Twisted Love Chapter 9
I watched Rosalie walk away with Edward… never looking back. I just stood there watching her… waiting for the tears to come… and they did… like a waterfall. Alice came over to me and hugged me. I cried and cried. I was so tired of crying… but I couldn't stop. I ran over to Jacob.. and kept crying. He was trying to calm me down… and it was working. He always knew what to say.
*Later in math class*
I walked in… and saw Rosalie. This felt the first time I met Edward… she stared at me when I walked in. I looked away… but I could still feel her eyes burning into my back. I didn't feel good… so I asked Mr. Melleno for the nurse's pass… but he thought I was faking and told me to sit down. I sat down and scooted as far away from Rosalie as I could. She kept starring at me… never even blinking. I didn't want to look at her… so I just stared straight forward. I tried to pay attention to Mr. Melleno… but having one of your best friends stare at you in hate can be pretty distracting. I just couldn't wait for class to be over. I wondered if Mr. Melleno thought Rosalie was acting weird… sometimes I wish I could read minds. The bell finally rang and this time I bear Rose at the door. I didn't even stop to talk to Jacob… but I knew that he would be right behind me. He finally caught up to me and grabbed my shoulders to make me stop.
"Bella! What did she say to you? I'm going to kill that girl!" He yelled… he was pretty upset.
"She didn't say anything Jacob… nothing at all."
"Then why are you so upset?" He seemed confused… boys never understood how girls think.
"She just stared at me the whole class period. She never looked away! It was really awkward… I think she hates me Jacob." I leaned on his shoulder… and I tried not to cry… and I succeeded. I didn't want to cry in the hallway… too embarrassing! We walked to the lunch room and Alice knew immediately that I was upset. She ran over to me and hugged me.
"Bella! Are you alright? What did she say to you?" she said franticly.
I sighed. "She said nothing Alice… she just stared at me the whole math period." I replied.
She sighed also. "Ok… let's get some lunch and sit down."
Jacob grabbed five tacos… but I settled for a salad. We sat down and Alice started babbling as usual. I just sat there and ate my lunch in silence. I didn't wanna talk… I was so confused… and an emotion mess… but what else was new? Nothing had changed… Rosalie hated me… again. Was my life ever going to get any better? I doubted it… one hundred percent. I only had my friends… and of course Charlie… but I could never make things right… never! Rose and I would make up… but the next day we would be fighting. I just wasn't sure anymore, about anything! I was so confused. Why would Rosalie want me to become a vampire? Why did her mind just change? Would I ever know?
"Bella… are you okay?" Jacob said.
I looked at him, and tried to nod my head. I was in pain… and a lot of it. But I didn't want to be… but I just was. I wanted everything to just stop… I wanted time to freeze. I wanted everything to change back to normal… but they never would.
"I'm taking her home guys… come by later ok?" Jacob said to everyone. I didn't care if I went home… I was actually glad.
He picked me up… I didn't feel like walking. I wonder what would happen… if I really did become a vampire.