A Yori x Kain Story:
But I'm a Freak
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Note to Princesa de la Luna: Thank you for reviewing again, you have reviewed for all my chapters so far, I am happy. ^__^ . Anyway, thanks again and I hope you enjoy this chapter. :"]
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Note to GypsyWanderer: Thanks for reviewing. I am glad you like my story so far. I know, there are barely any Kain/Sayori fan fictions; that's why I decided to write this one. Oh and by the way, in the next few chapters there will be a lot of focus on Kain and Yori. Just to let you know that it wont be completely boring, lol. ^__^
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Note to Mariin: Thanks for the review. I am glad you like my story and I hope you will like the rest of it too. ^__^ . Sorry it took me so long to update by the way but my internet got cut off the day I was going to post it up so I had to go a week without the internet, it was tragic, lol. Anyway, there was a mix up with the Internet providers but It's sorted out and I have the internet back now, so I can finally update. :"]
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Step 4:
Unnoticed Encounter
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Summary: It's Friday, the last day of classes before the annual three-day long weekend. Yori is having dreams about an unusual boy while Kain is having dreams of a mysterious girl. They are both out if it right now and so deep in their own thoughts of their dreams and meanings of them that they bump in to each other. What will happen now?
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Sorry it's a little late, I broke up with my boyfriend recently and I have been rather depressed and upset since. But my friends are planning to take me shopping to try to cheer me up. :"]
I was actually planning to post this chapter up a few days after the last one but I got caught up in reading a really good book to try to keep my mind distracted. It didn't really work though because then I got all depressed at the ending and forgot all about updating.
Has anyone else read Rumours by Anna Godbersen. I have to say I hate the ending, I cried so much I had to keep a tissue by me to wipe my tears away from my eyes so that I could actually read it. It was so sad. If I were Elizabeth, I would have killed myself. But I suppose it depends on your religious views, whether you think suicide is a sin or not, which at that time, someone in Elizabeth's position and upbringing would have considered it sinful and would have believed she would go to hell for it.
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Anyhoo, then when I was going to update it, almost two weeks ago now, we changed Internet providers but the dates got mixed up and we had a while without Internet to endure. I had no idea how much I use the Internet until it was gone, lol. Thankfully we have it back now because our new providers put it up for us, so I'm back and here is the new chapter of 'But I'm A Freak'.
I hope y'all like it. ^__^
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Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Knight (unfortunately) :"]
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Akatsuki Kain was usually a very calm, quiet and collected person, seemingly incapable of emotions and had never had anything bother him so much. But lately that hadn't been the case; he still couldn't get that girl out of his mind.
He hadn't slept a wink of sleep during the daytime so he was rather grumpy. He could have sworn that he recognised that girl from the other night. It had been on his mind, annoying him ever since.
He had seen her rescue Yuuki and when she turned back to drag her friend away he had caught a glimpse of the mysterious girl. That's what had started this all, as soon as he had seen her he knew that he knew her. He didn't know where from but she was definitely recognisable.
The first thing he took in about her with his enhanced vampire sight was that she was rather short and thin but still had all the right curves; her small hips, her slender waist. Then when he had brought himself out of his daze he had began to actually look at her in detail.
She had short honey coloured hair that looked incredibly soft and silky and her eyes were a lighter brown colour, they had been wide and she had looked incredibly cute and innocent that night, he had practically lost himself in them. Not to mention, she was amazingly naturally beautiful, for a human anyway.
Kain was sure that he had never seen anyone so beautiful like her in his life. But when he glimpsed her, something clicked in his mind as if pieces of a puzzle were fitting together, and they were telling him that he already knew her from somewhere. The trouble was, he just doesn't know where.
It was still troubling him and keeping his mind busy when it was time for class again.
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When the night class stepped out the gates they were bombarded by a horde of girls. But these weren't just any girls though; they were day class fan girls. Screaming day class fan girls.
For some reason the prefects weren't there. So the night class had to endure it and push through the crowd to get to class that night.
Kain completely ignored the screaming fan girls as he pushed through them and he searched frantically amongst the crowds for that one girl, the one that seemed to be haunting him. He was sure she would be among them.
But when he couldn't find her he sighed in defeat and became even more consumed with thoughts of her and how he must find her. He hadn't seen her in over a day now and for some reason it seemed too long for him to go without her.
Finally they had got to the school building at last, they had sacrificed Aidou to the girls so that they would be able to get inside the building; leaving him to be chased around campus for a while until he lost the girls and made it back to class. Usually Kain would go with him to keep him out of trouble, but tonight he was too consumed in his own thoughts of that girl to be bothered. This didn't go unnoticed by the other night class remembers and they all looked at him curiously, noticing that he had been very distant lately.
As they sat down at their desks the night class changed the subject away from Kain and began talking about why the prefects weren't there. Kain looked over to see that Kaname was deep in thought and not answering their queries. The pureblood was obviously intensely thinking, like he had been lately, so Kain decided to leave him alone.
Only Kain, Aidou and Kaname knew why Yuuki wasn't there to hold the girls back, but Kaname obviously didn't feel like talking about it to the others.
So Kain looked away from the pureblood leader and got back to his own thoughts again, just as his cousin, Hanabusa Aidou arrived.
Aidou sat next to him as usual and started telling him how mad he was with the prefects and him for that matter because he was his cousin and should have helped him out. When it came apparent that Kain wasn't listening to him he just huffed and started talking to Takuma sitting on his other side. They went in to deep discussion about the way Kain had been acting recently.
But Kain wasn't bothered by it, he didn't mind really; all he cared about was the girl.
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As Kain sat in class that night he constantly fidgeted in his seat and ignored the lessons; this was very unlike him and the others had noticed his strange behaviour even more by now.
But he wasn't bothered by their stares and whispers. There was only one thing that was on his mind; the girl, and he desperately needed to see her.
'But how did he know her and who was she'. He couldn't stop asking himself over and over as if it would make something about her resurface in his mind.
Finally classes were over and Kain went ahead of his cousin and got back to his dorm room quickly, to think deeply again.
He tried and tried to focus on her and make something in his mind click, he tried for hours, but he just couldn't remember where he had seen the beautiful girl before.
Finally sleep took him, he was exhausted from the lack of sleep and overworking his brain, and for the first time in over a year he had that dream again, the recurring dream of his, of the perfect girl. His perfect girl.
But what confused him was that now she was clearer than before and she looked a lot like the girl he glimpsed earlier. He wasn't sure if it was his imagination going crazy or if it was always a part of his bizarre and realistic dream.
But one thing was for sure, that night the mysterious girl haunted his dreams.
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At last it was Friday, just one more day of classes to endure till the weekend.
It was early in the morning, around five in the morning. Everyone was asleep in the day class dorms, except for Yuuki and Yori that is.
They had gotten up early so that Yuuki could go find Zero before classes that day.
Yuuki had skipped her prefect duties last night; she had been upset by what had happened at the headmaster's office and thanks to it she had had a very good night sleep and for once she felt well rested.
She was currently in the shower while Yori was getting their uniforms out and the things they needed for their day of classes left before the weekend.
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This wasn't just any weekend, this was their annual three-day weekend, they had it on the exact same date every year and it was something for the students of Cross Academy to look forward to before their exams started.
The main school building would be closed on Monday for the annual inspection, so the students had a choice of what they wanted to do for the three days. They could either go home or go in to town or just stay around school grounds, just as long as they followed the rules and stayed away from the main school building and the night class dorms for the weekend of course.
Yuuki and Yori had made plans to go in to town tomorrow and spend the other two days training Yori's powers.
Yori was anxious to get started so that her powers wouldn't hurt anyone anymore.
So she was restless and couldn't wait for the day of classes to end and for it to be the weekend at last; like everyone else.
Just as Yori had finished packing their bags and setting their uniforms out, Yuuki came out of the bathroom covered in her bathrobe. She had finished and now it was Yori's turn to use the bathroom while Yuuki got dressed.
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When Yori had finished having her shower and getting ready Yuuki was almost ready herself, she was just attaching her Artemis rod to her thigh and was about to leave when Yori called her back.
"Yuuki, are you sure you don't want me to come with you?" She asked her friend.
"I will be fine Yori, thanks anyway. I will see you in class, I promise not to be late, okay." Yuuki reassured her.
Yori nodded, still worried about her friend going to see Zero this early because it was still dark and the night class could still be out, so she didn't want her friend to go alone.
But before she could think about it anymore she heard Yuuki leave and she decided that Yuuki could probably handle herself in most situations anyway. After all, this life is what the headmaster had trained Yuuki for all these years.
So Yori finished getting ready for school and sat down on her bed, practising her language skills before the day started; it was early and she had at least two to three hours before she needed to get to class, were she would met Yuuki. She had no homework to do since she had already finished it so she didn't have much to keep her preoccupied.
Before her mind could be plagued with worry for her friend or she could even begin to start practising her English, Greek or French though, her thoughts became distracted on her restless nights sleep, she went over her dream again in her mind.
She had had the dream again, the one with the boy in it. She hadn't had it in a while, but since she had rescued Yuuki from those two night class guys the other night, it had clearly resurfaced and was haunting her every time she even closed her eyes or thought about it. Which was making it very hard for her to sleep or concentrate on anything else for that matter.
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Yuuki arrived at the headmasters living quarters about half an hour after she had left her dorm room. She had taken a slow walk, all the while thinking of a way to get Zero to let her in so that she could see if her suspicions were correct.
She suspected that he needed blood again and he had been depriving himself again so that he wouldn't hurt her. He had done this before, he had stayed away from her and skipped days off school to stay in his room where there was no one to tempt the vampire side within him.
Yuuki was very worried about Zero. At first when she had found out that he was a vampire she was scared of him, but then she saw what it was doing to him. He was still the same Zero, but he hated himself for what he had become and she couldn't fear him for that. She saw him as someone who needed her help and she refused to let him kill himself just because of what he now was. He wouldn't succeed while she was around.
She hated what it was doing to him; his body rejected the blood tablets too, which just made the conditions worse for him. So Yuuki had taken it upon herself to make Zero get his blood from her. She forced him drink her blood whenever he needed it because she knew that if he didn't have it he would become a crazed vampire and die a terrible death. She refused to let this happen to him and did all she could to prevent him from falling to being a level E.
She snapped out of her thoughts when she realised she was stood outside his door already. She didn't remember walking there; she had been so consumed by her worries for him that she hadn't been paying attention to where she was going.
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This was the moment of truth; she had to see why he hadn't been out of his room for the past few days.
If he was sick then she would look after him but if he needed her blood she would have to make him drink from her again, no matter how much he hated himself for it.
Yuuki knocked on his door waiting for an answer or a sign of movement from the other side.
Then she heard a shuffling noise and a voice. Zero opened his door slightly and looked out at her.
"Go away Yuuki" He practically moaned at her, his voice trembled because his throat was cracked and sore from the lack of blood he had drank recently. His fangs were already painfully scratching at his gums, wanting to be let loose to drink blood again.
He tried to pull away from the door and close it in her face but he couldn't find the strength to command his body to do so.
Her scent was overpowering for him and she knew it. But she wasn't about to leave before she got answers.
"No Zero, I will not leave, not until you truthfully tell me why I haven't seen you for days now. So, what's your excuse?" She demanded an answer from him as she stood there with her hands on her hips tapping her foot lightly and looking in to his eyes, awaiting an answer and she wasn't going to be patient about it either.
He knew what she wanted to know. She was asking him if he needed blood again or not.
His mind was screaming at him to close the door and leave Yuuki alone but his body was doing the opposite. He needed blood, desperately, so he gave in to his vampire cravings and opened the door and let her inside.
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As she entered, Yuuki immediately knew that he needed blood, she was sure of it now, his eyes were red and he was constantly glancing hungrily at her neck.
He closed the door behind them and began to step towards her, getting closer and closer to her and her sweet blood.
Suddenly he flung himself away from her, his rational self, breaking free of his vampire sides' hold on him again.
He stood on the other side of the room to her, trying not to look at her or smell her sweet sent, desperately trying not to pounce on her there and then and sink his fangs in to her delicious looking neck.
"Just as I thought, Zero you have been starving yourself again. You need my blood to live so stop being so stubborn and just accept that I will give you my blood whenever you need it." Yuuki stated, angry with him for doing this, but her tone was underlined with worry for him.
He couldn't take it as she stared at him with those big, deep brown eyes of hers that seemed to be filled with pain and emotion at the thought of him rather dying than drinking her blood, which she willingly gave him on a regular basis. Whether he wanted to or not she gave her blood to him and made him drink from her to stay alive.
"But Yuuki it's a sin. How can I keep making you do this, how can I keep hurting you. I don't want to." Zero argued
"Zero, you aren't making me do this, I am doing this of my own free will. We keep repeating this unforgivable act so that you can live, and that's all I care about. So just accept it already Zero and drink my blood." She told him as she took off her jacket, and unbuttoned the top buttons of her blouse so that it exposed her neck to him. Then she walked over to him. The closer she got to him the less control he had.
Finally he took in what she said, he could feel his control slipping away though as she was inches away from him now.
He knew it was wrong, but Yuuki wanted to do this for him and he knew he had to accept it sooner or later. His body was yelling sooner at him rather than later, it needed blood desperately.
Without another thought he looked up from the floor at her and grabbed her and pulled her towards him in one quick move.
He spun them around so that Yuuki's back was against his bedroom wall and he pushed her against it as he leant his body against hers.
Zero let his rational self go and the vampire in him took over.
He licked and nipped at Yuuki's neck and repeatedly kissed the spot he was about to drink from before he slowly sank his fangs in to her neck.
Yuuki tensed for a moment but almost instantly she was relaxed in his arms as he started sucking the blood from her neck.
It tasted so delicious to him as he gulped it down; how he had ever deprived himself of this sweet tasting blood for so long he didn't know. But now he realised that this would just keep happening unless he willingly let Yuuki give him her blood on a regular basis. After all, he couldn't hide from what he really was, no matter how much he tried to.
As he at last began to feel satisfied and full from her blood he felt her loosing strength, she became very weak so he wrapped his arms around her to support her when he withdrew his fangs from her neck and licked the wound clean of blood.
He had gotten better at the whole using his fangs and drinking blood thing, he no longer made a mess when he drank from Yuuki and he was always careful not to hurt her too much so that as long as she lay down for an hour or so before her classes she would be fine.
He couldn't stand doing this to Yuuki, but it was the only way to survive and despite what he wanted, Yuuki just wouldn't let him die, even as he felt his soul slipping away with each unforgivable vampire act he committed.
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Once he had finished cleaning her wound he pulled himself away from her to look at her.
She looked a little pale and was obviously weak because she was panting heavily, but that was to be expected after giving him so much blood.
He kept his strong arms around her and he lifted her up in to his arms gently and carried her to his bed where he lay her down, put a bandage over her wound and properly redressed her.
She was almost completely unconscious, her eyes fluttering closed by the time he had finished and he was about to leave her to sleep when she used the last of her strength to pull him down next to her.
"I didn't say you could leave yet Zero. Please stay here for a while, your so warm." She told him as she cuddled up to him.
He was shocked at first, but decided to let her have her way in return for what she had done for him.
So he settled down to the bed and he pulled Yuuki close and wrapped his arms around her, holding her tight against him as she slept peacefully.
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It was an hour before she woke up; Zero had fallen asleep too during that time.
So when Yuuki remembered what had happened and realised what was going on she vey carefully untangled herself from his arms and quietly and stealthily got up off the bed. She didn't want to wake him and decided to leave him to sleep for the day, he was clearly exhausted from the lack of blood over the past few days.
She was happy she could help him, but was also sad that all she could do was prolong his imminent death for a while with her blood.
She decided not to dwell on this sad thought as she went over to the mirror in his room and examined herself. She neatened out her uniform and tidied her bandage and hair.
Yuuki whispered her thanks to Zero for bandaging her neck up and she left him a quick scribbled note saying that she would be expecting to see him in class on Tuesday because she was too busy this weekend to see him much, and that she had missed him and would spend the day with him but she had to leave him and go to classes so he needn't worry about her.
She silently opened his door and stepped out in to the hallway, closing it gently behind her. She stood outside his room for a moment, listening, to make sure that she hadn't woken him up.
When she was satisfied that she hadn't and that he was still fast asleep, she crept along the hallways and made her way to the main school building for her day of classes.
When she caught sight of a clock she noticed that she had spent quite a while in Zero's room and she only had half an hour left till her first lesson started.
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Yuuki had rushed over to the main school building and had arrived just in time for her first class. She sat down next to Yori and told her friend that Zero was all right and that he would be in class on Tuesday for definite.
Yori didn't know about Zero being a vampire yet, and Yuuki had decided that it was Zero's secret to tell and unless it was absolutely necessary she wouldn't tell anyone and break her promise to him.
Yori was glad that Zero was okay and proceeded to discuss the upcoming three-day weekend with her friend before class was to start.
But when the teacher arrived everyone stopped talking about it; they were all excited about their annual three-day weekend and couldn't wait for the day to be over already.
Yuuki ignored the whispers about it around her as the lesson went on. She had lost a lot of blood after she had given it to Zero.
But after her rest she felt at least a little revived and actually quite restless now, like the other pupils were for the weekend to begin already.
As a result Yuuki was awake and alert during the whole day.
Yori assumed it was because of her good nights sleep last night and was glad to see her friend so active for once as they got on with their Friday lessons.
By the end of the day Yuuki had made notes in all her classes and actually understood a lot of it for once; she was well rested and could actually concentrate today.
Unlike Yori who still had her dream on her mind and wasn't paying much attention to the lessons at all.
Yuuki's teachers were amazed that she didn't sleep through her lessons today and everyone else seemed surprised that for once she didn't have any supplementary classes.
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As Yuuki and Yori were leaving their final class and were on their way back to their dorm room they talked. Yuuki had been worried about Yori today; she seemed to have something troubling her.
"Yori, is anything wrong? You seem a little distracted today." Yuuki asked her friend.
"Oh, sorry for worrying you Yuuki. No, I am all right. I just have that dream on my mind again; it has been racing through my mind since it reappeared to me the other night. I have no idea what it means, if anything. Its always just about a boy and the dream has become quite vague so it has been keeping my mind busy thinking about it all today." Yori informed her friend.
"Okay Yori. Well if you ever need some help deciphering it I'm here. I may not be good at it, but two people trying to solve it are better than one, right." Yuuki smiled at Yori.
"Thanks Yuuki, but for now I think I will try to make some sense out of the dream before really talking about it."
"All right, so what are we doing again this weekend Yori-chan" Yuuki asked excitedly, steering the topic away from Yori's dream which seemed to make her uncomfortable whenever they talked about it.
"Well, we are going in to town to do some shopping tomorrow and on Sunday and Monday we are going to practice different combat techniques against vampires and work on controlling my powers, remember."
"Oh yeah, that's right. Well tomorrow should be fun anyway and we really should start training your powers." Yuuki assured her friend.
"Are you doing your guardian duties tonight Yuuki?" Yori asked.
"Yeah, but the night class classes are shorter tonight because it's the day before the three-day weekend and most of them are going home or away tonight. So I should be back by midnight latest tonight." Yuuki informed her friend.
"Okay, well I have to go now and do the homework we were set, I will go to the library to finish it tonight I think, it gets it out of the way for us to have a fun school free weekend. So I will see you in the morning Yuuki-chan." Yori smiled at her friend and waved as she hurried off to the library, leaving Yuuki to go do her prefect duties.
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Yuuki stood still and watched Yori head towards the library and then when she was satisfied her friend was all right Yuuki walked away in the direction of her dorm room.
When she got back to the day class girls' dorm there were a lot of girls milling around and talking excitedly about what they were all going to do this weekend.
From what Yuuki heard as she passed them, most people were going home to see their families; Yuuki sighed at the thought of having a family and home to go home to, since her and Yori didn't have proper families to go home to they would have to stay here.
No that she didn't like it at cross academy its just that it got a bit boring and repetitive with all the vampires sometimes; she wished that she could go away on holiday. Then she remembered Yori's promise to her that she could go home with her to her foster parent's house during the next major holidays. At first she was elated at the idea, but the feeling quickly disappeared at the realisation that she couldn't go away and leave Zero here alone, without blood, so Yuuki made a mental note to herself to talk to Yori about it later.
She walked past all the chattering girls and up the staircase. When she got to her dorm room she swung her bag down on her desk and put her prefect armband on, ready to go do her guardian duties for the night, as usual.
But before she went in to serious guardian mode she giggled at the thought of how they did without her last night and she was sure Aidou would be extremely mad at her.
Yuuki couldn't wait to see them now, so she rushed out of her dorm room and to the night dorms to start her prefect duties.
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Meanwhile Yori was in the school library finishing her homework.
The night classes had already started and she wasn't supposed to be there after dark.
But she was out of the way where she was so she had no worries that any vampires would come across her.
She quickly finished off her homework and even did Yuuki's for her just this once so that they could have a weekend without schoolwork.
As soon as she was finished she realised that it was actually quite late, it was past eleven at night now.
So she gathered everything up in to her bag, slung it over her shoulder and rushed back in the direction of her dorm to get some sleep before going shopping tomorrow.
She was just passing the night dorms on her way back when she bumped in to someone wearing a white cross academy uniform.
'How do they keep their uniforms so clean' Yori wonders to herself before snapping out of her daze and realising that she just ran in to a vampire. She mumbled an apology without looking up and rushed away hoping that they wouldn't go after her.
When she arrived at her dorm room at last, she was relieved. She wasn't scared of vampires she just didn't like them much, so she was glad she didn't have to pretend not to know their secret and be nice to them like everyone else was.
Thinking about the vampires just led her to her past and the dream she keeps having so she quickly decided to forget about it, since nothing happened anyway. So Yori emptied her bag on her desk and went to bed at last.
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Little did she know that the vampire she was so bothered about moments earlier was actually the guy who had seen her the other night.
She had bumped in to Akatsuki Kain.
But he had been in too much of a daze about the mysterious girl on his mind to even look up or notice her.
If he had bothered to notice her then he would have seen the girl from his dreams standing right in front of him.
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Well, that was chapter 4 of 'But I'm A Freak'.
I hope it was all right; sorry it was a bit boring by the way.
Okay, I have to go to the Doctors now so just a quick message:
I am starting to have Kain and Yori decipher their dream memories now so in the next few chapters there will be a lot more Yori x Kain. :"]
Also, there will be another chapter up soon, within a week; I already have most of it written.
In the next few chapters the story starts to progress more and hopefully it will be a lot better and more interesting than it is now.
Anyhoo, thanks for reading and please review. ^__^
…Anie