I know this is back tracking sorry but I thought you might want to know what Edward was thinking when he meet Aiden even though I know you want to see what Edward and Bella talk about and what they decide for little Aiden on how he would spend time with Edward or if he even would be able to and if Bella and Edward would get back together but I was thinking of maybe writing Aiden's point of view on this whole thing as a last chapter when this is all done tell me what you think please : ) thanks- Danielle (hope you enjoy)

Epov

In the hour since Bella had left my house I called Alice to see if she could see where Bella lived so I could go talk to her she kind of scared me when she left she looked so scared and she was so determined to leave at that minute and get home I had to find out why it took me a while to talk Alice into telling me where Bella was

"she wouldn't want you visiting her Edward"

"why Alice what's going on she left in such a hurry she scared me I need to know she's alright, please Alice you know I'll kill myself if something happens to her"

"Edward calm down she's fine she just wouldn't want you visiting her ok"

"Alice" I growled at her this conversation had been going on like this for 45 minutes and I was gonna find out where my Bella was and make sure she was ok

"Alice honey you already said she made up her mind to tell him and he's not giving up just tell him so this whole thing can get sorted out it's not just for there sake it's for…..damn I'm sorry Alice I forgot he could hear me your really hurting me let go please I'm sorry oowwww" I heard Jasper whine hoping that his words would convince Alice

"fine Edward whatever I guess if she already decided" and with that she gave me Bella address and I was standing in front of her door 5 minutes later I rang the door bell a stood there waiting for my love to answer that door but instead when the door flug open only seconds after I had rang the door bell it was not my Bella who answered the door but a little boy at first when the door opened I stood straight up thinking it would be Bella but I saw nothing 'but someone had to have opened the door I told myself' and then I looked down the little boy was already looking up at me with shock and awe on his face which I quickly came to realize was a mirror of what I must look like partly because I was sure I had the same expression and because he looked exactly like me then things started clicking in my head like a puzzle begging put together Bella had left in a hurry so she could get back to our son Jasper had been saying Bella and I talking things over would be best but not only for me and Bella(but then he got interrupted by the annoying Alice who didn't let him finish who it would be best for) and I realized he meant it would be better for our son.. my son.. to know his dad and get this all sorted out before it could hurt him more I knew he would be hurt and confused seeing the rest of the children at school with their fathers and wondering why I wasn't there for him and the best part of it was not only was he my Bella's' (and I have to admit that even if he wasn't mine he was still my Bella's and I would love him as if he were mine just because he was hers) but he was mine also…ours…our child….I liked how that sounded….I bent down in front of my son and said "where's your mother" knowing that I need to talk to her I wanted them in my life.. they are my life.. I knew Bella still cared about me but I also knew that even if she made the decision that she didn't want to be with me I still wanted to be a part of my sons life I never wanted him to be with out a father again I would always be there for him and I would try to convince Bella of this even if she didn't want to hear it I made up my mind that I could handle her saying she didn't want to be with me but I could not handle it if she told me she didn't want me around my son.. our son….. just then my son yelled

"mommy come look" I still stared at him in amazement

He ran and jumped into Bella's arms as she walked up staring at me judging my reaction to all this making sure it was safe

"mommy he looks just like me" he said in amazement and wonder I kind of laughed to myself and corrected him in my head 'actually you look like me cause I'm your daddy and I will always be there for you your mine and nothing can change that' I didn't say this out loud for fear of how he would react to it and then I thought of how much love I felt for him and how much I wanted to be there for him and though of how strange it was to feel this way just after looking at him but I guessed it had to do with how much I cared for Bella and because he was ours then suddenly I watched something click in his little head and his face lit up and he began to yell as he jumped out of Bella's arms and toward me

"you're my daddy , daddy, daddy, daddy" he yelled jumping into my arms wrapping his little arms around my neck and burring his face into my chest

"yes it looks like I am" I told him not knowing what to say to him

I was too caught up in my own thoughts to think about reading his before but now seemed like the perfect time

'wow I've never had a daddy before I saw all the other kids playing with their daddy's and it looks fun I wonder if he'll like me I guess I kinda just jumped on him I hope he's not mad at me I wonder if mommy's mad cause I jumped on him'

With that I leaned my head against his and started kissing it I could tell by his thoughts he's smart and I was so happy to be holding him and just like him I hoped Bella isn't mad about it

Then he looked up at me excitement in his eyes and said "I've never had a daddy before will you play with me and tuck me in at night and kiss my scrapes to make them better like mommy does?"

I knew what he wanted he wanted me to be there for him as much as I wanted to be there for him and I knew that if I told him I would be it would not scare him but make him happy so I said "of course I will son I'm always gonna be there for you"

He smiled at this as I knew he would he was happy to hear this and then he burred his face back into my chest and I could tell he was tired so it was time for my talk with Bella and I looked back up at her staring watching all the events unfold and smiled 'it's now or never if I want time with my son I need to talk this over with Bella I need to see how she feels about this, if she even wants to be with me still, and I have a bunch of questions? What's my son's name anyway I'm pretty sure it's Edward III but she could have chosen something else I mean that was a long time ago when she told me that what she wanted to name our son if we had one and I was sure she would name him Aiden when I had suggested that name she turned it down in disgust and I never brought it up again even though I really do like that name she still didn't say anything and I saw I would need to start the conversation

"do you mind if I sit down and we talk for a while?"

"not at all" she said pointing to the couch which I then made my way over to still clinging to my son not wanting to let him go

I sat down and shifted my son so I could see Bella and her reactions and then I was getting mad that I didn't know his name all I could call him was "my son" he had a name after all I just didn't know it yet…it was time for answers and I think Bella realized this to but then I noticed that he was falling asleep and she was watching him I watched her the whole 5 minutes it took him to fall asleep trying to judge what she was thinking by her face tiring to see how she felt about this but when she looked up after he was asleep if was time for answers I couldn't wait anymore

"we need to talk" I said trying to hide my anger for not knowing anything about my son or even his existence until now and my nervousness and excitement for the answers to the questions I desperately needed to know

"yes it seems we do"