First of all!!

1) Thanks so so so so much to Cicci, Emi, McMuffin, mcsteamyshottt and giulia26 for their absolutely happy-making reviews!! you have no idea how much does it mean.

2) I know the first chapter was such a mess, I wrote bad instead of bed and sopped instead of stopped so I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the spelling and other mistakes.

3) I take stories slowly, so I write a lots of emotion and thoughts so the story is pretty slowly,

4) there is a different time slot, Addison was younger when she had Piper and there will be some GA characters later!

I have known that PrP people are nicer! I have written 16 stories and I haven't got more reviews than 3 per one chapter :D

thanks a lot!!!!!!

please tell me your opinion

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When Addison comforted Piper, gave a kiss to Nate, had a glass of water and felt ready to go back to her little prison, she notices that Noah is sleeping. How much she loved him when he is asleep. She doesn't need his yelling. It took her 10minutes to fell asleep. When she felt how his fingers fig into her skin, his screaming is heartbreaking, her pain is incredible.

"Noah, Noah, honey" it is just a dream, just a dream. She is trying to calm him down, he is shaking, eyes open, his is breathing faster and faster till he fells asleep in her arms.

New day, new start.

"Addison, Addison...."

she slowly opens her eyes.

"can you help to ...to the toilet please?"

their bedroom is in the ground floor and the toilet isn't that far but Noah isn't able to go there on his own. There is always someone with him. One month ago he started to go to Wellness Center to Lucy, the therapist. Also Sam is a good helper, he used to be a doctor there, he used to be that one who helps others and now, now he needs help.

Addison has to cover the bruises on her hand again, they are not the first ones and not the last ones. she knows it, Noah would never hurt her, but it was different. she really should ask Violet for help.

"Nate! Hurry up or we will be late and remember what did Ms Jannings told you before?"

"I'm going momma!!

"Piper, what are you doing? No, you can't go to school in your Halloween dress. yes you can take your barbie Anna to the kindergarten. "

" So darling, Cameron will be there in 5minutes, than he take you to the center and I will meet you there, ok?"

"hmm" he nodded

When she comes to work, she has to pretend that she is ok. The only person who knows she is not, is Naomi.

"Addie, are you ok?" Naomi asked carefully

"Yes, No. Yes. No, no I'm not."

"What happened? Did you have a fight?"

"No, we didn't. he just had another scary nightmare. I don't know what to do Nae."

"Addie, did you tell Violet? You really should do it"

"But he would be mad, I don't want him to be mad"

"Addie....." Naomi took her hand...

"it would be ok, you will see. you will be ok."

"Do you believe it?"

"I know it, I know you and I know Noah, you will be ok"

Addison was watching Noah and his therapist Lucy, she has been there for him from the first therapy. she hasn't had any patients when he has his lesson. He was laying there and Lucy tried to move his legs, he was just staring into the celling, she made him massages, she talked to him with her sweet voice. Sometimes he looked to Addison just to know if she is still there.

"Ms. Montgomery. I think he is doing better, maybe next month we will start with walking lessons and then in 3 months he would be able to walk on his own....."

"You told it before, you told it one month ago and see where he is....."

"well he has to want it. His legs are ready to move on, it's not necessary to him to be like that forever. He has a chance.........maybe you can talk to some psychologist? "

" He doesn't want to....."

"maybe he doesn't but he needs help and you can't handle it on your own, maybe maybe you can try it both?"

"What? what do you mean Lucy?"

"it's a hard time for both of you, you can go together."

Addison felt sick in her stomach, she did it once with Derek and now she is there again. She has to be really terrible person that she deserves this. Maybe it's a pay for adultery.

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so what do you think?

bad? good? normal? write more or not?

please please comment,

thanks so so so so so much

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