Rainy Night
Chapter 3
By Castianna
I wake up to the sun shineing in my face, I blink once...twice then the room comes into the focus. I roll over in my bed expecting to find you but your not there... The loneliness steals over me. But I know you cant stay with me, You have a business to run... I slowly get out of bed and walk to my computer. I move the mouse and the screen reappears, Quickly i sign on to messenger and see that you are there. Silently I pray that you speak to me first so I dont appear to be obsessive.
One second...
Two seconds...
Three seconds...
I cant take the waiting and watching so I walk out of the room. I head to the kitchen to grab an apple and a can of soda from the fridge, silently thinking.
One minute...
I rush back to my room to see that you havent yet said anything, Finally I make up my mind, I have been online long enough for you to know that I didnt rush right to you... Oh if only you knew the torment in my mind.
..'...Hello...' I type.
...'How are you today?'...I type.
...'Im busy... we'll talk later.' Is all you answer.
I look away and blink back tears, then my computer beeps. I look back, you've typed more.
..'Im still a little shaken...I will see you after work :)' You have added.
I smile. ..'Have a good day :)' I type.
I sit at my computer a little longer, trying to figure out what I'm going to do.
Finally I make up my mind, Im going out. I get dressed, grab my coat and keys and rush out my front door. Ok, I'm out... now what. I have a private laugh then start down the street. Everyone is at work except me. But thats because you think that a job would take up to much of my time, and keep me away from you. You pay all my bills and all my other expenses, Sometimes I wonder if it would be better if I just moved in with you... I shake off the thought...
We've argued about me getting a job before and it always ends the same way. I ask, you say no then when I ask why you storm off and I dont hear from you for days. Everything must go your way, You are the Great Seto Kaiba! HA!
Now even my mind changes itself, I feel even the slightest bit resentful and then it changes the subject to happier things. Because I always give into your desires, I love you that much. Then it clicks again, Why should I be unhappy to be with you. Couldnt there be an easier solution to this issue? I walk along without seeing where I am going and ponder on the thought of possibly getting you to compromise.
Out of no where I hear the sound of a horn. I turn and look but its to late, I have walked out into traffic... The car slams on its breaks but its to late, It runs into me knocking me down in front of it. I go under the front but the car has stoped before the wheel reaches my head.. I have time to look around me before my eyes close and I drift off.