Thank you blackfang64 for beta reading this chapter for me and for all of your reviews ^_^

btw the ShizNat is starts up mostly in the next real chapter, not the omake

i just couldnt wait in-tell tomorrow 2 update...

To every that reviewed: thank you, you guys really cheered me up with every thing you guys said, thank you :)

To kikyo4ever: Me 2, i hope that Nao shows the picture to Shizuru, but it is going to happen later then you think (Nao needs a motive)

To lildevilish: ...im confused, did you like it? ...but w/e you cant please every1...thanks for the review :)

To blackfang: yeah, i though that ppl would kill me for make Mai and Nat kiss, and because u said that it was good for a omake, Sammy wont stop telling me "i told you so"...-sigh-, and thanks again for beta reading

To Stavri: in stories the villain always gets what is coming to him, but all in good (long) time, aaah Sammy's annoying me about your Omake comment to -Sigh-

To Ume sama: i just cant bear to leave some1 cry from my story, and life is always easier with a laugh :)

Kiros Razer: Thanks :)

Disclaimer: [Insert Witty disclaimer here]

The Next Morning

Natsuki felt, if possible, worse than the day before.

When she finally got to school, Mai rushed up to her and asked straight away about Natsuki's black eye and swollen lip. "None of your business," Natsuki growled, walking past Mai and into the school.

She made her way to her locker as the bell rang and hastily stuffed her books inside and headed to the her homeroom. Once inside, she sat at her seat and noticed that Mai keep shooting her concerned looks, Natsuki was doing her best to ignore her. Natsuki grabbed her books and rested her head on them.

"I'm sorry," Mai apologized.

For what, she didn't know, but it must have been her who made Natsuki angry. Natsuki grunted and kept trying to block out the world. Natsuki was trying her best to fall asleep but she just couldn't do it she tried listening to her iPod, everything that she could have thought of in-tell Natsuki just couldn't take it anymore and marched out of the room.

She walked down the hall, fuming. Her Uncle's words and actions seemed to have a strange effect on Natsuki, turning her into a bad-tempered and un-caring person overnight.

When the bell finally rang, Natsuki was the first inside Midori's class. She took her seat and slammed her head down on the desk and closed her eyes. The room began to fill up and Natsuki could hear everyone talking about her, apparently news traveled fast, Natsuki knew she could thank Chie for that. She heard Mai sit next to her and could feel her light purple eyes on the back of her head.

Annoyed by this, she raised her head and glared at the red head. "It's not polite to stare, you know," Natsuki said coldly, before laying her head back on the desk.

Natsuki couldn't wait to get home. She was almost hoping her uncle would hit her bad enough to kill her. Or leave her in a coma. Or just injure her so badly she had to stay home. But she still liked the first one. Or maybe...she didn't have to wait for her uncle to kill her.

End of the school day-

Riiinnnng

Natsuki dashed out of the class and in less than a minute she was almost to the gate when a girl with a Kyoto-ben voice said "Natsuki?" Natsuki ignored this and kept walking very fast. Natsuki jumped on to her motorcycle and left for home

At Natsuki's House

Nobody was home which made Natsuki feel worse. She felt hopeless, angry, afraid, helpless, and alone. She needed to end it, and needed to do a good job too. No suicide note, no phone calls, nobody would know. At least until they found her body, of course.

But Natsuki would be dead when that would happen so...who gives a fuck? They didn't keep any medicine in the medicine cabinets, so she couldn't use that.

Natsuki didn't mind, though, she knew other ways. She smirked to herself as she threw her backpack aside and headed to the kitchen. A knife, it was the only thing she needed and she chose the biggest one.

Natsuki almost smiled as she thought of all the things that would end. All her problems would disappear, and she would be in peace. She sat down on the kitchen floor and put the knife on her left wrist. Natsuki inhaled deeply and mentally slapped himself.

She needed to get it over with. "Now," She cried out in pain as the knife made a deep cut in her wrist. She made another, deeper, cut and could feel warm blood soaking into her clothes and soaking her hand. There was a soft and steady drip-drip as the blood began to drip onto the floor. But Natsuki didn't stop there.

She grasped the knife with her other hand and made two deep cuts on her other wrists. Warm blood was running down her arms and soaking her sleeves. Four more cuts later, Natsuki began to feel woozy. She stood up and her surroundings began to spin wildly.

She swayed dangerously on the spot and grabbed on to the counter behind her. It didn't help at all, her grip on the counter slackened and she fell to the floor with a thud. Natsuki was sitting in a puddle of her own blood. She tried getting up again but her legs and felt like lead. Her arms and head, on the other hand, felt light as air. Her vision was going fuzzy and she felt tired and really needed to sleep.

She heard the front door open; the sound was far away, like an echo. Natsuki could hear soft footsteps, but all she cared about was getting some sleep. She felt confused. Why was she so tired? Natsuki finally began to close her eyes. The last thing she heard was a distant scream of her name "Natsuki!!!"

Plz dont kill me *Puppy dog eyes* i loves you, i bring you an omake (Next chapter) it attempt to cheer you up, so plz don't kill me...