Hey!

first of all THANKS YOU SO MUCH, you made my day. you made a sunny windy day more sunnier and less windier. (don't worry just a crazy talking:D)

I would love to apologize myself for all the mistakes because like you can see I'm not English and my English sucks so I'm sorry.

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Every day after long days in the hospital full of operating, examining, saving lives and playing gods they end here in the Emerald Bar. The bar opposite the hospital. Nurses can always tell you the best stories about doctors. Doctors think they are the best, they have a scalpel, they have power in their hands. They are Gods or they want to be Gods. We, nurses are just a viewers of their surgical concerts. They don't care about us as much as we do about them. They think they know better. They know everything better.

For example Derek Shepherd you can operate with him for the 100th times and he doesn't even know your name. Or his wife Meredith, the same. Alex Karev remembers names but he will never tell you until you make something bad. He is creepy with his remembering names. Izzie Stevens likes to know her team, she likes to call her nurses by their names, she will tell you funny stories about her kids during the surgery. Addison Montgomery is a polite woman but she is too busy with remembering names, so she is nice and kind but doesn't even know who is she talking to. Mark Sloan doesn't care, he used to care until he married his young girl Lexi.

Back to the topic, Emerald Bar the lovely thing after the day. Emerald Bar is the place where you can hear all the gossips and now because nobody can see me I can tell you more and more juicy stuffs from their life.

"Mommy is coming" Lexi was like a hurricane

"i don't like mommies, in this one I'm with you Cristina, mommies like me, I'm cute, I'm sweet but Mark's mother hates me. She hates me.....

"Lex, she doesn't hate you, nobody could." Meredith smiled bitterly

"Owen wants to adopt the baby, right now. You are still mad because of mommy?" Cristina asked annoyed.

"Oh Cris this is so sweet." Izzie hugged her friend.

"Shut up, you mother of 4! I don't like changing nappy, singing stupid songs. I'm not like you Iz or you" she pointed to Lexi who was smiling at Cristina as well

"Have you heard it? Arizona and Callie adopted a boy. Shane is his name, isn't it cute?"

" I was thinking where are our girls " slightly drunk Meredith laughed.

After the talking about cute babies they turned to Mer ....

"Mer what's wrong? Derek?"

"He is not here, he is not with me. He is but he is not. The only thing what makes him happy is his little sneaky daughter. Then he is not blind. He and his surgeries. I wish I could do something."

"You should try, you should take him out. Somewhere just you too." and Izzie imagined how good does it sound. 4 kids, hard work, she and Alex haven't been just two of them for ages and she kind of missed it.

" I don't know ....."

in this moment the new doc came into the bar.

"Oh how sexy! " Meredith laughed and other girls laughed with her

they were married but they still can tell who is the hottest guy in the bar.

"Is he single? "

"Meredith you are married!"

"True"

"Good morning, one whisky please"

"Sure"

I could see how Joe watched the man from ups to down, he is looking for who he is. Whisky? who drunks whisky? Some classy handsome guy but very mysterious.

"Are you a newbie here?"

"Sorry?"

"I haven't seen you here, where are you from?"

"I'm from New York, lived in LA for 11 years."

"LA, sounds cool, what are you doing here?"

"LA is kind of boring place, moved here because of work"

"Yeah, are you a doc or just a random lawyer? "

I have no idea why Joe has asked everybody like that. Maybe because in this bar, mostly of people are doctors because of SGH or lawyers because of the Judgement which is near.

"A doctor. Pediatrics"

"You will find friend here soon ...." and he turned to Derek, Alex, Owen and Mark who were playing the darts.

"Cristina doesn't want to adopt a kid. I would love to have my own kids, but I can't or Cristina can't and I'm sad and sorry but I want to adopt and she doesn't. "

" I would love to have a kid with Meredith too. We would have a good kids. So beautiful and sweet...."

"yeah at least you have a kid with Addison, so you can feel like a father."

" No I can't. My daughter think it's a waste of time to be with me. I'm not the perfect parent as Addison does. I have always thought kids will love me more than Addison but here it is, my daughter hates me. "

"She doesn't hate you....." Mark tried to cheer up his friend.

"Really? Last time she was with me, she rather went to play with Colin and Sophie not with me...."

"Things will get better...." Mark told him

"Have you heard that Arizona and Callie adopted a baby boy? Shane. and guess who is going to be a godfather." Mark announced proudly.

"Meredith we are leaving"

"let me dance for a whileeeee"

"Mer come one you are drunk, we are leaving"

"Derek....... you are such an idiot" and she broke down in his arms

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thanks so much