And This Feels So Right

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"Mom, did you get the cake?"

"Yes!" - she replied exhausted. I will admit I've been a little annoying but today has to be perfect. I owed her this, she had to have the best birthday she's ever had. I've been planning this for 2 weeks now. I haven't slept in days worrying about this party; whether it was the food, calling her friends and making sure she come I cannot be a wedding planer.

I picked my phone and dialed my princess.

"Hi, Baby."-Ok. Here comes the acting.

"Hey you wanna come hang out today. There's nothing good on TV. I'm super bored."- As I walked out to the pool everyone tried to talk to me.

"Hey Mi-"-Jake is such an Idiot. Doesn't he see me on the phone? I roll my eyes at him and he gets closer to the phone. Nosy-ASS

"So you have nothing planned for today?"-Aww she's so cute when she's sad. How could she think that I forgot her birthday? She's on my mind every second of my life.

"No."-Jake smiles and someone next to me tries to hold their laughs. Wow, there's about sixty people around me. Nosy-ASSES. Let me just put it on speaker.

"Um, ok. I'll be there in a minute."-I motioned for them to get ready. "I l-

"Yeah."-I closed the phone on her. I knew she was going to tell me that she loved me like she always did before we finished a conversation which was usually at two in the morning. I hope she's not TOO sad. Who care's she's going to be ecstatic when she see this party. I even hired a chauffer so she couldn't see all the guest's cars and be suspicious. This had to be a surprise.

"That must be her."-Nate announced.

"Turn off the lights. Remember, wait for the signal."-I hope this comes out as planned. Ok. Breathe. In, out, in out, in out . Enough of that.. I open the door and there she is, Hello Kitty tank top that makes her breast look SO comestible. Ok perv, stop thinking about what you'd like to do to your girlfriends when her parents are in the room.

"Hey."-Oh my god, her eyes are watery. She was about to cry. Aww. My hands cup her cheeks and I have to tiptoe but, give her a soft kiss on her cheek making my way to her mouth. I am so in love with Mikayla. Before I could even pull away her tongue found it way in my mouth and I grabbed her waist letting her tongue do what ever the hell it wanted.

Umm she is such an amazing kisser. I never want these butterflies in my stomach to go away. Now I wish I wouldn't have invited anyone, have her all to myself. I have been known to have bad ideas, like this party.

OMG, here I am practically swallowing Mikayla's face while everyone is probably watching. She pulls away, thank god; I don't know I could have done it.

"I swear Mitch, you're so Emo sometimes."-I lick my lips.

"What?"

"Your house is like a cave. You need to turn on the lights."-She reached for the switch.

"SURPRISE!!!!"-Everyone screamed as the lights came on. Mikayla was dumbfounded, she just stood there hand over her mouth. I smiled: Mission accomplished.

"Happy birthday, sweetie."- Mrs. Hartward hugged her daughter effusively. Was she trying to break her? Mr. Hartward came right after her and both held Mikayla while tears streamed across her porcelain face. She even looked beautiful while she cried.

"I thought you guys forgot about my birthday…and you '-she smacked my arm playfully. "I thought you had nothing planned for today."

"Mikayla, we would never forget your birthday." She hugged them again. Where's my hug? Oh, wait. I already got my make-out session about a minute ago. Darn.

"Thank You so much. This place looks great."

"I don't think its us you need to thank. Mitchie did this."- She looks at me and smiles she moves towards me and Nate gets in the way.

"Hi birthday girl."- I officially hate that guy. When nobody's looking I'm going to spit in his soda, well not really, actually who knows but how dare he get in the way. Relax Mitchie, this is her birthday. She's what matters. "you know I never thought that you could actually look any prettier but it today you've outdone yourself. You look gorgeous."-She smiles …flirtatious? Um hello I am 10 feet away. Chill, Mitchie. She's YOUR woman. No one else's.

Caitlyn starts talking to me about who the hell knows and all I do is occasionally nod. The girl would talk for hours.

"Um, could I be excused."-finally Nate left Mikayla alone. Everyone's congratulated her except me. Her girlfriend and YES I am very Possessive. I'm only ten steps away when Tess grabs her and pulls her somewhere.

WTF!!!!!!!

Fucking bitch. Dear god. I don't usually curse more than twice a day and I've already cursed plentiful today. Well, it's the second time this happens in less than a minute. Note to self never ever invite Tess and Nate to a party. Oh, and get some serious with that jealousy issue. Next thing you know I end up in jail for killing Nate. I know I wouldn't doubt it. I just hope she doesn't start flirting with Caitlyn. Sometimes I wish she weren't bi. It makes me be twice as jealous; as if I weren't normally overprotective.

I made my way up to my room. I hate being mad at her but she knows how I get when she flirts with guys. Whatever. I'll get over it. I put on my bathing suit so fast I think I must have discombobulated something down there. I'll have to get this wedgie surgically removed.

As I went down the stairs I noticed a couple of guys were starting at me. Shane and Nate. Dear god. I've tried to get away from Shane for the past and a half. Why doesn't he understand im GAY. Besides the fact that I haven't told him yet. I HAVE given him signals. Do I have to spell it out for him too?

'Hi, Mitchie. Great party."

"Thank You." -I wonder if he saw me and Mikayla making out? Dear god, I knew making out with her was a bad idea. I wish I was a little bit smarter.

" So, um I was thinking if you wanted to go out anytime you know dinner and a movie." -Hell sounded more tempting than this.

"Um , I don't know if I'll be free anytime soon." -I tried to walk past him but he blocked my passage.

" Well, I could talk to your manager, get to an agreement. I promise I'll get you home early."

" Yeah and you could invite your friend, Mikayla. She's so pretty."-Over my dead body.

"I will." -I finally got past them and heard them giving each other a high five. My luck was only momentarily though as I hear them following my and start another boring conversation.

Mikayla looked so happy, and I'm glad even if I had to suffer listening to Shane's pick up lines. I would only do this for her. I dove into the water to try and get away from Shane running right in to Jake. Dear god, if thou is mighty kill me now. Just as he was going to talk a familiar voice interrupted him.

" I hope you don't mind me borrowing your bikini. The water looked really good." -its not the only one if you know what I mean.

" Not at all. Suits you well."-I said my eyes not leaving her breast.

" It sure does. Doesn't it?" -I smirked.

We soon got involved in a game of volleyball inside the pool. The day itself was perfect. I loved every part of it. Sure I haven't spent almost any time with Mikayla but I've never seen her so happy. I hope she knows how much I love her now. I really do love her a lot.

" Happy birthday dear Mikayla happy birthday to you." -We all clapped as she blew the eighteenth candle. She looked at me and mouthed and ' I love you' making my heart bear clasp about 200 times per minute. I turned around and wiped the stupid tear that broke free from my eye. Im so happy that im actually with her. It's been about 6 years since I've been in love with her and every time she says she loves me too I want to die right there and there. Maybe I'm already dead, or maybe I'll wake up right this instant only to realize this is the sweetest of dreams.

I feel fingers intertwine mines and my retarded heart races yet again. I turn to face her and she smiles . I love that smile, that hair, mouth, gosh I love everything about her. I pull her wrist and lead her up my room careful to not let anyone see us.

" Why are we"-I've wanted to do this again all day. Finally I set my lips carefully on her neck, she shiver and her hands go into my hair.

" I thought birthday girl would like to see her present."-her head shoots up and she makes me look at her.

" What did you get me?" -I peck her softly and she moves away.

" So, I've been dying to kiss you all day and all you think is about is your present. Now I won't give you anything." -to this Mikayla pushes her lips on mine. She stays like that for like 10 seconds.

" Did you change your mind?"

" yeah." -I grab her hand and lead her to my bed as she sat I opened my drawer and took out little velvet box. " I didn't write a note because I wanted to give it to you myself, I just want you to know I love you."- I knelt over in front of her and opened the box. It was a ring that had 'Demena' engraved on the inside.

" Mitchie, this is gorgeous." -I smiled and rested my head on her lap. " Oh my god baby how much did this cost you?" -My complete savings account.

" That's not what matters, you are." -I smiled and lifted my head she was crying in a good way I hope. I know I don't have the best taste but I did spent three hours in Kays. Those assholes lied to me. Every kiss begins with Kay my ass. "Don't you like it?" She nodded effusively. Well I guess the didn't lie to me. I wipe the tears streaming down her chin.

" Mitch, I love so much." -I pecked her and grabbed her chin.

" I do too, that's why I got this for you. It's a promise ring." -in saw her eyes sparkle.

" What's the promise? "

" I want you to promise me you will never leave me. Ever."-I looked at her very serious, which rarely happened. 90% of my life I behave either like a child or like an idiot.

" I promise." -and how do you seal a promise? With a kiss of course, or an intense make out session either one works. All I want is Mikayla Ann Hartward to be mine for the rest of my life because I couldn't ever live without her and this feels so right.