XI

NEW POST from Crazy. Betty. Page*…………………………..……………………………………………05:58 hs

Location: The bus

Mood: Sleepy

Music: The sounds of the road.

It's been forever and a year since I last post! And oh so many things had happened in that time.

For example, I've been in Manchester, Bolton, Preston, Lancaster, Kendall, Carlisle and Moffat. Can you believe it? So many places in like… two weeks? I think it was less than that…

Oh, well…

For all of you who care, I'm completely recovered of my feet –I can´t say the same about my mind, but that doesn´t have cure- and I'm able to jump, run, and dance as much as I love to! I was almost like high on freedom the first time I was able to go out.

And now it doesn´t even hurt like the first week after I started walking.

The tour is great. Even when I wasn´t sure at first, I'm falling in love with traveling now, and I know I'm going to miss every single one of the people involved in the tour. Like, really, really miss them. It's so not going to be the same wake up in my bed –that, alone, would be a great thing to get use to- without hearing Mikey's voice complaining or just being mean and waking me up... or have dinner on a still table with proper food. I'm going to miss the sight of my window. I'm going to miss the boys! And M and G, of course, because they're great.

Wondering where am I right now?

As you can tell if you read my LOCATION, I'm on the bus. Just some hours ago we left Moffat, and we have a whole day to reach Blantyre to do a gig at seven o'clock, and then Larkhall at 11 PM. Poor boys, are going to be fucking tired.

On the other hand, every day is a day less until I see J again. Since he left, I'd been working my head up just to realize… where the hell I'm standing –oh, and, BTW, I already have the pictures!!! Isn´t that swell??- with him. And with H.

But I didn´t really pay especial attention at the problem, but at the time of solution. Choosing would mean I would have to give up the other???

…. See? This is why I'm not good for steady relationships. I tend to look for the next conquest even when I didn´t finish my current one.

I have some deep troubles. I'm deranged.

But, anyway, about the happy things…

Oh! I heard some rumors. Some rumors about some bands and all. Rumors and things. Quirky things. It's pretty cool to eavesdrop on the manager's affairs. F it's quite crazy when he wants to be. For example, last night, before the boys went to stage, he told them to break an arm. Can you see how wrong and crazy and random and completely inappropriate that was? And when I corrected him and told him it was actuallybreak a leg, he stated that if the boys used their arms, the phrase should be 'brake an arm' because if one of them would brake his leg, he would deal to be on stage whether he was suffering like a damned man, or not.

That made me snickered. I let him believe whatever he wanted and kissed all the boys' cheeks for good luck. That was a habit M had passed on me and G, something very Argentinean of her.

And now I'm here on the bus, and I can´t sleep.

Maybe it's because of his soft snoring?

Oh, yeah. Just so you know H made a habit of sleeping on my bed. So he is now sleeping next to me. He is beautiful when he is asleep, so calm and quiet…

Ok, I'm going to stop writing now. I'm saying stupid things already, and we don´t want you all to hear stupid things, right??

Not more than you already do, anyway.

Or is it read? I'm never really sure about these things. I have a friends that reads out loud every mail, so maybe it's hear? Oh, well….

Oh! If any of you get me Blue's or V's CDs, I would highly appreciate it!

Love!!!

A sleepy TNA

PS: I'm not on the look out for a boyfriend now, I'm already messed up with the current boys in my life…. Just thought you should know in case you were trying to hook me up with Leonardo DiCaprio.

Love!!

XOXO

TNA

Ok, so my FF wasn´t working well and it didn´t let me change this or update, so I wasn´t able to do so. It still doesn´t let me to edit the file, so I have to add everything before. Mister FF hates me, I'm sure. But here you have the next chapter. For the long wait, I'll post next chapter tomorrow, or even in a few hours. I just want to get more reviews TT Can I? Like an earlier birthday present? XD

Oh, well. Enjoy!

Love

XOXO

Odd