Marie and BJ
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It wasn't something Marie could deal with.
Really. She didn't now how to deal with it. Everything seemed to be broken…everything was just so real. Joe was there, and then he wasn't and he wouldn't be there again. And she just couldn't UNDERSTAND!
How was she going to get through it? Through the truth of it all…she was never going to see BJ again.
And it was like she had been blind and she'd finally opened her eyes and seen the sick lies that were reality. That someone could be sitting there, a mug of coffee in one hand and laughing until they cried, and then in the next moment they could just be gone. Dead. Absolutely disappeared from everyone forever.
Marie didn't see how that was any fair.
How could Death be so selfish as to take loved ones away at any time? Like a casual visit except the people he visits won't be visiting anyone else.
Maybe Marie needed a visit from Death.
Her puffy, red eyes rolled over to the medicine cabinet. Sleeping pills.
And then over to the bathroom. Shaving razors.
That thought crossed her mind and she stared at her ceiling in wonder. What it could be like. Would she see Joe again? Would she see her grandparents? Would it be in the clouds, floating above the world and looking after the people that she loved? Would she have big, fluffy, angel wings on her back like Maka's soul?
Marie thought about Shibusen.
And the tears came again. All those amazing kids. They were all so talented and cute and handsome and beautiful and great…
The ideas before were driven away fast.
How could she think that?! How could she think of ending her life when she has all these kids to live for? Not just the kids, the people around her too. Stein, Yume, Spirit and more. Even if BJ wasn't there with them and she missed him so terribly she felt like there was no other way to get rid of the pain except ending it all. Those kids and the people around her kept her living.
Marie missed him.
And she was going to for awhile. She didn't even know when the crying would stop…but she was sure now that one day, she and Joe would meet again.
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AN: Greetings.
Hmm….that didn't seem like it was very good. Hahaha. But I hope you liked it, no less.
I'd like to thank Writer of Whispers for being my first reviewer! Thank you! :3 I'll update…probably tonight if I want to write up one that I like. Hee hee. Review, yeah? It makes me more inspired to write when I have feedback! Thank you for reading everyone! :)