Hello everybody... so... I decided that I will update today.. because of the new year so XD Everyboy HAPPY NEW YEAR ^^
Pairings: Bryan x Kai, Tala x Kai, Rei x Kai (a bit…)
Warnings: Yaoi – boy x boy relationship.
Disclaimer: don't own.
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~~* Lost Past - chapter two*~ ~
Kai groaned and slowly opened his eyes, blinking when an unfamiliar room came to his view.
"What the hell…?" Kai groaned and tried to set up just to groan and fall back down when his head began to hurt and his vision blurred.
"Fuck…" He mumbled and closed his eyes. Fuck… He could never hold his liquor and from the headache… he drank pretty much. His eyes snapped opened when he felt an arm on his waist bringing him closer to something soft and warm,… a person.
"The fuck?!" Kai yelled, eyes wide and watched as the second persons eyes blinked before the emeralds focused on him.
"Finally awake?" Cold voice asked making Kai blink again. It felt… strangely familiar. He blinked once again before glaring.
"Where the hell am I?" He asked pushing away from the gray haired teen. "And who the fuck are you?!"
Bryan would blink surprised, when he realized how he held that boy, but seeing that it wasn't a part of his character, he just lifted his eyebrow.
"You don't remember?"
A bad feeling settled in the back of Kai's mind.
"Remember…what?" He jumped out of the bed glaring at the half naked teen. He sure didn't… did he?!
Bryan's eyebrow almost disappeared in his hair as he watched the boy, his frantic movements.
"The pub, you getting drunk, fainting." He spelled it for the boy and waited for Kai's reaction. Boy's behavior was kind of funny in Bryan's opinion.
Kai felt a rock being lifted from his heart. Oh, so he fainted.. .that was good, right? Yeah… of course… but, how did he end in this man's bed?!
Bryan watched how the boy calmed down… and then how his glare returned almost in next second. What was wrong with this guy? He blinked when the glare of red eyes felt familiar… 'Just like Alexander.' His mind whispered and he focused on the boy again. .. Really weird how he reminded him on Alexander…
"How did I get here? And why?" Kai asked in cold voice.
Bryan lifted an eyebrow. He wouldn't expect such a tone from somebody who should be thanking him on their knees. So… he'll make him regret it, he grinned devilishly.
"I carried you… sweetie."
It was really funny how the boy's eyes widened. It was also funny when the boy gulped down and all of boy's blood withered from his face so it stayed white as a sheet of paper… what wasn't so funny though, was when the boy flung himself at Bryan, his fist raised and the words 'you bastard!' left his mouth. Bryan dodged in last minute, but he still could feel how Kai's fist missed his cheek just for few inches… and he was sure that if it would hit him… it would hurt pretty much. Deciding that he didn't want to take risks, he jumped from the bed and behind the boy and catching his hands, swirling them behind Kai's back he pressed boy's face and torso to sheets on the bed and pressed his knee on Kai's lower back.
Kai tried to get from under Bryan, but seeing that it didn't help – and he needed to gain his strength back, he just lay and puffed and glared.
"You… fucking…bastard." He growled (and tried NOT to think the position they were inX3)
Bryan lifted eyebrow… all this just for a little joke… He rolled his eyes and gave the boy a little push.
"Stop fighting… It was a JOKE, so now I'll let you up, and you'll be calm enough as not to make me push you down again, deal?" The boy seemed to have some bitter answer saved for him, but then he slowly nodded his head. And Bryan sighed, good… at least this wasn't some mental… hopefully. Letting go of the boy Bryan watched as Kai quickly turned and pushed away from him, still glaring. Well…. Ok, maybe he WAS mental…
"Calm down…"
Kai's eyes twitched…. What the hell?! The man was PRESSING HIM to the bed and now he DARES to tell him to be CALM?!
"So what happened?!" He yelled but took a few steps back… just in case the man would try to push him down again… better safe than sorry, right? Yeah…
Bryan fought the urge to roll his eyes. NO, this boy COULDN'T stay calm if one asked him nicely…
"What I said… I carried you," seeing the boy opening his mouth he quickly added. "But NOTHING happen. Nothing." He watched as boy's eyes narrowed, but then he nodded…
"I don't sleep with stupid children anyway…" He mumbled and actually didn't care if Kai heard him or not… but… he WAS a bit thankful that it seemed as if he didn't. Suddenly a thought hit him and he looked at the boy again.
"So you're gay?" It was more of a statement than a question, but he waited for the answer – any reaction any way. And it came…
Kai sputtered and stepped back again.
"WHAT?! NO!" Where the hell was he? He was in some MAN'S bed and the same MAN asked him if he was GAY….should that be some weird new pick up line?! Well… that was a nightmare coming true, right?
"… Ok, ok…. I just… the first thing that came to your mind was we were fucking, right? Funny, seeing that you're not gay… or bi…"
Kai's eyebrow twitched again, when he saw the smirk on man's face…
"You fucking-"
"Bastard… yeah, we heard that already…. "Two pairs of eyes, one wide and one bored, turned to the door, where one sleepy redhead was standing.
"So could you be a little quieter? Go fuck or whatever -...Wait… you wouldn't be quiet then… I don't know, go play Go, just be the hell quiet!" He glared before slamming the door closed with a loud 'thud'.
Kai blinked speechless, before looking at Bryan and feeling his knees giving up he sat down on a bed… Well… this man with that redheaded MADman probably lived together… he HAD to have something to say right?!
Bryan grinned when he noticed that Kai was FINNALLY so shocked that he couldn't say a word… He was thinking about leaving it like that and just walking to the kitchen to make some breakfast, but then he looked closer on the boy who sat down on the bed sometime between his thoughts and looked like a lost child. Sighing he shook his head and caught Kai's hand to pull him to the kitchen with him. He was scrawny anyway; he can use something good to eat. He blinked, surprised when the boy didn't say anything and let himself be pulled; taking pity on him he sat him down on the chair and grinned.
"Don't mind Tala… He's a little fucked up… especially if you wake him up in the morning; and seeing he came without gel all over his hair, we probably did." His words didn't make the boy laugh, chuckle and not even smile, as he hoped they will, but he seemed to relax a bit more, which was good… at least Bryan hoped. He put a cup of tea in front of Kai and gave a little smile… and the boy took the cup, eyeing it suspiciously at first, and then sipping from it. He probably decided that it wasn't poisoned and maybe it was even good, as he didn't sip next time, but drank normally. He didn't say 'thanks'… and it wasn't as if Bryan awaited it from him… He seemed…. 'Fucked up' yesterday… just like them… Bryan grinned and then with his next thought he looked at the boy again. When they got to the pub he seemed fucked up… just like now. But when he was drunk Kai was… cute, for lack of a better word.
"Why the hell, are you looking at me like that?!"
A voice interrupted his thoughts and he blinked noticing that all this while he was… staring at Kai…
Back to normal, I see…
"Nothing… just wondering how someone THIS stupid, going alone to a pub, getting himself drunk and being all nice and 'purr-y' could live so long… I thought you would be in some dark alley bleeding and dieing already."
That made the boy glare again and Bryan smirked… At least SOME reaction… not that lost being from before.
"Hmpf. I CAN take care for myself, thank you very much. I'm not a child anymore."
Now… that was another good reaction, and Bryan's smirk became even wider as he decided to get more.
"Are you sure? Well… you seem like a child to me with that innocent face of yours."
Bryan blinked, when the boy blushed… Well… blushing … that was… new, right? And… still good?
"Go fuck yourself."
… probably not.
Bryan rolled his eyes and sat down next to Kai.
"Well… as funny, nice, charming and whatever else that your reactions are… I'm not trying to get on your bad side." I'll leave that to Tala.
"Oh… don't worry…" It was Kai who smirked this time, a little devilish smirk.
"Don't worry," He repeated, "You're there already."
Bryan almost chocked on his tea, when he looked at Kai… … Nice… really nice. When the hell did he get himself together?!
Kai's smirk didn't leave his face.
"Now… we're even." He said making Bryan blink again… was this some stupid game of Kai's? It seemed so… definitely. But… Bryan had to grin and his hand naturally reached to mess Kai's hair.
"Whatever."
Only Kai's wide eyes made him realize his actions.
"… sorry.. a habit." He mumbled before turning to his tea again… well… he didn't lie… it was a habit. But a habit that died a long time ago… when Alexander left them. He used to mess up Alexander's hair always after they pranked somebody – or each other, or when he was apologizing or… well… thinking about that… he was messing up Alexander's hair pretty often… And the thought made him think about what does Alexander's hair looks as now… it has probably some weird shape, like Kai's here… lol.
"You're staring weirdly again." Yeah… again…
"Sorry…." Bryan mumbled before standing up and opening the fridge.
"What do you want to eat?" He asked Kai before rummaging through all the meal… and frowning at something green… that shouldn't be green in his opinion. He took a fork and slowly poked the thing to see if it was alive or not – it sure seemed that it WAS – and when he didn't get any reaction, he quickly caught it with two fingers and threw it away before the thing decided that it was alive indeed and would want to bite him, before throwing a look at Kai… and the boy was grinning.
"Hopefully nothing from here… Seeing that everything here's … ALIVE."
Bryan glared… and almost pouted. That WASN'T nice… the kitchen was his sacred place… and alive wasn't EVERYTHING… just the things Tala was touching… how come Bryan's not somewhere for few moments and everything turns out like this?
"Not funny." He glared harder… making Kai's grin widen…
"Whatever."
Bryan glared even harder… The boy was pissing him off… well, he wasn't but that was still NOT nice… saying something like that about his KITCHEN.
"Give me a break." He groaned and decided to make just simple sandwiches… Figuring out that no one actually could be allergic to them… right? Yeah. So he turned and prepared some ignoring the feeling of being watched. Well he actually WAS being watched, but hell like he'd care. Quickly he put one of the plates in front of Kai and the second in front of himself, while sitting down.
Kai blinked.
"I told you I don't want anything."
"You should eat, you're way to skinny." Bryan shrugged and looked the boy up and down. It was really true. The boy was way too skinny… and he didn't know why he cared.
Kai seemed like spitting something back, but then frowned and nodded slowly taking the sandwich and eating just a little tiny pit.
"Not poisoned." The older teen rolled his eyes, making the bluenette lift his eyebrow.
"Good to know."
The two teens sat and ate in silence, Kai looking at the older boy from the side of his eye. He didn't know why he was there and not even WHY the other boy helped him the last night… and he KNEW he should feel worried… but… he didn't. He was strangely calm, something that he wasn't even with his teammates. And another little why was nagging at the back of his mind…
… as did in Bryan's. Bryan didn't dare to look up, feeling boy's sight on him. He didn't know why he helped him yesterday in the first place, but… if he should decide to do it again, he would… probably. Heck he'd save anybody from Tala, right? Yeah…
Or not. That stupid little voice in his head whispered and Bryan growled… He knew it was right, seeing that he didn't care from anybody till yet… and it was enough people that he let under Tala, so.. WHY the hell did he have some mother complex now? He looked up at the teen and their eyes met – making Kai quickly look away and blush a bit. Bryan felt the urge to smile and he reached his arm to mess with Kai's hair when the door opened, revealing a pissed off redhead. Bryan just lifted his eyebrow, when the redhead glared.
"It's YOUR fault." The boy glared even harder when Bryan chuckled.
"What exactly? The fact that your hair looks like shit or that you woke up before lunch?"
Tala just growled.
Kai lifted his eyebrow before smiling innocently.
"Hey… can I pet your wolf please?" He grinned when Tala shot him a dirty look causing Bryan to grin… now the boy wasn't as bad as he thought. Maybe he could be even of some use?
"Hmm… I'll think about it." Bryan grinned at the gaping redhead and was enjoying the sigh of his long-time friend speechless as he didn't have the opportunity many times. Really… but it didn't last long as the redhead blinked and he probably began thinking normally again (HIS normally, mind you) seeing that he grinned.
"Really now? You two seem… hmmmm - casual in each others presence…" He shot a dirty smirk in Bryan's direction when Kai blinked – not really understanding what the redhead meant… well there was possibility that Kai didn't understand… but Bryan DID.. and very well.
"I'm not you, Tala." He growled, making the redhead grin again and wink at him.
"Not yet, lover boy, not yet."
Bryan just rolled his eyes. Really… he didn't need Tala's teasing from the early morning.
"Shut up, Tala."
Tala's grin just widened before he looked at the smallest boy.
"Hmm.. Kai was it?"
Kai lifted his eyebrow indifferently and looked up at the redhead.
"How the hell do you know my name?" He asked slowly in a cold voice…
…and when the redhead opened his mouth to answer, Bryan interrupted him.
"Trust me, you don't want to know."
Kai blinked stupidly at him but shrugged. From what he knew he could trust that one more than the madman… so… he took another bit from his sandwich.
Tala glared at Bryan before turning to Kai once more.
"Sooo… what are you doing in-" He glanced up at the kitchen clock, "Hm.. few hours, love?" He was grinning from ear to ear… He told Bryan yesterday to invite this beauty to their concert, right? And Tala didn't think that Bryan did so… so he decided to help him out a little there, but was only rewarded by Kai shooting him a glare, before the boy looked at the clock himself and gasped in surprise.
Kai blinked… damn. It was just a few hours before that band's concert… and he wasn't at the hotel the whole night… damn… he really didn't feel like having that Hi-bitch, or whatever was her name, (meaning Tyson's girlfriend) screaming his ears off… and to that all he'll have to face mad Rei… again… damn. He stood up, quickly walking to the doors, having two others teens following him – after they came through the first shock.
"Where are you going?" Tala asked blinking.
"Away…" Kai growled putting his boots on, before opening the door and hesitating for a second… He turned; shot the two teens a little smile.
"Thanks I guess…" He mumbled before running out, trying to catch a taxi… Rei will really bit his head off… damn…
Bryan shrugged and closed the still opened door before turning and coming face to face with shocked redhead… He lifted an eyebrow before waving his hand in front of Tala's face.
"Hey… anybody home?"
Tala didn't blink, but he looked up in Bryan's eyes slowly…
"I… he… had the pendant." When Bryan frowned, not really understanding he added. "Wolf's pendant…"
Bryan blinked.
"Huh?"
The redhead caught Bryan's arm.
"He had THAT Wolf's pendant… the one I gave to Alexander."
Bryan's eyes widened before he slowly shook his head.
"That is not possible, Tala. How can you know it was that one? He probably just bought one that looked like it." He shrugged before walking to the kitchen to finish his sandwich…
…and was followed by one distressed redhead.
"I'm saying you, Bryan, it was THAT one. I'm sure."
Bryan rolled his eyes. "How can you be so sure?"
"Damn it, Bryan!" Redhead's fist painfully connected with the wall. "I DO recognize that pendant, okay?! I KNOW that one was mine!"
Bryan frowned, before slowly shaking his head.
"Kai is NOT Alexander… He can't be… He didn't recognize us, did he?" He asked making the redhead frown and bit his lip, before slowly shaking his head.
"But… what if something happened to him? I mean… could he forget us?"
Bryan blinked… before sighing.
"We should go prepare for the show…"
***
Kai thankfully caught the taxi and quickly told the driver the street where his hotel was, before pulling out his cell and turning it on… Why did he turn it off, he didn't know…
As soon as the thing was running, the sound of SMS was heard… a few times and Kai almost whined… before he opened the first one.
You have 13 missed calls from the number 0903 ### ###
Kai sighed… Damn… Rei's. He quickly opened the next one.
22:35
Kai? Where are u? I tried calling u on ur cell, but it's obviously turned off. U know u promised to be here with us, right? Well.. call me as soon as u'll get this.
… Again Rei… and the next one…
01:45
Where are u?! It's not funny anymore, Kai! U promised! I'm waiting for u and don't u dare not to come! I have enough!
… and the last one… Rei as well.
02:02
I'm sorry, Kai… I'm just worried about u, u know… Please call me when u'll get this, okay? … Love u.
Kai bit his lip at this one… He didn't know to make Rei worried; he just didn't want to meet the others. Kai sighed and closed his eyes… feeling really bad. He and Rei were lovers for half a year now… well… not really lovers as they didn't get further than the hot kisses, seeing that Kai was still underage and a bit afraid of that relationship – well he was actually pretty scared of it, but he would never admit that – and Rei decided to give him time… as much as he'll need. And Kai was thankful for that.
"So you're gay?"
"WHAT?! NO!"
"… Ok, ok…. I just… the first thing that came to your mind was we were fucking, right? Funny, seeing that you're not gay… or bi…"
"You fucking-"
"Bastard… yeah, we heard that already…. "
Kai's eyes snapped opened as he remembered the conversation. He wasn't gay… He was more of bi, but he didn't plan to tell that to some stranger – not mentioning that he was lying in that's man bed.
He sighed once again and when the car stopped he pulled some cash and handed it to the driver, getting out and not really waiting for the change. And from the look of it, it was pretty big one as the driver smiled widely and drown off before Kai could change his mind – not that he was going to do that.
Kai sighed as he got into his apartment and fell face down on his bed, before looking at the clock on his bedside table. Few hours… he wasn't going to call Rei… not know. The nekojin could use some time to not be so angry… and they'll meet at the concert. And… Kai was feeling too damn guilty.
He turned around on his back and blinked when he noticed his pendant. Normally he wore it under his clothes and he was surprised to find it out. It moved probably when he was putting his boots on… He shrugged and brushed his fingers over the little wolf. He didn't remember when or where he got it, but he couldn't put it down, he liked it. Rei asked him about it before, but Kai just shrugged. He turned it around and brushed his hand over the crawled 'BTA'. Funny…
He sighed before closing his eyes once again. He could sleep for an hour or so and then he'll take a shower and will get ready for a concert…
Kai woke up with a start and looked around… He wasn't sure what woke him, he had that dream about soft and hot touches and he blinked blushing, when he remembered where exactly did the person touch him. He didn't know who the person was, he just felt the heat seeping from his body and he flushed even harder. He didn't dream dreams like this before, he was sure… Taking a deep breath he stood up slowly and looked at the clock next to his bed and swore. Damn, it was left only three hours till the concert and Kai swore again as he picked up his cell and called for the car. Putting the went take a shower – COLD shower, mind you and then quickly dressed in his usual attire – his purple loose pants, sleeveless shirt and black vest with his beloved white scarf. He walked to the bathroom and reached for his body paint, thinking about why he didn't have it on last night… actually he knew why… there were too much fans on the airport and without the paint there was a slight chance that they won't recognize him… they did.
Kai growled as he carefully painted two triangles on each of his cheeks and finally content with his looks he smirked and got out of the apartment, just in time to see his car – actually it was a limousine, but that wasn't that important in that moment – stop in front of his hotel.
When the driver rushed out to open the back doors to Kai, Kai 'hn-ed' and glared sitting back. The man shook as he ran back to his place and smiled at Kai's reflection in the back mirror.
"Where to, master?"
Kai growled… he wasn't really glad when they called him 'master' – they reminded him of his status or more exactly of the fact WHO his grandfather was. He glared harder.
"To the Demolition show." His eyes turned towards the window as he reached to press the button that causes the dark screen to separate the driver from the passengers in the back to slip up and he sighed. He wouldn't go anywhere if he didn't promise that to Rei… and he didn't want to disappoint the dark – haired teen again. He sighed again, pressing his forehead against the cool glass and closed his eyes. Just to open them again a few moments later when the car stopped. Kai frowned and when the car didn't move for quiet a while he pushed the one button again.
"What the hell is going on?" He asked coldly, glaring at the driver who shook like a leaf in the wind.
"I-I… a car had an accident and I think we should help and-"
Kai glared harder. "We shouldn't. Go on."
"But master-"
"Shut up and-" Kai stopped suddenly when he noticed four teens standing around a car. Four boys from who he two knew… He blinked and slowly opened his door ignoring the faint 'master?' from the driver.
***
So… that's for the second chapter.. in next one.. there is going to be more of Tala x Kai stuff Liked it? Not? Please review.… See ya^^
Gemi