A/N: I feel really bad about keeping this story from being updated for so long, so I am giving you a bonus chapter of sorts, to see into the twisted mind of Renessmee. Thank you to my beta, twilight22lover.
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight. *Sob*
Nessie POV
It has been two days since that she-wolf fainted, and since my life has taken a turn for the worse…
I never liked Leah.
She never liked me.
We never really talked since that one time when I was a baby, and she rejected my means of communicating with her.
After that, I stopped trying to be nice to her.
I never really noticed she was there.
All of the attention was focused on me anyways. I didn't really care if she was there or not.
Until recently, when she-bitch stole my thunder, and my imprint.
I noticed that Jacob was becoming more and more distant from me, and he hung out more with Leah.
It didn't really bother me until he started talking about her every time he came around me.
She turned into the only thing he would talk about!
It was really frustrating, because all we used to talk about was me, and now she was pushing me out.
I can tell that he loves her.
His eyes light up whenever he talks about her, or when she walks in the room.
He is always really happy when she is around, and when she leaves to go on patrols, he gets more reserved from me than usual.
That bothers me, because he used to be so attached to me.
He would follow me around like a puppy, and I loved the attention.
It's not like he meant anything to me though.
I have Nahuel to go to when I want something that resembles a relationship.
I love him.
I want to spend the rest of my life with Nahuel.
I don't care about Jacob.
I don't need him.
I just like the attention he gives me, and Mom and Daddy talk about how I am supposed to end up with Jacob in the end, and how he is the one for me, but I don't believe them.
I want Nahuel.
Nahuel treats me like a woman, not a baby, like the rest of them do.
He lets me do things on my own, yet is still a gentleman.
He is so much better than Jacob.
I don't want to be Jacob's imprint.
I will never love Jacob, but I don't let anyone know that.
I don't think about Nahuel around the house, in case Daddy hears my thoughts.
No one knows that I am seeing Nahuel.
He wants to come out with our relationship, but I keep putting it off.
I was contemplating coming out with our relationship in a short time, but then Leah had to go get knocked up by my imprint.
That was my job!
Not that I wanted it, but still.
Now, everyone is doting on Leah, because she fainted, and started leaking blood.
I say big deal.
She wasn't leaking enough blood in my opinion.
She didn't die from it, and neither did the babies.
What a shame.
That would have saved me a lot of trouble.
But since they survived whatever happened, I have to lie to my family, and maintain a relationship with that dog.
Of course, I always have Nahuel on the side.
Not that anyone knows about that, and that is how I intend for it to stay, until Jacob and Leah are dealt with properly, of course.
I just need them and their children out of the picture desperately.
It will only be a matter of time, seeing as how I set my plan into motion two days ago.
Now, laying here with my love, with my imprint a fair distance away sitting with the she-wolf that is carrying his puppies, I make my game-plan.
A/N: Okay, Nessie is the main villain of the story, but she is developing her character at this point. She is only thirteen, mind you. Don't hate her too much just yet. This is merely teenage adolescence and jealousy talking at this point. There will be plenty of time to hate her later.
