CHAPTER TEN: Just a glimmer of hope

ALICE

How do I solve something I can't see? It doesn't help that now there's wolves here, I can't see ANYTHING! Sometimes I wish I was normal, maybe then I wouldn't be depended on so much. "Jacob, I don't know what this means!" I whined.

"I can't get through to her. It isn't fair, the one thing that could help Bells and sweet Nessie and I can't get it!" He replied. Bella was in a better mood and I didn't know why. Now her and Eddie boy are off doing everyone knows what! They could at least help! Then again, I know what it feels like to be deprived of sex for a long time.

"Pick up, pick up! Hello? Good you picked up!" I was frustrated! I needed Jasper to make me feel better. Right now he was probably the only thing that could make me feel 100 percent awesome.

You STUPID GIRL! *SLAP* You're going to pay my dear! Just like your mother did! I gasped.

Jacob looked at me; panic flooding his eyes. "I think I realised why Edward broke the wall all that time ago. Michel is going to do the same thing to Ness!"

Bella raced downstairs, underwear and sex hair included. "He wouldn't,"

I replayed the vision for Edward to see. A fierce growl ripped through the silent night. Bella fell to the floor and brought her knees to her chest, "He wouldn't," she sobbed again. Edward leaned down and wrapped his arms around her carefully. Judging from the look in his eyes, he was still sex deprived, but right now he didn't care.

"I got through, but Rain said she hasn't seen anyone. She'll call if she sees anything, kay," Jake told us. I headed outside into the night. I found a rock and daintily pick it up, rolling it around in my hand.

"Uhhh!" I screamed and threw the rock. It pierced through a nearby tree.

"Ali? What's wrong?" I felt instantly calm, although I know that he wasn't using his powers on me.

"I'm blind Jasper, and I don't know what to do!" He pulled me into his hard chest and kissed my head.

"It'll be okay Ali. I'm here now, babe," Jasper said. I loved it when he called me babe. I don't know why, but it made me feel tingly. I snuggled in closer to him and told him what my vision had show. He growled when he heard what Michel was planning for Nessie.

He loved her so much and would do anything for her. I knew he loved children and that was the one thing I couldn't give me. I sighed, my poor man, he couldn't be a daddy. If there was a way, I would give it to him, but I know there wasn't, Rosalie would've figured it out by now.

"Alice, what are you thinking? God, I sound like Edward," I giggled at his silliness.

"I was thinking how I can't give you children. It's the only thing I can't give you,"

"Why would you think I wanted children?"

"Because of how much you love Nessie. Do you want kids?"

"I love Ness because she is impossible not to love. Alice, my life is perfect with you. Sure, kids would be great, but I could live without them, babe. Trust me, if I wanted kids you would know and we could adopt one," he told me. I smiled lightly.

"Really, I love you and I wouldn't and couldn't live without you. I love you too much for my own good," I replied. He kissed me softly and I sighed in content.

"I love you Alice, forever,"

"I know,"

"Of course you do!" He said and I giggled again. He really was the only one that could make me feel better yet, I still felt a small tingle in the back of my head for Renesmee.

RENESMEE

I want my mummy. I kept chanting in my head. I missed her and she protected me from Michel. Gosh I hate him! I wish I was strong like uncle Em, and then I could rip his head off! Gah! Why the hell am I so moody?

First I was depressed, now I'm violent as hell. I miss my mummy and my family. Bloody hell this is annoying! "Oh honey, I'm ho-ome!" Michel boomed from upstairs. I made my way upstairs to greet him. "Lovey, will you please wash my pants, I spilt some coffee on then today and I want them clean!" I nodded and stuck my hand out.

Knowing him, he would take his pants off right in front of me. "No, no, no! You, take them off," I froze, did he just ask me or rather tell me, to take his pants off? Oh, my, GOD! "NOW!" He growled. I carefully yanked off his belt and undid the buttons. I tried hard not to touch him. I let them drop and pulled them from underneath him.

I quickly walked way from his disgusting smirk. I was like his slave girl. I heard Victoria come inside and I felt instantly sicker. "Brat, we're going out! Come on!" she yelled to me. I left the pants and walked swiftly to the front door.

Why the hell was she taking me with her? I didn't know where we were and it bugged me to no end. "Stay here. I will know if you move!" She hissed to me as we reached a corner. I nodded and stayed in place.

As Victoria walked into a shop nearby, I let out a breath. This town seemed small as it only took several minutes to get here. The people looked at me with wondering stares. I bit back the urge to growl at them. I tried to see a sign that would alert me to where I was. There was none.

I saw a man walking along who looked tiered and sad; I decided to ask him as he hadn't stared at me yet. "Excuse me, sir," I said quietly, he looked up to meet my eyes. We both froze when we looked at each other... He looked like my mum.

"What town is this?" I asked, breaking the silence.

"La Push. Sorry to be rude, but, you look like my daughter," he said sadly,

"What was her name?" I bit my lip,

"Bella," I was glad I had bitten my lip, this way, my mouth wouldn't fall open.

"You have her eyes and smile." He told me. I smiled and blushed. "Gosh, you even blush like her. I guess I'm just an old man who wishes he could have his daughter back. Everybody gave up hope that she is still alive. Not me, I believe she is out there...Somewhere,"

"Brat! Let's go! Now!" Victoria yelled from a few meters away.

"Goodbye," I whispered, he nodded and started walking again.

"Who were you talking to?"

"Just a man, he told me I looked like somebody he knew,"

"Well, don't talk to strangers!" She hissed.

La Push, this was the town Jacob lived in. Forks, is the next one over. Mum had told me all about Jacob and La Push. I knew who that man was now.

He was my grandfather. Charlie. I wanted to turn and run back to him; he would help me.

AN: I am so so so so so so so sorry that I haven't updated in forever. And I know it is really short but it is on the first part of the chapter, I haven't finished the second part yet. I have been really busy. First I had a huge maths assignment that I left until the last minute, then I had work, then I had to write an application letter to become a leader on the grade 8 camp (which I got into claps for me), more work, and more school, I have also been helping one of my friends prepare for an important audition coming up on Saturday the 7th. So I have been really busy and today was spent trying to write an essay on Billy Elliot. Omg how many people knew that Jamie Bell played Griffin in Jumper? Random. So sorry for the ages long wait between updates and I will really try to update as soon as possible for the second part of this chapter.

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Nickynoo