Bingo

I didn't want to

Think,

Feel,

Forget.

To forget what she did,

How she did it,

And what it meant...

I had so many questions,

And not enough answers...

Why do I continue to love her?

Why do I care?

How could she love him?

Why couldn't she love me?

My optimistic answers to all of the questions were:

Just because...

I might still have a chance...doubt it

Because I love her... that's not enough anymore

Because he saved her life.... everyday

Because I'm not worth it....

Bingo