Hey guys! im sooooo sorry i havent updated in a while. i just didnt have the time. Biology is harder than it sounds. Im comepletly booked this weekend so this is my oppurtunity to update so here it is!!!! I know. when will they have sex right? Even i dont know. Any suggestions??? *this chapter gets a little sexual, but not as crazy as you lemon lovers might want it to be!* =) Im sorry if the preview wasnt as long but if i send like 500 paragraphs, you already know whats gonna happen. I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS!!! if you reviewed and i didnt send a preview, im terribly sorry and just send me a message so i know who to send them to next time! Enough of my blabbin...

Disclaimer:

Me:Stephenie pwease?

SM:.... leave me alone.....

Me: Evil meanie who wont let me borrow Edward Cullen.

EPOV

I picked her up and carried her to my bedroom. I laid her on my king sized bed with satin silk sheets, and she started to unbutton my shirt. I helped her get it off, and leaned down on top of her, meeting those amazing lips once more. I lifted the bottom of her dress, to her waist, removing her panties. I pushed my pointing finger inside her sweet wet pussy and she moaned with delight. "Edward" she moaned. I continued to kiss her while I finger fucked her pussy. I ran my middle finger over her clit, causing her to grind on my hands, wanting for more. I now have two fingers inside of her. She started biting down on my lip as my fingers explored her pussy. I removed them, seeing they were covered in her juices, and placed each one in my mouth. She moved so she was on top of me and started to unbuckle my pants. My mind was telling me no, but my dick was saying yes. I was the idiot, and went with what my mind said.

"Bella, th...this is wrong." I said a little shaky. She continued to remove my pants. "B...bb, Bella, if we get caught…" I tried to say.

"We won't get caught Edward. We're in your house. What could possibly happen?" she said, about to remove my boxers.

"Bella, oh god." I said when she started planting soft kisses dangerously close to my dick. "Yes Edward?" she answered. "Bella. Bella. Oh, Bella…"

I thought of how fucking amazing it would feel to have her mouth surrounding my dick. I just couldn't let that happen. Not now. What if she gets pregnant? What in the hell will we do then? I can't afford to lose my job either. That wouldn't look good for me getting a new job. 'Previous English teacher, had sex with one of his students.' That can't happen.

I pulled away from her, and then she looked really confused. Appeared on her face. Why in the fuck is she smiling?

"I knew it." she said her cheeks turning red.

"You knew what?" I asked confused.

"You wouldn't let things go too far. You actually respect me and wouldn't pressure me into doing something I don't wanna do, and even though I wouldn't mind having sex with you, you're just looking out for me. But you don't want to have sex with me, and I understand."

Here I am, about to have sex with the girl, I pull away, and she says that. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?

I cupped her face in my hands, and looked her deep in those brown eyes.

"Bella, I want to. Trust me. But I would like to know you a little bit better, and maybe more than one or two dates. Alright?"

She shook her head yes, and I pulled her into a tight hug hoping I didn't fuck up my chances with her. She didn't look like she was about to cry, but you never know with girls. She had to get home soon, because she had a curfew (like she really cared) and I don't think she would want to stay here and actually feel comfortable. I asked her what was she doing tomorrow afternoon and she said she was going to be shopping with Alice, so I can't take her out to lunch. Hopefully tomorrow night she's free.

We rode in the car in a comfortable silence. Just the sounds of our breathing, and the light rain starting to fall. I pulled into the driveway of her house and she caught me off guard by leaning over and kissing me. "Walk me to the door?" she asked in this cute little innocent voice.

We got out the car and I walked her to her porch. She slid her arms up around my neck as mine found her waist.

"Thanks for a wonderful time tonight." She said leaning in for a kiss.

I let her go and said the softest "goodnight" just before she closed the door. "I love you Bella." I said, wishing I had said that earlier.

BPOV

WHAT IN THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? You were just over his house Bella! Get a fucking grip! He says he wants to. DOES HE NOTICE WHATS IN FRONT OF HIM? I'm FUCKING SEXY AND HE WONT FUCK ME! GOD CULLEN! DO I NEED TO WRITE THE WORDS 'FUCK ME' ON MY FOREHEAD?!

Maybe I should just calm down a little bit. I mean, it's not that bad. JUST CONSIDERING I ALMOST FUCKED HIM THIS MORNING! Okay. Just had to get that out. I could have sworn I heard I love you when I closed the door. I mean, can I get any fucking stupider?

I took a hot shower, thinking of Cullen's hands caressing my body. While I was washing my hair, my phone started to ring. It's Cullen.

"Hello?" I said, not moving from the shower.

"Hey. Why does it sound like water's running in the background?" he asked.

"Cause I'm taking a shower."

"Can I join you?" he added with a low chuckle, as a huge grin appeared on my face.

"Hell yea. Get over here then." So he'll fuck me in the shower, but not at his house? Does that really make any sense?

"Okay." Then the phone went silent. I thought he was just kidding around so I stayed in the shower, letting the heat soothe my skin. 20 minutes later, I heard my doorbell ring. You've got to be kidding me. I wrapped myself in a towel, and walked downstairs, cautious making sure I don't fall. I opened the door and he just stared at my body for a second. I wouldn't blame him. If you were a guy and some chick answers the door dripping wet and in a towel, you would stare too.

"Are you gonna say anything, or are we just going to stand here while you're eye fucking my body?" I asked with a grin on my face.

Before I knew it, he was in the living room, with me lying under him, with his lips crashing down on mine. Oh my goodness. His hands started to roam my body, first rubbing up and down my sides, then to my stomach, and they rested on my breasts. He moved the towel so he revealed my erect nipples. He caressed them with his thumb and forefinger making the urge to fuck him stronger. "Lets go upstairs Edward." I moaned. He stopped kissing me, and picked me up, without saying a word, and started to walk towards the staircase, kissing me once again. Halfway up the steps, the phone started ringing. I groaned and motioned for him to let me down. I walked over to the phone still wrapped in a towel and looked at the caller ID. Why in the fuck is Charlie calling?

"Hello?"

"Hey Bells, can you do me a favor and leave the house tonight? Tanya and I plan on getting to know each other and I don't think you want to be there to hear…" he started to say before I cut him off.

"Okay god Charlie. I'll leave the house!" I said then hung up the phone. "Asshole" I said aloud.

"Me?" Edward said looking at me confused. "What did I do?"

"No. Not you, my stupid bitchy father. He's bringing his new girlfriend home tonight so they can fuck and wants me to leave the house." Damn I need to call Alice.

I started up the stairs again, with Edward following after, and led him to my room. I looked in my purse and got my cell out. I started to call Alice when he interrupted me.

"What are you doing?" he asked leaning on the wall.

"Calling Alice to see if I can stay at her place tonight." Obviously I can't stay here.

"Or, you could stay with me." He said walking over to me grinning. He took my phone and closed it, tossing it gently on the bed. "Now are we going to pack your clothes now, or later?" he asked.

Seriously? Are you fucking with me? Cullen wants me to stay at his house. The house I just came from less than an hour ago? Wow, men are confusing.

I went back in the bathroom and dried my hair, and put on pajamas.

It took me less than 10 minutes to pack my clothes. I know. I'm just staying overnight but you never know what you'll need.

"Damn Bella, do you plan on staying at my house forever?" he asked looking at my suitcase and duffel bag.

"I'll stay if you want." I said winking.

About 20 minutes later.

I walked up the familiar steps of his apartment building and stopped at his door, waiting for him to hurry up. He finally got up the stairs and unlocked the door, holding it open, gesturing for me to walk in. he closed the door with his foot and put my stuff on the couch. I was about to send Alice a text, but Cullen's lips greeted mine for the millionth time tonight. I put my phone down and slid my arms around his neck. He picked me up bridal style and walked us into his room once again without breaking the kiss. He laid me down on the bed, and I guess there was a new rule called "no sex allowed" because all we did was lay on his bed, and fought the urge to fuck. We explored each others mouths with our tongues. I don't know why considering just yesterday I almost fucked him in his classroom, but this is better than hearing Charlie fuck his slutty girlfriend. Anything's better than that.

Vampiregirl1654, im soooo sorry i didnt use your whole idea!! and im sorry they didnt have sex yet too, but thats to all of u guys! Reviewers get previews! And they get to stay at Edwards house for the night. or maybe forever... You guys would love that.