And the next chappie has begun! Sorry for the wait, life got crazy busy there for awhile. However, I back with a new chapter. See if anything comes of, something better then my old shit.
NOTE: Yes this is a fic where Gaara is abused by daddy dearest, but NO he doesn't just sit and cry. Also, yes, he is a junkie. Live with it people. XD.
And so the homicidal Panda enters…
Running High
Can't sleep
Can't sleep
Gotta run
Gotta get off this trip
Should know better then to
Steal from Kankuro's stash
Don't
Wanna
Stop
This
Dream…
Gotta run
Go to Naruto's
Ya, sure…
His foster mom let me in
Glaring, red eyes searing
Walked past Sasuke's room
And Haku's
And enter Naruto's
Then I blink
We're in math?
Damn, bad trip
New bruises
From New fights with my father
Why is the room spinning?
Coming off my high
Naruto's saying something
I blink, he repeats
Do you have a pencil?
Blinks Again
How can he think about pencils?
When the whole damn worlds shaking
I shake my head
Negative
White eyes burn into the back off my head
Ignore him
Ignore him
He will demand to know
My bruises
My high
Dammit Neji
You don't need to know
You need to stop talking
Tell the voices to stop talking
Saying I should tell you
Saying I should kill you
Saying I should fuck you
Saying I should forget you
Keep you
Leave you
Then I blink
And the bell rings
And
My
Head
Hurts…
And his hand on
My shoulder
Gaara…
"Stay away."
Eyes squeeze shut
He knows
He knows
He's angry because
He knows…
Damn it all
Teal blue eyes
Blink open to
Angry white
Angry opals
Angry all over
Where have you been?
The voices are angry
Screaming about him
Where was he?
How can he ask us that?
Why doesn't he bother to help me?
But my face won't react to his statements
And I know that will make him angrier
And when I storm out
Of this class… this hell
He's still angry
But I'm still high
And my bruises aren't fading
His anger accomplishes
Nothing
End Chapter Three
This may actually be my favorite chapter to write so far just because Gaara's mind is so twisted. So, it may not have been my best, but it's my baby. ahem THANK YOU SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO REVIEWED! Eyes sparkle I love you all with unparallel love. Your comments mean a lot to me and really keep this fic going. Also, thanks for the constructive criticism, it's very helpful I making myself a better writer, which I'm striving to do in this fic.
Also, to answer some of your questions. How did the kiss happen? chuckles evilly That part of the story will be told in Naruto's and Sasuke's flash backs. Till then, draw your own conclusions. Another thing that may have confuzzeled you all is did Gaara actually say "Sasuke's and Haku's room?" Yes ladies and germs, he did. It shall be explained. So yes, good night, I am going to sleep and dream yaoi. Please Review, ciao!