer Bella?"