I sat on my bed, looking at the book I had in front of me. I breathed in and closed the book. Why does it matter? The man who loves me, and I may love back, is leaving me hurt. I had to do something. I took a piece of parchment and an ink.
What Can I Do?
Confront Draco
Tell Ron and Harry
Tell a teacher
Break up with Draco
Hope it ends
Leave
I scanned the list and went through again, crossing out the physically impossible.
What Can I Do?
Confront Draco- Yes
Tell Ron and Harry- NO
Tell a teacher- NO
Break up with Draco- NO NO NO
Hope it ends-NO
Leave-Yes
I guess you must be wondering, why can't you do those things? Well, If I told my friends, they may kill him. They would end up in trouble, and be sent to Askaban. If I told a teacher, then he would get in huge trouble. I love him, and he would hate me. I couldn't breakup with Draco, he was my everything. He loved me. He hurts me, but I guess that s what they mean when they say tough love. I couldn't wait any longer, something had to be done. The scars and bruises were covering my body. I couldn't think of doing the two left over, but they were the only realistic ones.
I heard a knock at the door.
I crumpled up the parchment and threw it under the bed.
"COME IN!" I yelled. I put on an old sweatshirt, and sat up. Ron's red long-sleeve t-shirt stuck out from behind the door.
"Hey 'Mione. " Ron said smiling. Oh My god. If Draco knew he was here, I'd be dead. I looked up at him and saw a look of concern coming over his face.
"Hello Ron. Are you ok?" I said sweetly. "Maybe you should go rest, you look tired." I said calmly, trying to get him out.
"I'm fine Hermione. It's you I worry about. I mean, you aren't eating, you don't care about school, you wear sluttish clothes, and you - you just- your not the Hermione I know and…" He stuttered. I looked at him and tried to guess the word.
"That you know and what?" I asked, in a whispered. He shook his head and looked at me.
"Nothing. Are you ok?" He brushed off my question.
"I'm fine Ron. I just- I'm- I don't want to be the nerd anymore." I lied. "Now, you must be going. You'll be in trouble if you aren't back in your room."
"I guess. And Hermione, your not that big of a nerd. You don't have to change yourself." He smiled and walked out the door. I blushed a bit. He would never know what was wrong.
I heard my door slam open, and someone stomping on the door.
Oh no. I'm so dead.
"You SLUT! I can't believe you! What were you doing up here with that poor hog?" Draco's voice boomed.
"I'm sorry Draco. He came to ask me for some potions notes. I-" I cried.
"Yea right. I thought I taught you a lesson." Then the violence began.
AUTHORS NOTE:
Hey people! Sorry I haven't posted in like forever, but I have some reasons:
1. I'm very sensitive about what people think. I got a review from a person whose name will not be mentioned. The review called this story unoriginal and insulted it in other ways. I know this story isn't that great, but I'm just starting "Fanfictions" so I had to start small. I said I would quit writing it, and told my fan fiction and real-life buddy EvenABrokenDiamondShines (go check out her stories) about it. She finally read my story, and said it was good. She gave me a confidence boost and got me writing and thinking about it again.
2. I'm in the process of moving to Baltimore Maryland. We sold our house, and have been looking for one. While looking, people like appraisers, inspectors and others have been coming to check out everything, so I have to get out of my house a lot.
3. It's the end of the school year (almost) and I had a billion projects, test ,and papers due. I've been working hard on getting good grades and stuff, so I've been mad busy. I'm a nerd, and I take school as a top priority, so I've been really busy.
4. I have a thing and have been working on that story. If you wanna check it out, I have the same PenName on both of the websites.
To those who have been my fans throught my whole 2 chapters, I hope you like this story! Thank you for reading!!!!!! :D