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blah I hate Easter because of these stupid traditions but at least people leave me alone because OUR DOOR IS CLOSED for every little caroler :D.

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I hope you like this chapter.

It's dark and depressing but I told you I'm not a "happy story" person :).

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Addison went to the host room, she took a pillow from a wardrobe, a tiny blanket. She didn't need anything, nothing could destroy her pain, nothing could help her feels warm.

Noah is laying in the middle of their bed, tears are running from his eyes. Slight screaming from his mouth, nobody can hear his desperate whispering.

"Addison, Addison, Addison come back to me, Addison.........."

his words sound more like a praying. He is trying climb off his bed, but his legs don't let him go.

"Addison, Addison......."

His fists are beating his legs. He didn't even notice that he can feel little vibration in his legs.

There is something, he can feel his legs, but it doesn't matter anymore not now. Not now when she left him here. He is weak like he has never been.

He can't play with his kids, he can't do his work, he can't fuck his own wife. Nothing matters anymore and here it is, the big chip of the vase .......like a saver, like a pill for a dying patient.

He put up the chip, look at it, it was very big, he knows how deep he has to cut, he know how will it be to dying from bleeding.

6 am, Addison is going to wake up every second but maybe she won't come to his room, he can die earlier, he can try, he can go to see his grandfather, his ex wife, his father, sister who died when she was 4. Addison can make it, she can find a new place, he won't be another burden for her.

He is cutting, the blood is running from his wrist.

Addison is waking up, she is looking at the mirror, preparing her speech for Noah, she has to tell him how much she loves him, how much she wants him to be ok.

More blood is on the floor, he can't see anything except the dark, he can hear someone is coming, he is praying to see Addison, he wants her so much but in the same time he wants to end it. Now this is his chance.

Addison is opening the door...............

"Mommy, mommy can you make a pancakes today?!"

little Nathan is coming to their living room.

"Nat, give me a phone. Something, something bad happened to daddy."

Addison is finally able to move.

She comes closer to Noah, cover his wrist with her own fingers to stop the bleeding.

"Noah, oh my god, Noah. Please don't die, We can go through this"

And he can hear her, he can hear his words but they are so far away. Can he come back? Can he fight it?

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Hospital

"Addie, he is stable" it was Naomi. who came to see her friend.

Addison was a mess, no make up, ponytail, old jeans and old Columbia sweatshirt, nobody in the hospital has seen Addison Montgomery like this.

"Thanks you Nae"

Naomi hugged her friend tightly.

"You should come today to us, take kids with you. Maya is with Sam, We will have the whole house for us. You shouldn't be alone tonight."

"Naomi, you are so nice, thanks so much. Can I? Can I see him?"

"If you want to...."

"Well, maybe, maybe later."

"Ok, Add if you need something, call me"

"Thanks"

"Stop thanking me!" Naomi smiled to her friend.

"Charlotte, don't run around the hospital!"

Dark haired girl was running and her daddy talked her to slow down, how sweet is it, how much Addison wished it was Piper with her father. Noah almost doesn't talk to his kids, they can see him just in a bad mood.

then she noticed who is the daddy. She knows this face, it's so familiar.

Mark? Mark Sloan?!

"Mark?"

"Addie?"

"What are you doing here?"

"I'm the new plastic surgeon here, you know LA, many chicks want new boobs" he smirked

"you should have your own chicks at home" Addison looked at the little girl with curly hair, Mark's eyes and something was so nice and familiar in her face.

"She is...."

"Callie's. Charlotte Calliope Torres Slaon, how does it sound?"

"Oh god Mark, congratulation, I'm so happy for both of you"

"We have also a son, Michael Mark Toress Sloan, 4 years old, he looks just like me"

he put off his wallet and showed her a picture of blond boy.

"Fatherhood suits you Mark Sloan," She smiled at the family picture.

Who could know that Mark Sloan will be one day a proud daddy who shows his family pics to his ex?

Addison was happy for him, he and callie, her closest friends from Seattle.

"How are you Addie? What's wrong?"

she told him the whole story. About her kids, about Noah, why she is here.

Then his pager interrupted them.....

"you should go, Mark"

"Addie this is our address, you should come, call whenever you want. we are here, both of us, Callie, me and also Charlotte who is in love with this Barnes's boy." she smiled at him

"Thanks Mark"

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so here it is....Mallie, I love Callie and Mark together! I don't mind Slexie BUT I love Mallie.

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this chapter is little bit darker. I wrote the first part in the present tense to make it little bit more dramatic :D

so I hope you liked it

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