Thanks Blackfang64

Hey guess what, im not dead. But more importantly, as you can see a new chapter is up…

Its has been so long since I last updated I had to re-read my own story, and I found out that… wow, I am one messed up chick…and that I have the badest grammar I have ever since…

Btw, someone offered to be another beta reader for me, but I cant remember who you are…sorry, and if your still up for it I wouldn't mind 2 beta readers…

To Stavri: Thanks for all the support, you are really nice J

To I'm Sorry But…: No, im 16. hum, idk why Shizuru is in love with Natsuki already, maybe, this is another parallel universe, were, just some how, they feel this connection, or maybe its like Romeo and Juliet, they knew each other for, what, 1 hour, and then they were madly in love, or here is another idea, maybe in a past life they were lovers…And as for your second question, have you ever been to a hospital if you come in passed out they try to keep you there, and once your awake they never let you sleep...

To Elfspirit7: Sorry its been so long, I could tell you a million lies ight now, but in truth, I kidda forgot about my stories *rubs back of head*

To Ume sama: well if I tell you the answer to your question, it would mean that I didn't have to type as much has I did :) btw I love answering your questions cause you usually make me realize what I have forgotten J thanks

To Kiros Razer: I keep on wanting to write more to you, but I never know what to say, well I want to thank you, for supporting me, and commenting on everything I put up, and I really want to send a long message to you like I do a lot of other people, but idk what to type…

To Blackfang64: LOL I can just see that happening, and thanks for editing this chapter :)

ENJOY :)


Three Weeks Later

"You and Fujino kissed?!" Nao screamed. Natsuki sighed. Nao was going crazy ever since Natsuki told her what had happened in the hospital room the day she had woken up.

"Oi, Nao, could you---" Natsuki stopped when she noticed a brunette with a phone and a very pleased smirk on her face.

"Nat-chan, did I hear that correctly, you and Fujino kissed?" Natsuki's face started turning red and her hand started pulling on her skirt. Chie gave another smirk and said "So are you and Fujino now going out?"

Natsuki looked up at the student council window, she sighed and looked at the ground and said, "I, don't know" Natsuki gave another sigh. Chie whipped away her grin, she then place her hand on Natsuki's shoulder and said "Don't worry, it will all work out"

-Briiiinnng-

Art Room

"So...any news of your uncle?" Mai asked as she worked on her drawings. Art class was always a great place to talk.

"Nah, but if he's gone another week I might consider calling the cops," Natsuki said absentmindedly, as she molded a lump of clay. Mai snorted. "And by 'another week' you mean...?"

"A month," Natsuki said with a smirk.

"So...what were you and Nao talking about?" Mai asked, wiping eraser shavings off her desk. Natsuki went red. "Just...stuff."

"Uh...what kind of stuff, may I ask?" Mai said.

Natsuki's hand slipped and she accidentally broke off some clay. "Damnit!"

"Hello...I asked something..." Mai said waving her hand in front of Natsuki's face. "Oh...what? Oh yeah, um...just something that happened in the hospital… You know, remember that…um thing that happened with Shizuru and me..." Natsuki said softly, fixing the spot where the clay had come off. Mai gave a little giggle and continued drawing.

Natsuki's home

No one was home. Not that Natsuki expected anyone to be, anyways. Natsuki walked up the stairs and into her room. "What's this?" Natsuki said to herself. She picked up a broken beer bottle that was on the floor. "This isn't mine..."Natsuki threw it into her trashcan and took off her backpack. She tossed it in a random direction and it flew across the room, collided with the wall, and fell to the floor with a thud. She felt hungry, so she went down to the kitchen. "Beer, beer, beer, beer, water...what the fuck is that...beer, beer, beer...ah fuck this," Natsuki said, grabbing beer bottle and closing the refrigerator's door. She opened the beer, and went up to her room. Natsuki sat down her bed and grabbed the TV remote. She turned on her TV. "News, news, Anime, porn, porn, news, cartoons, movie, movie, porn movie..." Natsuki turned off the TV and took a gulp of his drink. There was nothing to do. She was out of magazines and there was nothing on TV. She wanted to call someone but her phone wasn't working. "Fuck," she muttered, throwing it across the room. It hit the wall, broke, and fell to the floor. Great, Now she had no phone. Natsuki heard the door open downstairs and knew her uncle had come home. She hastily stuffed the bottle under her bed, and went downstairs to greet her uncle. 'Might as well get off to a good start...' Natsuki thought bitterly, making her way downstairs. "He-" Natsuki stopped at the floor of the stairs, staring in horror at the door.

"Um...hello," said a woman. She had long, sleek black hair and large purple eyes the exact same shade as Mai's. She had a slender figure and wore a dark purple dress and sandals to match. And...she was holding a hand. A hand that belonged to Natsuki's uncle, who looked rather pleased with himself. Like a kid in a candy shop with money of his own.

"Hey kid, don't look so depressed like you always do. Brighten up for your new aunt!" her uncle said. Something was different, he wasn't drunk. And he looked cleaner and had actually brushed his hair.

"He-hello," said the woman, stepping forward as she held out her hand. "I'm Kaori. Kaori Kamashi." Natsuki did not shake her hand. She glared at her and scowled, then turned around and stormed up the stairs. She went in her room and slammed the door. 'Gone for weeks, left me alone and comes back with some whore...and he expects me to be ok with it...?!' Natsuki thought heatedly. She took out the half-empty beer bottle from under her bed and drank the rest in one gulp. She threw the bottle at the wall and it smashed into a billion tiny pieces, which all flew and fell on Natsuki's bed, floor, and desk. Natsuki sat on her bed, staring fixedly at the wall, scowling. She heard voices just outside her door.

"But Kenta, she's your niece. I don't think I should be the one talking to her...not me...you," Kaori was saying. It had been a long time since Natsuki had heard anyone call her uncle by his first name. "Fine," came Natsuki's Uncle's voice. The door opened and Kaori and Kenta came in, Kenta spoke first. "Natsuki..."

"What?" Natsuki said, a little forcefully. She continued to stare at the wall.

"Mind telling me why you were so rude to Kaori?" Kenta said calmly, although glaring at Natsuki. Natsuki suspected that she had not been beaten half to death yet because Kaori was in the room. Before Natsuki could answer, though, Kaori spoke.

"Sorry, Natsuki. I know you might feel angry towards your uncle and me too, you might feel angry that all of a sudden your uncle brought a woman that you don't recognize...but-"

"You don't know how I feel," Natsuki snarled, still not looking at them.

"Please," Kaori went on. "I want us to be friends, please? I've never had the chance to have a kid and...I'd like to try. It would make me so happy. You and me can go places, the movies, mall...and I might even help you get someone, a boy," she added with a smile that Natsuki did not return. Natsuki turned to look at Kaori, her emerald eyes fixed on Kaori's purple ones. "I already have someone and her name is Shizuru," With that said, she stood up and walked out of the room, slamming the door behind her.

One Week Later

It had been a total hell. Natsuki hated Kaori so much. She hated her face and her stupid attempts at trying to be nice to her. Her uncle had become nice and caring. At least, when Kaori was around, she was. But Kaori's insults and hits had done their job. Natsuki was as mean and uncaring as ever to everyone but Shizuru, and Mai. Today was a rainy day and Natsuki was sitting in her room, completely drunk. She was staring at the wall, a look of amusement on her face. Being drunk was the only thing she could do to block out Kaori's stupid voice and shut herself up in her own little world where everything was perfect. "What..." Natsuki muttered as someone knocked on the door. Kaori stepped inside.

"Hey Natsuki, your uncle left to the store and I thought you and I-" she had just noticed the beer bottle in her hand and the others on the floor around her. "What a-are you...s-staring at?" Natsuki said slowly, trying to give her a Kuga death-glare but failing miserably. "Natsuki, what are you doing?" Kaori cried, rushing forward, her hand outstretched. She reached for the bottle. Natsuki moved her hand so she could not get it and laughed loudly.

"You can't get it...you can't get it...hahahaha..." she leered at her. "Natsuki, you're not old enough to drink, what were you thinking?" Kaori said, finally giving up on taking the bottle. Natsuki drank the rest of the bottle in one gulp. "Duh, I wasn't t-thinking anything. hahaha..." Kaori sighed. "Why'd you do this Natsuki?"

"Because...because I can, " Natsuki said slowly. Kaori sat on Natsuki's bed and stared at her for a while. "What is your problem?"

"Y-you're my problem, lady," Natsuki answered, still trying to glare at her with disastrous results. Kaori raised her eyebrow. "Really?" she said, slightly amused. "Yes, really..." Natsuki responded mockingly. She swiveled around on her desk chair and finally came to a halt, her back facing Natsuki.

15 Minutes Later...

Kaori had gotten nowhere. Natsuki was, if possible, meaner than before. "C'mon, Natsuki," she pleaded. She still had her back to her. Natsuki hummed loudly and pretended not to hear. Suddenly, Kaori remembered what Kenta had told her about Natsuki. "So..." she said casually. "I heard you tried to...um...kill yourself..."

That touched a nerve and Natsuki snapped. She sent the bottle that was in her hand flying and it crashed against the wall. The pieces flew everywhere, but Natsuki ignored this. "Y-you would...too," she said angrily, still not facing her.

"Hm?" Kaori uttered, edging a bit closer to the Blue haired girl. "Why...you have a caring uncle, a house, nice clothes-" Natsuki snorted. "A caring uncle? Caring?! What are y-you talking about...woman?" she finally turned around to look at the woman she despised

dearly. She finally achieved a feeble glare. "E-every day...when you're not here...I end up getting my ass kicked by my own uncle..." Natsuki said angrily.

"But I know your uncle...he's...he's not like that," Kaori said defensively, angering Natsuki further. Natsuki laughed bitterly at this. "Don't...don't you understand, you stupid woman?" she growled. "I've lived my whole life with him. Y-you don't know what i-it's like...Always trying to make your uncle proud. But all you do get is his fist..." Kaori stared at Natsuki, not daring to believe her. She stood up stared into Natsuki's half-closed and glassy emerald eyes. "You're lying...you've had way too much to drink. Get rid of that attitude of yours and stop making your uncle miserable!" Natsuki would have answered back, had she not fallen asleep as Kaori was talking.


Kamashi has no meaning, i swear,it was 2am i looked at my Katana and said "Ka" then i looked at a robot like shadow on my wall and said "Ma", then i thought about Natsuki and said "Shi" Kamashi

well i hoped you liked it :)

i promess to update sooner next time