A/N: Alright, no more me being a tease. Time for some satisfaction! ;)

Disclaimer: I do not own any of this…yadda..yadda..yadda.. ON TO THE SHOW!

Chapter 6...Want

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"My room." I simply stated, swiftly kissing my way up and down her neck. Bella whimpered against my kiss and moved her hands from my chest to my hair, tugging on the ends gently.

When I looked back into her eyes, they reflected uncertainty, excitement, fear. Her heartbeat fluttered and pumped nervously.

"Are you sure? I-I mean... Are you ready?" She asked, unbelieving of my eagerness. I smiled her favorite crooked grin and quicker than she could blink I swooped down to pick up her tiny form bridal style again. Bella let out a surprised gasp and clung around my neck. The crooked grin never left my face as I started at normal human pace towards the stairs.

"I think I've kept you waiting long enough my love."

"Well, I'm not going to argue with that."

I laughed heartily at her response, and in not so normal human speed, I ran up the stairs to my room…"

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BPOV

I was overjoyed…No, that's not the word I was looking for…Ecstatic! I clung to Edward tighter as he dashed me quickly upstairs, I never wanting the feel of his body pressed tight against mine to disappear.

The nerves starting kicking in when Edward reached for the door knob to his room, and swiftly carried me inside. His room was the same, tidy, massive, wonderful, and there was the beautiful giant golden four poster bed that awaited us gracefully in the middle of his room.

My giddy nervous excitement escaped my lips as Edward gently deposited me on the bed. I started to reach for him to bring him down beside me before…

"Ground rules miss Swan..." Edward began

"Crap...Here we go again." My mind screamed! I KNEW IT! I knew Edward was going to go through one of his long lectures again!

I let out a low exasperated sigh of frustration and unwrapped my arms from Edward's neck, he sure knew how to douse the flames. I began scooting back towards the headboard of Edward's massive plush expensive bed, if this was going to be another long lecture I was going to be comfortable. When my back reached the hard solid oak I crossed my arms over my chest, and cocked one eyebrow at the ominous form standing at the foot of the bed and waited patiently for the famous "Edward's control lecture" to commence. Edward cocked his head to the side, obviously not amused with my performance. I waved an impatient arm in front of me, willing him to get on with it.

"Well...."

"Well...." Edward mocked my tone and crawled onto the bed, coming towards me slowly on all fours. The familiar symptoms of anticipation started to boil under my skin as Edward started to get closer, stalking me like his prey. Sharp stabbing pains collided in my stomach and I had to take a quick intake of breath to calm my fast beating heart. I clenched my arms tighter around my chest, trying to keep up my frustrated charade. I refused to turn into jelly this time! I was disappointed and he needed to know it!

Edward stopped just a foot away from my face, his arms supported themselves on either side of my out stretched legs. "Just one more time love, I promise." He reassured his head dropping to place a slow lingering kiss on both my knees.

"Hmphf!" Was all I could muster out, pursing my lips together in a tight line. I felt cold puffs of air against my knee as ducked his head down and chuckled against my skin, causing goose bumps to rise in it's wake. Edward glanced up at me then, his cold dark eyes reflected excitement, and my favorite smile lingered on his lips. I was about to say one of my usual sarcastic remark when my heart suddenly did a back flip as I felt Edward's cold hand reached underneath my knee and lift it up so that it arched at the joint. My heart faltered and then sped up to an impossible rate. Edward's smile widen in a rare toothy grin, the sound of my heart must've been music to his ears. I bit my lip to stifle the tiniest moan that was begging for release as his other cold strong hand drifted up the length of my other leg and slowly lifted up my knee to match the other one. A cocky irresistible smirked Edward's face as he wasted no time to crawl into the empty space in-between my legs, careful not too let our bodies touch. He was definitely enjoying my disposition.

The closeness of Edward's body against mine was intoxicating. I wanted to grip his back and press his body firmly to mine, I wanted to feel every inch of our beings melded together in a perfect match, like two puzzle pieces coming together. The desire was ready to unleash, ready to attack, but I balled my fists tightly under my crossed arms.. I had to be good!

"Remember...Slow..." His angel voice chimed against my lips, blowing a breath of a sweet chill against me. Thick hazy fog gathered in confusing cloud in my brain, wanting only him. Reason and desire clashed in an epic battle in my brain urging me to resist kissing those tender full cold sweet lips a mere inch away from my uninspiring ones.

"Mmm-hmm." I heard my lips mumble on their own accord saving me from revealing other embarrassing thoughts my brain was having at the time. A warm sultry lazy chuckle escaped his lips at my sudden incoherence.

"Silly girl." I heard him mutter through the haze. I couldn't take it anymore! The desire that was simmering underneath my skin burst forward into an uncontrollable urge to crush my lips against his. I lunged my face towards his, but quicker than lightening he maneuvered his head away, a cocky coy smile playing at his lips.

"So eager, love." He teased as he ducked another one of my advances. Hot white fury mixed with my wanton desire, and I roughly made a grab for the collar of his shirt, almost tearing the fabric. Edward's eyes widened only a fraction of an inch before his eyes glittered back to their normal teasing twinkle. I was surprised by my own strength, I didn't mean to be so rough, but I had enough of his teasing ways! I didn't know how much longer my body could hold out before it spontaneously combusted!

"I swear to god Edward you better kiss me now!" I seethed through gritted teeth threatening fire and damnation. Edward laughed once more before he quickly grabbed my face in-between his hands and held it steady. I felt his cool air on my face again blowing away the haze in my mind, his face was suddenly very serious stoic, serious, concerned, the Edward that I was used too. All trace of playfulness and laughter were washed away from his face, leaving behind the utterly perfect chiseled firm face. His eyes reflected pitch black orbs that shook me to my very core, nerves, desire, lust, want, need, fire burned within the pit of my stomach all at once creating a strange mixture I've never felt before. I could see the desire and nervousness blaze behind his eyes causing my body to turn into mush.

The air between us was getting intensified, all tension in my clenched hands around his collar ebbed away and I carefully traced my hands to cup his head like mine, and his skin felt cooler than ever against my scorched fingertips. Edward's long intense gaze left mine for a second to place a single solitary kiss against the palm of my hand and then he lowered his hands away from my face and back to either side of my waist, caging my body in once more. His eyes met mine again, and a different fire blazed in them this time. Desire was still apparent behind those deep black onyx eyes, but there was determination, love, devotion, all the same emotions that my heart mind and body felt for him at that exact moment.

"Edward.."I whispered huskily through a hoarse voice. "I love you."

The corner of Edward's lips went up a fraction of an inch, and he inhaled a deep slow breath. "I will love you for all eternity." And with those words his lips met mine. It wasn't the kind of kiss I was expecting, let alone hoped for. No, this kiss was slow, testing, glorious. My body lit up in flames as his lips moved slowly against mine. My heart pounded against my chest threatening to burst at any moment. My hands that were at his cheek moved to the back of his neck tugging him closer, molding his lips harder than mine. I felt the resistance against my aggressive hands as he pulled back a fraction of an inch, but still not leaving my lips. My heart dropped in disappointment a little, I wanted to kiss him wildly passionately, I wanted to pour all of my heart and soul into the kiss, as I wanted him to do, but Edward was right we did need to take it slow.

I let my hands weaken slightly, and let them hand loosely around his neck, this was Edward's time, he needed to take control. He kissed me like this for a long while after, slowly moving his lips against mine, but never venturing further. I didn't mind at the moment though, the desire waned a little, but I enjoyed this type of kiss, letting Edward explore and test his boundaries, I was quite the willing guinea pig.

I felt something cold against my flushed cheeks and then a second later I recognized it was his hand, gently caressing my cheek with his thumb. He kissed me once, twice, three times, before his lips parted with mine, pulling away just enough to look into my eyes. His eyes were pitch black, hungry, strained, wanting. My heart broke into a thousand tiny pieces, I had never seen such a look before, it frightened and moved me at the same time, I would die a thousand deaths to take away that pain behind his eyes.

"Thank you." Edward whispered in a soft low voice. The fog instantly cleared, and my brows furrowed in confusion. 'Thank you?' " for what?" I was just about to ask the very same question before I could respond his lips crashed down onto mine once more. My eyes widen in shocked, and his lips muffled the shocked gasp that escaped my throat. Something had shifted, his lips weren't soft and caressing any longer, no, his lips were hard and eager.

The fog and desire returned at full force, clouding my senses with only the essence of him. The sharp pains in my stomach intensified by a thousand. My arms that hung loosely around his neck tightened in a vice like grip and with abandon I crashed my lips back against his returning the same fervor. My thighs gripped the sides of him urging him to come closer, Edward willingly complied with a low dark growl that reverberated deep within his chest, causing a pleasant shiver to shoot through my veins. Fierce white hot flames danced within my body as he lowered half of his weight against my tiny form. My thighs and arms urged for more of him to meld against me, but he wouldn't budge. 'control..right.. forgot.'

I felt a cold hand against my hip before lowering slowly down the length of my leg to under my knee and midway down my calf. There was a slight hesitation before he lifted my leg to wrap around his waist. My heart skipped a beat; I didn't need to be told twice, I quickly wrapped my other leg around his waist drawing his body impossibly closer. Edward growled and broke away from my lips and I gasped for air. My chest heaved in uncontrollable breaths, cold languid kisses trailed along my jaw and towards my ear. I had to bit my lip from letting a loud embarrassing moan escape my lips as I felt his cold tongue tease my earlobe.

"I can never get enough of you." He whispered against my ear, causing a pleasant shiver of desire course through my body. He trailed a few more kisses along my jaw, nose, eyes, collarbone, as I tried to catch my breathe.

"Edward." I managed to gasp out between my heaving breaths.

"Mmm?" Came his reply, letting his cool lips brush along the indent of my collarbone and throat.

"Kiss me."

I knew he wouldn't miss my meaning, I wanted Edward to really kiss me. His head shot up, a small smile played at the corner of his lips. I felt a sudden rush of air as I felt his body leave mine, and not a moment later I felt my body being lifted into a sitting position. Confusion shrouded my face at once.

"Only taking precaution." He assured me with a smile. I crossed my legs in front of me and he did the same. His face was serious then, I noticed his atoms apple bob up and down as he swallowed what I guessed was a large amount of venom. My heart pounded against my chest, and the air in the room was all of the sudden to thin to breathe. A chill ran through my body as he gently brushed the back of his hand across my cheek.

"Slo-..."

"Slow...I know.." I quickly said interrupting his speech, Edward chuckled and then started moving slowly closer. The air was suddenly electrified, I felt every pulsing current through the air. My hands balled up into tight fists against the bed to keep from grabbing his face towards mine. My eyes instinctively fluttered shut when his face got closer to mine, I could almost taste his presence in the air. His cold lips ever so slowly met mine again, and it was the testing kiss again, moving slowly, steadily against mine, tasting me. We kissed like that for a while, and then I felt it.

The cool tip of his tongue shyly graced my bottom lip, my mouth opened just slightly against the shock, my body was on fire! Ever nerve in my body was a live wire bursting freely across the room shattering everything in it's wake. Before I could pour all my being into the kiss Edward pulled away only slightly, protest and fury once on the tip of my tongue from his absence. His lips hovered above mine, separated only by an unbearable inch. Our breathe intertwined, fire and ice danced together in a delicious mixture, filling my senses with him.

Unable to control the urge, I lunged for his lips again, only being able to peck his lips before he pulled away again. Edward let out a moan, it was a strangled cry, one that I have never heard Edward utter in all of my existence. It was filled with passion, pain, longing, conflict.

"Bella..."

My name was a mere hoarse whisper on his lips before he kissed me again with much more force than before. I felt two cold hands wrap around the back of my neck, holding me in place sternly, controlling me. I felt the brush of the tip of his tongue against my bottom lip again, slowly, testing, tasting, learning the line of my lip. My stomach twisted into knots, and I begged my mind and body to remain under control. It wasn't until I felt the building pressure of Edward's lips that I finally let my mouth open only slightly. Edward didn't hesitate as soon as my mouth was open his tongue swept in gliding skillfully against mine. Both of us gasped at the same time, a ferocious growl escaped Edward's chest and the kiss intensified by a thousand. The control inside me shattered and I poured my heart and soul into the kiss. Our tongues and mouths moved together in a graceful dance, taking, plundering, tasting each other. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever imagine for him to taste so good! There were no words to describe the feel and taste of this kiss. The only word I could think of was the word I had always used for Edward.. Beautiful....

I could only the hear the loud thundering of my heart, and Edward's harsh breathing as he started to slowly move me on my back, his body crawling above mine. As soon as my head hit the pillow his hand moved to the back of my skull angling my head better for his mouth to explore. 'oh my god' It was all becoming too much, my hands tightly wrapped around his waist, holding onto him for support, my fist balled into his shirt, it took all of my might not too push it too far for him...'gees, and I thought Edward had control issues.' I moaned into his mouth as his icy tongue swept along my teeth and then along my bottom lip again.

I felt a loud crack through the air, and the bed lightly vibrate, my mind only pondered for a second about what that noise was, but I didn't feel any pain, and Edward was still passionately kissing me so everything was fine, even the house could fall down around us and I wouldn't even notice. The only thing that mattered to me was the feel and taste of Edward, it was the only thing I could ever ask for at this moment. I needed him more than food, water, air....wait ...air...I needed air! The dizziness in my head all but confirmed my sudden lack of oxygen and it was me who had to reluctantly break away from our glorious kiss.

"Holy crap..." I gasped in-between heaving gasps.

A loud moan and his pants for air were against my ear as Edward rested his head alongside mine. I held tightly onto his body while the wracks of breaths moved our bodies together. My head was swimming, and overwhelming giddy delicious feeling was tingling over my body. There was no going back to plain kissing after this, this was glorious, the taste, the feel, the passion was undeniably addicting.

"I think you got the expression right.." He finally replied breathlessly in my ear, his tone was warm and husky, as if he had just ran a marathon. His ice breathe caused a pleasant shiver to run down the length of my body. I began to lightly run my fingers through his bronze colored hair before I felt the weight of Edward's body lift off against mine. My body was instantly chilled without his presence, I groaned a protest and reached for him, only meeting air.

"I think we should stop for now." Edward's strained voice croaked from the end of the bed. My heart sunk, there was no way that I thought it was enough for now! But the glitter of his dark eyes and strained face quickly stifled my protest, he had reached his limit. I nodded lightly watching him deftly, I felt the undeniable urge to go and comfort him, but I knew he needed his space.

Edward let out a long sigh and brushed a hand through his already disshelved hair. "bed time?"

I was no where near tired, but it looked like Edward needed to sleep for a thousand years. I nodded reluctantly not wanting to push the issue further, I knew he probably needed to be alone for a few minutes, probably needing to hunt most of all.

"Go hunt." I said with a tiny smile. A chuckle escaped his lips and his eyes lit up once more, and before I could blink his lips were on mine again, it was no where near like the kisses before but this one was slow, serious. He broke away a minute later, looking into my warm chocolate eyes.

"I love you." He whispered against my lips, and with that he was gone out the window. I let out a low sigh and moved to go get changed into my old sweats and tank top. When I got back into the room after brushing my teeth and doing the normal human routine, that's when I noticed the large very deep hole in the wall just above the bed.

"Huh, so that's what that noise was." I said with a smirk. I climbed under the covers, and couldn't help but feel the loneliness set in. It was going to be a while before he came back, but my need for him was great. I couldn't also help but to think about the rest of the weekend… What was next for Edward Cullen and I? That was the last thought in my brain before I drifted off to a quiet somewhat uneasy sleep.

A/N: I KNOW! I KNOW! That took forever! Hope you guys liked the chapter, I risked my job to write this chapter haha! I literally cannot stop writing at work (I think I do my best stuff there) and I got in trouble by my boss. YIKES! But I still do it anyway haha.. Please R&R, love to hear from you guys! J