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I know that I'm not such a *long-chapters-writer" but I think it's so long but it looks so short when I put it here :D :D

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Addison was exhausted but nobody was able to see it. Nobody cared. Her obligation was to take care about her husband, kids, have the perfect household, perfect kids who everybody loves. Yes, this is Addison Montgomery - perfectly messy. From her early age she was supposed to be a perfection. The daughter of a successful businessman, Peter Archibald Montgomery and his beautiful wife Annabel Maria Forbes, the daughter of one of the most richest family. When Addison was born there wasn't any perfection. As a child she was ugly and unpopular, she was the best in her class and that was her fate and grace. Teachers liked hard-working Addison but in the same time they felt sorry for her "such a nice girl but so awkward". Everything changed when she was at the university. She didn't wear braces anymore, her big ugly glasses from childhood became more popular and was called as "sexy glasses" , she found a good life friends, Sam, Naomi and met her future husband Derek Shepherd. She was the best, she knew what she wants and she became one of the most respectful surgeons. She met her mentor, friend Richard Webber and his wife Adele and they became friends. Addison was like daughter to them. Even if Richard has never admitted it he has liked Addie more than Derek. When Addie cheated on Derek with Mark, he was with her. He knew how hard it was to her. When Derek's patient died she was there, when he had a bad day she was there but when Addison had a bad day? Nobody was there. Derek wanted kids but Addison wasn't ready, she was too much interested in her career. Maybe that's why it all ended. Derek walked away, Addison came to him, he chose her then he cheated on her and they divorced. And here it is, Addison was the one who run away, she met Pete. who wasn't the right one, Kevin the nice SWAT guy wasn't the prince of her life and now.....the prince charming was waiting for her at home and she didn't want to see him . She is a doctor she helps people, she should be able to help him, to be with him. She is Addison, she is strong, she is not weak and desperate. But right now. now she needs to save.

She went to school to pick up Nathan from his football training. Nathan looks just like Noah, his nose, smile, light brown hair but his eyes. he has beautiful eyes of his mother. Deep and clear. You can see it them everything, when he is sad, they are deep blue, when he is happy, the sparks are playing there and his eyes are much lighter.

He was happy now, waved to his friend James, the son of Violet and Pete and took Addison's hand.

"how was your day, sweetie? "

"brilliant! guess what?!"

"what honey?"

"our team won and Charlotte was there"

he stopped, surprised that he told his deepest secret to his stepmother.

"so Charlotte? hmm how is this Charlotte?"

"Charlotte moved there 3 weeks ago, she is sooooo beautiful, her daddy is a doctor and mommy too. She has dark brown hair and blue eyes and she has also a younger brother Mike. "

"you really like this Charlotte. Would you like to invite her to your birthday party?"

Sure Nathan's birthday party. She almost forget He is going to be six in a week, Noah's mother will come, she has to invite some Nathan's friends, he is a friendly kid but he doesn't have a tons of friends and Addison is happy about it, she isn't this kind of mother who loves to play with her children's friends.

Piper's school is near Nathan's . She was energetic today, she slept the whole afternoon finally and she is going to play a Cinderella in the new school play. Addison doesn't have any idea why she promised that she will make a dress for her, but whatever makes her daughter happy. Piper is a daddy's girl. The split image of Noah, strange. Both their kids look like Noah.

The worst part of the day is coming. Addison has to tell Noah that they are going to have a talk with Violet tomorrow. She knows how will he react but she has to try. The bruise on her hand turned yellow but sooner or later there will be another.

Cameron, the student of medicine who takes care of Noah when Addison is at work was still there. He made a dinner for them because Noah was hungry and didn't want to wait till Addison finally comes home.

Now it is clearly that he doesn't have a good mood. Now she was more nervous about the talk which they will have.

After the dinner, when kids were in their beds. She decided that this is the right time for a little talk.

tell it Addison, tell it......

"Noah, honey. I wanted to talk about something"

"hmm" he nodded but didn't turn his head off the TV

"Violet, Violet offered me that maybe we can try the therapy....."

"tell her that we are ok"

"Noah, we are not ok. I told her yes. I'm sorry honey but you have to tr..............."

"what? What are you talking about?! so it's not enough? it's not enough that I'm on the wheelchair, you want me to be a psychopath? what will be next Addison? you will kill me like you did my wife!"

Addison was scared, Noah took a vase and threw it to the wall behind Addison, he almost hit her. He wanted to walk closer to her. and she was the anger in his eyes. She didn't think he will be that angry at her, it was scary, She knew that if he can move he would kill her or at least try to kill her.

"...you did it to me! you destroyed my life! everything is because of you..!

He doesn't have any idea how much his words hurt me.

Addison walked away from the room.

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this chapter is really long :D I mean for me it's pretty long really!

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