Twisted Love Chapter 14
My mind was in a jumble. What was I going to do? This was something that I couldn't control… and I hated not being in control of my life. Jacob pulled me away from him. "Don't worry Bella… we'll think of something. I promise you."
I tried to smile because I knew that he meant that.
*Later*
I walked up the stairs to my front door… I didn't want to go in. And I don't think I will… I'll say I'm going to Alice's and staying the night. I didn't want to tell him. I walked in.
"Bella? Is that you?" Charlie said from his chair. He never even moved.
"Hey Dad… can I talk to you for a sec?"
"Sure. Come in here."
I walked in there. I needed to get everything straight before I told Charlie. I did have the option of becoming a vampire and not dying… but I just didn't know yet. I need to by time. He muted the TV and looked at me. "What's up Bells?"
I looked at him. Tears started to fill my eyes but I pushed them away. I didn't want to cry in front of him… just yet. I didn't want to tell him. "I'm gonna go stay at Alice's tonight. Is that ok?"
He smiled. "Yeah I don't care. Make sure you call me tomorrow ok?"
I nodded and then ran up the stairs. I needed to get everything sorted out… make some decisions. I needed to talk to everyone… and find out what they think. Then I would tell Charlie… I just needed to wait. He'd call my mom and then she'd call me about 50 times a day. That would get too annoying. I packed everything really quickly and ran back down the stairs. "Bye Dad!"
"See ya Bells… love you!"
That brought tears to my eyes. "I love you too." I ran to my car and jumped in. I pulled out of the driveway and started driving toward the Cullen's house. I probably should call Alice since she has no idea that I'm coming… or did she? My cell rang. I'm guessing she knew that I was coming. "Hello?"
"Bella? Why didn't you tell your dad? Where are you going?" Alice said franticly.
It gets kinda annoying that Alice can see the future… but it comes in handy. "I'll explain everything after I get to your house. That's where I'm going. I'm inviting Jacob ok?"
"That's fine with me. Hurry ok? I'm worried about you!"
"I'm on my way there. Talk to you in a bit." I hung up and started dialing Jacob's number. He answered after the 3rd ring.
"Bella? Are you okay? Are you dying? OMG! I'M COMING!"
"Jacob calm down! I'm fine! Go to the Cullen's house… we need to talk about these things."
"Ok… I'm on my way." He hung up.
I stared forward. I was so scared of what everyone was going to think and say. I'd made my decision.