Epilogue Part 2- Kahoko
All people deserve to be happy in every angle in life. And I finally found that happiness. Every people live, to search for their own happiness, to search for someone to love them. People live to be loved and to love. That's something I learned from my experiences. I didn't sure Saruwatari-san because all she wanted is that someone will love her and she wished that she will be loved back. She didn't want to be left by the person she loved. I felt that way when Len left me for his dreams. I understand him, but inside it hurt so much, but I know that someday we will cross paths again. I believe that someday, we will meet again.
Think about this: Aren't I lucky? That many people held me as an important person that they wouldn't risk to hurt me. I know I am lucky. Many people loved me, but I also think that I can't be with this people together at the same time. I know that somewhere, out there that there is a more deserving person for those people. And all I could do is to wish that those people will find their own happiness in the end too.
I treasure so many people so much, that I can't also hurt them.
Hihara-senpai is someone who is my shoulder when I cry, he always cheers me up whenever I'm down in the dumps and I can feel he's my older brother in the school. The way he plays his trumpet is so lively that it makes me happy whenever I hear his trumpet play. Tsuchiura-kun is a really great friend I really treasure. His like older brother also. Like Hihara-senpai, he is always there for me, standing up for me. And I will never forget that he always saves me when I'm in the middle of a problem like in the first selection. And I'm very happy because I get to meet someone like him. Yunoki-senpai might be Mr. Perfect, but once I got to know his darker side, I feel that I'm relieved, because I too was lying to everyone about the magical violin. I feel peace inside him. I'm happy that I got to understand someone like him. Kaji-kun is someone I knew from high school. I was very happy when he declared that he will continue playing the viola because of me. Because of that, I knew that I can help people around me even though it's small help. Shimizu-kun might be sleepy and all that, but he's the one who taught me that the vest music can come from the music sheet of the heart. Fuyuumi-chan might be the shy, timid person from the start of the competition, but through that competition, she became a great person. I already treat her as my own sister.
Amou-san, Mio and Nao were always there for me ever since high school. Even though we misunderstood each other, Mio and Nao still encouraged me to do my best halfway the competition. Amou-san was also there for me. Cheering me up, encouraging me to do my best. I'm so grateful that they are always with me despite my differences.
Oh, and of course, Lili. If it wasn't for that encounter, I might feel that something is missing around me. Lili gave me the violin that made the bonds with those people whom I really, really, really treasure. I'm so happy that I was late that time, and I encountered this music fairy.
And yes, Tsukimori Len, who is cold, stoic and emotionless. But despite his cold façade, he really is a yielding person in the inside. I never realized that I already fallen for him, fallen really hard. I know he says harsh things to me when we were only acquaintances but it made me a better person. All the trials we passed together made our bond stronger. I love him. I love him so much.
If it's possible, then I will smile every passing minute when I'm with him. If my smile can make him happy, then I should smile then. I want to bring happiness to everyone around me because every people around me have done something to me. They made me what I am now. Len might be harsh when I met him that I can't even smile at him whole heartedly. But I soon realized that Len has a soft side that he can smile too. When I realized that, I felt that I'm happy whenever I see him smile though he smiles rarely. But I really feel happy about it.
I'm very happy that I was able to meet people like them. They were the ones whom I will treasure until my last breath. Using my last breaths, I will say 'I love you' and 'thank you' because I know they have done so much for me from the very day we have met.
If the reason we live today is to be happy, then I will live my life happily, live it to the fullest, together with my little angel, and my one and only, Tsukimori Len.
"Mommy, is that how you meet Daddy?"
I smiled. "Oh. Daddy told you? Your dad is very sweet and nice guy but when I first met him, he was cold." I said. Then I winked at Len. "Right, Len?" He laughed.
"If it wasn't for your mother there, I would be very cold like an ice block." He said, sitting beside me then wrapping his arm on my waist.
"Mommy? Daddy? Do you love me?"
Len and I exchanged glances and looked at our little angel. "Of course, sweetie." I said, as Len pat the head of our child. "We love you very, very, very much."
"Then I love you very, very, very, very, very much too. I added two more 'very'"
Our little angel, Tsukimori Harumi.
~end.
A/N: ~Hyuuh! I finished the whole story!!!
Please read my other story: The Stars is where I will wish.
