Chapter 2
"It will be as if I never existed"
I woke up screaming into my pillow. I sat up gasping for breath, trying to fight away the tears that surfaced in my eyes. Even though its been almost a year the dreams have still been as horrible as the first one.
This one was sort of different. They always start out with me in the forrest with Edward, having the talk. After he leaves I start stumbling through the forrest but instead of Sam and the wolves finding me, it was a vampire whos face I cannot see.
I got out of the bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower and to change. After I got out of my short not hot shower I quickly brushed my teeth and went down the stairs pulling my hair up into a wet bun as I went.
"Hello Bella", Charlie said with a smile. Ever since he left Charlie always tried to cheer me up with a smile. I forced a smile on my face and greeted my father.
"Hey dad. Would it be okay if I went to La Push today with Jacob and the guys? He was talking about taking me to see some of the old caves up in Cape Alava."
Charlie looked at me with his worried father look but then said, "I guess Bella. Just be careful and don't fall down". I smiled at him and kissed him on the top of his head, "Don't worry dad I'll try not to."
I literally ran to my truck and jumped in starting the roar of it made my heart flutter as I knew that I was only minutes away from my Jacob. My Jacob. I loved knowing that he was mine and no one elses. I was never the lovey-dovey type until….. well now things are different. Jacob makes me happy and that's what matters.
In no time it seemed that I was at Jacob's house. As I pulled up on the curb I saw him standing on the porch grinning in my direction. I jumped out of the truck after turning it off and went up to greet him. He pulled me into one of his massive bone crushing hugs and kissed my head." Hello Bella love, are you ready for some caves?"
I looked up and smiled at him,"Charlie told me to be careful so make sure I don't fall in one". He looked at me and laughed,"I wouldn't let anything happen to you Bella. Now lets go!"