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I'm sorry for not uploading for 2 days? which is not that bad and I'm really lazy "uploader" so for me it's a good score but I wanted to upload this story more often. Since I have finished my PrP one.

Thanks jlamb13, j0k3 and Krista for your reviews. you are so nice that you wrote a review so now I feel like it wasn't a waste of time.

I'm sorry for mistakes, I wrote one instead of on, I write too fast and not very careful.

sorry, hope you understand.

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The docs are fools, after the day of saving lives, they are able to drink.

"Ads, hey my new neighbor!" Callie waved to her friend.

"Heyy!" she smiled back.

"Come here, get some drink."

Addison agreed, Melissa was on the school trip so she was alone in the house and it wasn't her cup of tea.

Addison hugged Callie tightly. Finally they moved from the city borough is more peaceful and full of her friends or the friends of her friends.

"how are you? tell me everything" Addison asked excitedly

"well Arizona and Shane are out to visit her brother. So I'm here alone for 3 days. Everything is fine, Shane is a beautiful kid, he is 6 months old, so we haven't missed baby bubbling etc. Arizona saved his life and nobody wanted him so we adopted him. But I'm not sure if it wasn't too fast. you know Zi is ok with kids but I, I have no idea if I can be a good mum."

Callie looked little bit sad by this fact.

Motherhood, as a children we play that we are mommies and pretend that there is a daddy with us who takes care about his beautiful wife and little cute plastic kids. But boys don't want to play with us. So we take care. When we are older we want kids but we are not sure when is the right time. We risk or we wait, sometimes we wait too long.

When we are young, we don't agree with our parents. When we are older we do the same as they did.

"Call, why do you think that? you will be incredibly good mum"

"What if not? "

"Call, every new mum is afraid of being mother. it's a bit responsibility, you are going to be afraid of the every step he will do, you are going to take care of him when he is sick. but it's also a big fun, kids are funny. He will give you the sweetest kisses in the world, he will love you because you are who takes care of him. No matter that you are not his biological mum. Calllie you has to be afraid to be a good mum, you will do a tons of mistakes but you Callie Torres will be a perfect mommy."

"You are my best friend Addie, I'm so glad I have you"

"yes you do, you all do. I'm so glad you are here, close to me"

girls spend the night by giggling, talking about kids stuffs. Addison told Callie some good tricks which don't know doctors but only a good mothers.

Derek was watching Meredith when she slept. Her messy light brown, dark blonde hair on the pillow. Her little lips, small eyes and cute nose. He knows he loves her but how can he make it? can he? She is drunk every single night and he can't do anything about it. He rather run away to his surgeries as he did with Addison. Maybe he is just loosing his another wife. What is he doing? Another big mistake?

"I love you" he whispered into her ear.

Alex felt asleep after they came home.

"Alex?"

"Hmmm"

"Do you love me as much as you did when we were younger"

"Iz, I love you as much as I did before" he said from his sleeping

She didn't know if he said it just because she was annoying or because it is true. But she decided that they should make their life more excited.

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