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Chapter 7 – Realize
'Maybe you should ask your dear old brothers." What Draco said kept running through my head. Does he really expect me to believe that he came and that they pushed him away? I sit up in bed. Yes I can totally believe that. And I know who it would've been. The twins.
I get up and change and apparate to their shop. I bang on the door until they open it.
"Gin what a surprise!" Fred says as he sees me.
I barge right through into the shop. I hear a click and know that he locked the door since they don't open for another half an hour.
"Ginny? Are you alright?" Fred asks me. I glare at him.
"Where is George?" I ask calmly
He replies "he is upstairs...want me to go get him?"
I shake my head and yell at the top of my lungs. "GEORGE WEASELY GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE NOW"
With a 'POP' he was right next to Fred. "What's with the yelling?" Fred shrugs.
We all stood there in silence for about a minute.
I took a deep breath in and then out. I start off with a "I can't believe you did this to me"
They both looked genuinely confused. Fred asked "Gin. What are you talking about?"
I shake my head. "How could you ruin my life like that?"
"What-"
I cut George off "He is the love of my life. I waited for him. For so God-damn long, and when he came to get me..." tears start to fall from my eyes.
George comes closer as if to comfort me and I step back "Don't touch me"
"Ginny"
"No seriously Fred? What we're you two thinking?"
George looked at Fred
"You guys know exactly what I am talking about. Or to be more precise WHO I am talking about."
"Ginny, Malfoy isn't good enough for you"
"And how exactly would you know that? Huh? Did you see how he treated me at school? The way he protected me when I needed protection...Or how we spent the last few months I had with him learning the best things about life?"
"Gin, he -"
"He, what? Huh? Did you not hear me crying when months had gone by and I didn't know what was happening with him? Or what about how the months turned into a year? I was devastated! What we're you two thinking?" I said sitting down on the floor.
"Oh Gin, we didn't know how you felt about him"
"Well, how could you? You guys aren't interested in what I feel"
"yes we are"
I shake my head again "No, you don't"
"Ginny we sent him away. He wasn't good enough for you ok? We may have threatened him alot...but Gin...come on he is a Malfoy for cruds sake." Fred said pacing the room.
I stand up and glare at him "WHO CARES IF HE IS A MALFOY? THEY ARENT ALL THE SAME!!! THANKS TO YOU I HAVENT BEEN HAPPY IN ANY RELATIONSHIPS! I finally find Draco, and sure I may have lied to him at the beginning as to who I was, but nonetheless he doesn't want me because of you two. I HATE THE BOTH OF YOU! And if you know what's best for you, then you will stay far away from me". I walk off and slam the door as I left.
'stupid git of brothers they are' I mutter to myself as I apparate home.
I walk around and find my mirror that I contact Luna with and call her name.
"Luna I don't know what to do anymore. I think I should just disappear for a while, what do you think?"
"Ginny, you should do whatever you feel will make you better"
"I don't know what will make me better Luna"
She smiles "I have a place where you could go hang away from everyone. You are welcomed to stay there as long as you want to."
"Really? Thanks"
"Its okay Ginny. You are like the sister I never had. And I might even spend the first few days there with you since I am due a break from here"
I nod "yeah I would love that"
"Great, okay all you have to do is come over to my place when you are ready and then go by floo powder since its the quickest way to get there."
I nod again "Is it okay if I leave for there tonight? I already messaged my agents and they said that I can have a break since I don't have anything on and my CD is ready and out..."
"Ginny, just come over as soon as you want ill be waiting for you and then we can talk about why you look like you've been crying all night and morning."
"Okay. Ill see you later Luna"
I place the mirror into my bag, since it was my source of communication to some people and start with the packing. I grab one of my really large suitcases and pack it with clothes, and then I grab another smaller suitcase and fill it with my shoes and necessities. I then grab my small carry bag and place my books, music sheets, spare parchments , pen pencils, quils... the works. I tie everything together as to not lose anything on my apparition and floo trip. I was just about to leave when I remembered that I didn't tell anyone of my family where I was going. I knew that they would instantly come here if they don't hear from me.
I sigh. I quickly scribble down a note in case any family members get worried and stick it to the mirror in my lounge room where I knew it would be instantly noticeable if someone was looking for me.
I look at the couch and before I leave grab my diary that I hadn't written in in a while and shove it in my bag without a second thought.
I arrive at Luna;s house where she was waiting and we floo'd to her other house that no one really knew about.
I think to myself this ought to be good. Time to myself...and my music.
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As soon as we arrive at the house, which turned out to be a MANOR I think to myself. Oh my lord...
"Luna, you didn't tell me this was a manor" I said looking at the huge place with excitement.
She shrugs "did I forget to mention it? whoops."
I laugh "Its very beautiful"
Luna nods her head.
"So where am I sleeping?" I ask
"Any room you want, Of course. Make yourself comfortable" she smiles at me. "Because you know that we are in for a huge discussion tonight"
I nod "I know, and I will tell you everything."
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"Ginny...it's beautiful isn't it?" I jump back. I was looking out on the veranda.
I nod. "It is so spectacular. I don't know if I'll ever leave."
Luna nods her head next to me. "if I could I would stay here, it is full of relaxation vibe..."
I nod "Yeah" I look back out to the trees and animals
"Sit" Luna tells me pointing to the chairs that weren't there a second ago. I sit down and sigh.
"Okay, so you want to know what happened to get me so worked up right?"
"Ginny, I am your friend. And you know that I think it is better to talk about it than leave it all in" she said looking at me.
"Okay, well...Draco knows who I am...he more or less got angry with me...told me something about asking my brothers why he never contacted me...I assumed that it was the twins, and so I went to their store...confronted them. They said that he was never good enough for me...so they warned him away from me...it was horrible... I told them not to talk to me ever again..."
"Did you talk to Draco again?"
"No, I couldn't face him, but I am sure that he doesn't want to see me again" I look away again as I say it.
"You have to talk to him"
"I can't"
"Then write it down, sing it...do something Ginny"
I nod, "a night or two here and ill write down something..."
Luna smiled.
We sat there in silence even while we ate. When it came close to 10pm we decided to call it a night and went to our separate rooms.
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Draco's P.O.V
I wonder what they will say to her? Will they tell her that I am lying and that I never really came to see her....will she even talk to any of her brothers?
I pace my room while thinking about Ginny...
"What was I thinking, I finally get her back in my life and I fricken have to screw it all up...damn Malfoy Pride." I mutter to myself.
After an hour of wallowing in self pity I decide to swallow my pride and go talk to Ginny. I knock on her door. And no answer.
"Ginny? Ginny are you there?"
"Please, Gin open up" I sigh She must be still angry with me. Goddammit.
What am I going to do I walk back to my apartment and get changed. I need to get out. I need to get out.
I pick up my phone. "Blaise, mate want to go out?"
"Sorry dude, I don't go that way" I hear Blaise laughing over the phone.
"Me either, I just need to go out. But hey if you are busy, ill just go get wasted by myself Bro"
"Ok ok, we'll go to that bar near where you live. I'll meet you there in five"
"Great see you soon" I close my phone and leave.
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"HEY Bro!, what's with the all of a sudden need to go out?"
"Blaise, hey I just needed to get out of the apartment." I look away from him... Because he was like a brother to me and knew me better than anyone else.
"Draco, what's up?"
I felt a hand on my shoulder as I gulped down another shot of vodka.
"Draco" I turn to look at him
"Yes?"
"Don't you 'yes' me"
I grin "Okay, let's just say, I got my time with a certain red head, and then lost her because I SUCK, and I tried to talk to her, but she wouldn't even open up the door to me. This sucks." I down another drink and wave my hand for another refill.
"Oh" Blaise sat down on the stool next to me at the bar.
"yeah 'oh'" I shake my head.
"Well, give it a few days"
I nod and downed another shot.
I don't know what to do. I think to myself. Let's see where my night takes me.
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Ginny's P.O.V
I can't sleep... I sigh It's been two days and I can't sleep...I need to write.
I get up and go to my bag, sliding out paper and pen. I walk towards a table and sit down.
I start to write...
Take time to realize,
That your warmth is.
Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.
[V2:]
Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
oh-oh I'm on your side ohh
But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.
[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.
[V3:]
It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.
[Chorus:]
If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other.
Just realize what I just realized then we'd be perfect for each other
If you just realize what I just realized we;d never have to wonder if we missed out on each other.
Oh
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now
Realize
Realize
Realize
(Realize – Colbie Caillat)
I stop. When did I conjure myself up a guitar? Must have been really into it...
I plae the guitar down as well as the paper and pen and walk towards my bed again and lay back thinking I wonder what Draco is doing...An instant after that I was asleep.
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A/N hey all i know, its been forever, dont shoot me. i had two chapters ready for this story on my USB and ut died on me. i was so upset cos it had my other stories on it too..but then again life goes on so i decided to just write something on the spot.a dn its nothing like it was before. its like completely different...i dont know why but it is. Okay so tell me what you think of it. just REVIEW and give me feedback. Please. :) ill be your friend hehe
its like...come to the darkside...we have COOKIES
lol okay please review. xoxoxo
Julie