A/N: Enjoy :]
Miley's POV: The Next Morning
I woke up with the biggest smile on my face this morning. Can you blame me? My best friend of 6 years just told me that she feels the exact same way I do. Of course Stacy is still in the picture, but at this point I could really care less. I'm still on this natural high and apparently Oliver and Jake can notice it. After our little gay parade on my rooftop about Lilly loving me, I asked dad if they could spend the night. He of course said yes, although I think he only does because he knows that they are together. And that I like Lilly of course. I came out to him about a year ago. At first he was a bit shocked and he didn't really know how to react but he seems to be ok with it now so I guess that's a good thing.
"I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did..."
I grinned and picked up my phone as the ring tone I set for Lilly started going off.
"Hello?" I answered the call and tried to sound like I wasn't excited nor disappointed that she was coming over.
"Lilly landing in fifteen!" and with that she hung up the phone.
I grinned again and yelled to the bottom of the stairs "Lilly landing in fifteen Jackson!" I heard the tv turn off and the front door open. As I descended from the top of the stairs I saw Lilly enter the living room and hop off her skateboard. She smiled at me and took off her helmet before pulling me into a hug. We both held on for a little bit longer than usual and Jackson gave me a knowing smile before leaving the house.
"Hey" I simply said as we pulled apart from each other and headed towards the couch.
"Hey" she replied "I've been thinking about you a lot you know.."
"Really?"
"Yea, I really like you Miley. I love you. But this whole thing is so confusing. I don't want to hurt Stacy at all. I do care about her you know?"
I bit my lip and shook my head understandingly. Of course she cared about Stacy. They have been dating for 6 months now. I've been so wrapped in her confession to me that I didn't even think about how hard this would be for her. Or if she would even leave Stacy. I guess I just kind of always hoped she would. In my mindset she already had. But I knew in reality it was a different story.
"Miley, stop."
I looked up at her with my eyebrows scrunched together clearly showing that I was confused.
"Just because I'm with Stacy doesn't change the fact that I love you. And I know you think that I'm not going to leave Stacy. I can't honestly say when I'm going to do that. All I know is that I want to be with you Miles. Just give me some time ok?"
"Ok..." was all I could really reply.
I just sat there with her hands in mine loving the warmth she was giving me. We stayed in that same position for at least a half hour. Sitting across from each other on the couch holding hands just staring into each others eyes.
"You got me so hypnotized the way your body's moving side to side"
The sound of Lilly's phone going off finally broke us apart. She checked the caller ID then walked away from the couch and answered the phone. I couldn't hear what she was saying but I don't think I really wanted to since I knew it was Stacy on the other side of the phone.
Lilly's POV
"Hey Stace" I said into the phone.
"Hey Lilly-Pad, are you busy?" she casually asked. I knew what was next. The classic 'I want to see you' routine.
"Uhm, not really why?"
"Can you come over? I have the house to myself and I really don't want to be alone."
"Sure, give me a bit. I'll be there soon"
I turned around and gave Miley a sad smile. She smiled back and nodded. I guess she had heard the last part of the conversation. I didn't want to leave but Stacy is my girlfriend and I can't just ditch her. Plus being alone in her house is a plus. And no I don't mean it like that so get your mind out of the gutter you pervs. This will give me a chance to talk to her and possibly break it off. I care about her but I love Miley. And it's just not fair to be with her while I have all these emotions running through me. I think I need to be single first and then figure out what I want to do with Miley.
I was looking at the ground while thinking all this through so I looked up at Miley and before I could say anything she got up and gave me a hug.
"It's ok. I understand Lilly Bear. She's your girlfriend. I'm not."
"I'm gonna talk to her, just so you know."
"Take your time. And call me after ok?"
"Ok Miles. I'll talk to you soon..."
With another quick hug, I walked out her door and headed towards Stacy's house. I decided to leave my skateboard at Miley's for two reasons. A) I wanted the walking time to think about what exactly I was going to say to Stacy and B) it gave me a reason to return to see Miley. So here goes nothing. Well more like here goes everything...
