Twisted Love Chapter 13
Jacob just stared at me… he said nothing. What was he supposed to say? His girlfriend was dying… and to top it all of… his dad just died. Billy was a special person… he really was. I missed him… and I know that Jacob did too. Tears started streaming down his face… I couldn't believe that he was crying… Jacob never cried. Ever. I could tell that he was hurting inside… bad. I didn't want to do this to him… to anyone! I couldn't believe that this was happening to me. I wondered how much longer I had… only time would tell. I didn't want to waste any of it… and right now… I wasn't. Jacob was still staring at me. He never looked away. I didn't want to move. He opened his mouth… but nothing came out. He was speechless… he couldn't say anything.
"Jacob… you need to say something before I die of old age." I said.
"Don't say that word Bella… please."
He was serious. He still didn't look away… I didn't think he ever would. He just stood there and stared at me. It was like when Edward and I were in the meadow… but different.
"Are you sure Bella? Is it something else?"
"No… the doctor is certain Jacob. I'm so sorry." Tears started up now, coming down my face. I couldn't take this.
"Why are you apologizing to me? I should be the one apologizing to you… I don't have… I'm sorry Bella." He pulled me into a hug. I started bawling now. It was the end… the end of everything. I had only two options… die or become a vampire.