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Addison's couldn't wish for better day. 4 heathy babies were born, their moms were happy and heathy as well, everything was perfect, expect one thing. Than her husband was in the hospital and he didn't perform the surgery, he was there as a patient.

When Addison met Mark it was strange, he was happy she could see it, he is married to her good friend, they have two beautiful kids, she is happy for them but in the other hand, she is jealous. They have their happiness but she? Where does it all end. Her life is full of ups and downs, She was too afraid too see her husband, to look in his face. What will she find? Pain, sadness, anger? She doesn't know and it scares her. What if he doesn't love her anymore? Maybe it was all her mistake.

/Noah/

He is confused, which one to choose? Which way is better? He can go and see his Morgan, the woman who he has loved and still does. You can't just sop loving someone. No he was a bad husband, absent and careless, he owns Morgan. But there was she, the beautiful redhead with dreaming eyes, blue as sky, blue as hope. He knows, he loves her too, he knows he has to choose, his wife Addison, his kids, his wonderful kids or Megan? He has knows his since they were 10. They were supposed to merry each other. He was successful, charming, she was cute and had a thing for art.

But here is also Addison, loving and sweet, mysterious and funny, his wife, the mother of his children.

Nathan, his little football player, his whole room is full of Beckham's posters, Piper, little princess who looks like him but her personality is Addison's.

Can he come back? Which way is better?

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Addison finally decided to talk to him. "Took a deep breath Addison" she told to herself and entered the room.

His wrist was in the bandage, some wires went off his body. He looked pale and much more skinnier than before.

She went slowly to his bed, sit down and slightly placed her hand on his.

Tears went down from her eyes.

He could feel her skin, he could feel her fingers, her shaking hand touched his skin, . Now he knows which one to choose. This is going to be a long road but he has to try, he has to give all he has to this.

She felt how her heart was breaking into the peaces. She felt how the sorrow was spill out through her blood, she could feel it, emptiness, fear, anger.

But she has to be strong, she hears familiar voices. They are going closer and closer, she is drying her eyes.

"Mommy" told the softly voice from the door.

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so what do you think? good or bad? do you still enjoy the story?

thanks so much for reading

now you maybe all think that I'm the psychopath :D but you are not that far from the truth :D

maybe the happy end will come and we will all cry our eyes off :D or I will kill everybody in the one chapter? we will see :D