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A/N: a little something.. this is actually written for one of my close friends. she wants me to write this and got inspired by her.. there's two of them...
his last walk and sweet despair.
anyway, read and review please. if there's any grammatical errors feel free to tell me so i can change it! =)
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Both of them lingered on the grass, on their backs watching the shooting star cross the sky. Renesmee turned to look at Jacob and smiled, beautifully. He rolled his eyes at her and quickly looked up. "Are you planning to attend the same school as I am?" With her high pitched voice, she asked him.
He snorted at her, thoroughly thinking about it. He waited for some time and told her, "I still don't know. Wouldn't Edward get mad at me, especially Bella?"
She softly laughed with her melodic voice and blushed as she could feel him gaping at her, "I still don't get how you imprinted on me," she asked him, watching him closely. She kept her smile on her face,
"I don't know..." he answered, slowly blushing. Nessie got up from her back and sat, looking down on Jake.
They both remained silent, letting the wind blow away their deep thoughts. It has already been at least ten years ago when the Volturi visited the Cullen's family along with friends as witnesses for Nessie's existence. Jake was now at the age of twenty-six and Nessie is at the age of 10 years but mentally and physically, she looked like a nineteen year old girl. They have been together for the whole time but not as lovers; more like best friends. It was still the fact that the werewolves didn't want Jake to do something with the vampires, least of all with Bella's and Edward's daughter; though there was no one else to blame.
Although Jake mentioned and explained to Bella that he only want to see Renesmee happy, he knew that he wanted more than that. He wanted them to be more than friends but at least close to being lovers. However both Jake and Nessie knew that it was impossible, since both of them were different, in some cases they would still try to make things work out. Jake was a human and a wolf while Nessie was a half human and half vampire. No one could see how their relationship would work.
"If you had one wish, what would it be?" Nessie asked Jake, her expression somber.
He sighed heavily and let out a yawn before he answered, "I wish we were both mortals..." He closed his eyes.
She giggled and slightly placed the back of her hand on his chest, "Mortals? But we are both mortals; it just that we are more extraordinary than everyone else." she said, trying to soothed him. She knew that he felt pain for she could feel it. In some ways, she and Jake shared the same emotions, and she knew that they had connections to each other. It was as if they were meant and made to be like that.
He looked at her with a horrified expression and she didn't know how to react and soon, she heard him roar in laughter, "What's wrong with your face? Got you!" Nessie smacked him on the shoulder, making him whine in pain.
"Oops, I forgot I'm as strong as you are!" she smiled softly, leaving all her nightmares behind her.
They headed back inside the Cullen's house and Jake lay down on the couch beside Seth, who was still asleep. She watched him smile at her and closed his eyes soon after. She waited and then laughed, "He fell asleep... the usual him." she heard her mother, Bella, coming from behind.
"Where's dad?" she asked as she sat beside Jake, who had fallen asleep.
Bella smiled at her daughter, "He went to hunt. Why didn't you go with your father?" she asked her. Nessie forgot that she was supposed to go with her father; she had been too focused on being with Jake that she had forgotten herself.
"Sorry, I forgot. I was watching the stars with Jake," she apologized while Bella nodded in response.
She stared at her daughter and asked her something personal, "What's the relationship between you and Jake?" Nessie froze in horror.
She looked around the room, not sure what her and Jake really was, "Mom, I don't know." She said at last.
Bella laughed and Alice joined them. "You and dog always mess my predictions..." she whined. Nessie went to her aunt and gave her an affectionate embrace. She smelled the strong fragrance of Alice, a sweet pea.
"What's up with your perfume, aunt?" she asked with her high melodic voice. Alice blushed, building up a smile on her face.
"Nothing, I'll tell you about it when your mother's not here," she whispered to Nessie though, of course, as a vampire, Bella could still hear Alice. She smiled as she made her way to the kitchen.
Nessie remained seated beside Jake, who now trapped her in his arms. "You two are too close." Alice said as she made her way out, grinning at her niece. Nessie tried to get Jake's arms off her but every time she attempts to, Jake would just lock her up tightly to him.
"Jake! Wake up, or I will bite you," she threatened him. He swiftly got on his back and released Nessie.
"You're so loud, Nessie! Do you want me to kiss you to make you shut up?" he teased her, grinning.
They both froze when they saw Edward watching them. He gave a cold look at Jake. "Hey dad!" Nessie broke into silence, and Jake remained quiet.
Both of them looked shaken. Maybe because the fact that Edward heard Jake and Nessie wanting him to kiss her. She knew perfectly that both of them would go nowhere if they choose to be together. She tried asking Alice if there's a point being with Jake all the time. But Alice always remind Nessie that soon she'll have to accept that Jake will die, since he still is a half mortal.
nevertheless she often thought if there was a way of becoming mortal, where she can grow old with him, without problems. "Anyway, how was it?" she asked Edward about his hunting trip. He gave a small grin,
"It was alright, aren't you thirsty?" he asked her, looking at her then to Jake.
He gave an odd look at Edward and soon after that turned away. "Actually, I am... Jake would you mind hunting with me?" she asked him, who simply nodded without a word.
They ran through the woods, both are quiet. They separated from each other, so they can both hunt easily without getting each other distracted. That was, until she saw Jake talking to a human girl in his human form. She watched and stayed near them. She eavesdrop,
"Jake, I just want to ask... would you go out with me to the dance?" the girl with the brown hair asked him. Nessie didn't know how to react; should she come out behind the tree and tell the girl that Jake and she are together? Or should she just wait for Jake to say something to the girl?
Before she could decide, she heard Jake answer, "Sure, when and what time?"
She stood frozen, and before she can stop herself she let out a snarl. She watched as Jake turned around and gazed at her with such a guilt painted on his visage. The girl asked him, "Did you hear that?"
He turned back to the human and smiled, "No, I'm pretty sure it's nothing. You should head home now, I have things to do," Nessie watched the girl nod and leave.
She lingered behind the tree, unable to move. What was this she was feeling? Wasn't it supposed to be alright for her? She shouldn't be selfish when it comes to him.
She thought Jake imprinted on her.
What is he doing? She thought as Jake took a step towards her with a grave look surpass both of them.