I'm back and ready to go!!! Thanks for all the comments. This is the last chapter for part one so I hope you enjoy it :)Oh now you'll see why its rated T, swearing!!! Just warning you XD

Criminal-Minds

Part 1, The Long Words

Chapter 6, long words

Time seemed to stop. Reid never thought a dream could hurt him this much. He knew when your unwell your mind starts playing tricks and you start having strange dreams but his dream seemed so real. He could still hear his fathers voice lingering in his head, each word like a knife stabbing him over and over again in the chest. He could still see him standing in the room with a smile on his face.

Reid turned over on the bed and buried his face into the pillow. He just wanted it all to go away, the pain, the torment, everything. He just wanted to be back home and out of this place. He felt like he was in a maze and when you think your nearly free you hit a wall, a dead end and your back were you were at the start.

He felt a single tear escape at the corner of his eye. He closed his eyes tight and took a deep breath. He listened to the soft beeping sound the heart monitor, the sound of the traffic that could be heard even thou the window was closed, the sound of the clock slowly ticking away and the comforting sound of JJ slowly breathing.

Reid was glad JJ was asleep. He would have hated for her to see him like this, a mess. He pulled the thin quilt over his shoulders. He was still tried but he was afraid to sleep, he couldn't bear to see his fathers face again. He felt more tears fall from the corner of his eyes, 'Do I hate you?' Reid asked himself, barley a whisper.

Flash back

Reid couldn't stop them anymore, he felt the warm, salty tears run down his cheek, as he was force to look at the man.

Reid closed his eyes. 'You still hate me from leaving you and your mother don't you?' The man hissed in his ear, his warm breath running down his neck.

Reid didn't answer. The man shook him violently to get him to speak, but Reid just couldn't.

With his eyes watery he slowly opened his eyes but only to see the man's hand slapping him across the face. 'Answer me!' The man ordered, screaming right in front of his face.

With all his strength he muttered, 'no…'

End of Flash back

Reid clench his hand into a fist, he knew that was a lie. He didn't want to admit it but he hated the man. He hated the man, he despised him.

XOXOXOXOXOXO

Hotch was at the verge of pulling his hair out. Nothing was making any sense. What is happening?

He was sitting in the drivers seat in his car outside the apartments where Reid lived. He once thought that today couldn't get any worse but of course it did, it just had to. After visiting Reid's apartment he saw someone drop dead in front of him, the man that stabbed Reid and now he just got a call from Gideon that in home they found not just Mr Newman but Reid's blood as well, how was that possible, how was any of this possible.

Hotch bashed his hands against the steering wheel in anger. Why do they all go after the youngest? He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He knew he shouldn't get so upset, yes Reid was his friend and generally friends worry about their friends but there was something different. He felt the anger boiling inside him, anger that seemed to never leave. He couldn't imagine what Reid most be going trough. This thought made him more angry and he slammed his fist against the steering wheel five times.

'I swear I'm going to kill this bastard!' Hotch spat, 'oh just wait and see. That's a promise!'

Hotch picked up his phone which was on the passenger seat. He took another deep breath and dialed JJ's mobile number. He placed the phone at his ear, he could hear it ringing but it wasn't long till she picked up.

'Hello?'

'JJ, it's Ho...' Hotch paused, that didn't sound like JJ.

'Sorry but JJ's unavailable right now,' the voice spoke, 'but Reid is doing great. Thanks to your little intervention, I decided to change my plan a bit.' the man laughed, 'were having so much fun here, it's a shame your not here to enjoy this and don't worry he's not dead...yet.'

Hotch couldn't speak. He felt the words trapped inside his through. He felt his stomach turning at the sound of Sam's voice.

'Can't talk that's okay. Oh I hope you don't mind I took that blond Bitch who was in the room. I'll just say it was so easy getting them out of that place. Believe me, the police here are total morons. I'll better go, but to let you know I still have twenty to kill before it's Reid's turn. Boy this is fun.' And with the last word he hung up leaving Hotch lost in his thoughts.

XOXOXOXOXO

Gideon and Morgan arrived back at the police station. No one spoke on the way there or gave eye contact, they just sat there in silence.

When they entered the office where officer Hanson had let them use, Prentiss adamantly ran up to them. It was clear that she was panicking. Morgan was the first to speck, 'hey, Prentiss what's wrong?'

Prentiss looked at both of them as if hoping they already knew, 'Guys, something happened, Reid...JJ, they're gone. Hotch just phoned me and said that he was calling JJ's cell phone but a man picked up instead.....the man....he said he had them and he's going to...going to kill Reid after he kills twenty more people...' She stopped, it was obvious she was having trouble taking it in.

Gideon felt as if he had been shot in the chest. He couldn't take it, he knew these type of killer and... He couldn't bear to think of it, he couldn't. He wanted to scream he wanted to find this guy and blow his head off. Gideon walked over to the table and slammed his hands as hard as he could against it. How the hell could this be happening? He asked himself, why does everything happen to Reid, Why?

'This can't be happening?' Morgan shouted in anger, 'we have to get back!'

Prentiss nodded and looked over at Gideon. Gideon looked up, 'Go pack, met here in fifteen minutes.'

XOXOXOXOXO

Reid slowly opened his eyes. It felt like he was hit by a car but not just once but twice. Everything was fuzzy and he couldn't make out anything. All that he could hear before was replaced by the sound of water dripping onto some surface, that was it. He blinked a few times to try and clear his vision but it didn't work.

He sat up that only gave him the agonizing pain that swarmed his chest once again. He closed his eyes as he took a deep breath. 'Your finally awake I see.'

Reid opened his eyes but everything was still a blur, 'oh and to let you know, you won't be able to see for awhile...and don't ask why or how.'

The man continued, 'I know you Reid, I know that your scared , that you can't handle the pain in your chest, or that you think your friends are hinding something from you or that your still trying to remember what happened to you in that elevator, I know that you can only remember getting out of your car and then blank, then the next thing you knew you were in the elevator in pain.'

How does he know that?

'Would you like to know what happen to you in there, would you like to know why you had a heart attack as well as how and who stabbed you?'

A heart attack, what?

'You see when you entered your home to go to sleep that night. Well I was there already, waiting for you to come and when you did a knocked you out. I dragged you to your bed and I inserted my large needle into your chest to your heart, I then injected you with...well I'm not going to tell you with what I'm I...Your lucky I'm a good doctor. After that I took some of your blood from your arm and left.'

Reid couldn't believe what he was hearing, he wouldn't believe it.

The man continued, ' then my now dead buddy Ted kept an eye on you and when you left your house and drove off in your car. The funny part is that he was in the car with you and you didn't even know it. You left your car and my Buddy hit you over the head with the end of his gun. He then opened your shirt stabbed you and stitched you up. He placed you into the elevator gave you a painkiller, you then began waking up and he buttoned your shirt, pressed the button on the elevator and left. Now your probably wondering why he did that, firstly I told him and secondly I thought it would be fun to watch you suffer.' The man laughed.

Reid closed his eyes, this man was the reason he was suffering, this man, his voice that sounded familiar was enjoying his suffering. Reid felt someones hand on his shoulder. ' Spencer my boy, your not going anywhere, you should get use to this room and hey don't look so scared, you have a friend with you, I'm not sure what her name is but I'll just call her blond Bitch. Oh she's on your left around two meters away. You should see her face right now, oh yeah you can't.'

Reid could hear the mans foot steps walking away from him. Somewhere near a door creaked open and then slammed closed. Once again he was surrounded by utter silence.

Reid wasn't sure what he felt, he was frightened, upset and even angry. He knew that the blond bitch the man was talking about was JJ but as well as begin concerned of how she was he felt angry that she didn't tell him he had a heart attack. He opened his eyes but he couldn't see.

He was glad he couldn't see, he was glad he couldn't see the man's face, he was glad he couldn't see where he was and glad he couldn't see JJ's face. Slowly he moved his legs up to his chest. He then wrapped his arms around his legs and rested his forehead agents his knee caps.

'Reid?'

He ignored JJ's voice. 'Reid...'

He could feel her hand touching his shoulder but with out looking up he pushed her hand away. 'Reid, I'm sorry...'

A single tear escaped his eye. Those words meant nothing to him now, they were short but to him they were long words, long words that once meant something. It hurt him, he didn't want to face it but deep down he wondered if every apologies that was ever said to him was true. He wondered if his friends were really friends. He began thinking about his childhood. He was quiet boy, threw-out his school years he was always bullied. Calling him names, laughing at him and even hit him. Them words they used, they were long painful words.

The long words. It doesn't really mean that they had a lot of letters or syllables. It was the words either big nor small that lasted the longest in his ear. The words that never left his mind, the words that hurt him, the words that haunted him, the words that once meant something now meant nothing. It was the long words that hurt him the most. All those long words.

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Thanks for staying with me and my story. It's been a long time and I'm happy to see that you guys still read this.I kinda rushed this and there's probably a lot of mistakes but I'll edit it later. I really need to finish my stupid History Project. Darn history teacher

This is the end of part one. Part two, the Feared words is about Reid facing his most worse nightmare, he begins having thoughts, wondering if he truly had friends or someone that cared about him. He wonders why he ever joined the BAU and wonders why he should suffer this much. With his dreams coming more and more real every day he finds the truth about the little girl and......his father.

I'm asking you this question, and please answer: What do you think should happen in part 2?

I already kinda know what I'm going to do but I want to make this part the best part so please tell me what you want me to put in. Maybe something funny, tragic, sad maybe romance...anything your hearts desires. I can't promise that every idea is going in but I'm defiantly going to pick one, or two, maybe three...I don't know.

You can either comment me your ideas or just send me a private message, I don't care as long as I can read them, XD. Please tell me your ideas.

Until next time.

Regards, Readermad

Oh P.S, Phil Hanson or Officer Hanson is already dead. Forgot to put that in!! ^^" I feel evil.