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For the rest of the day I would randomly say I love you to Edward.
We both had smiles permanently on our faces for the whole day.
I had just finished cooking dinner for Charlie when he walked in.
That made me think of something Edward suggested, and I was pretty sure I wanted to do it now. After all that has happened. He deserves to know I will be safe.
As I finished cleaning up dinner I convinced Charlie that I was exhausted from spending the day with Edward and that I need to go to sleep early because I had to work tomorrow. We said goodnight and I was able to sneak up some food for Edward.
I would have to talk to Charlie tomorrow about something.
When I opened the door Edward was laying on my bed where I told him to stay, and he was smiling hugely, I don't know if it was for me or the food but I didn't care.
"Something smells good." He commented.
"I made spaghetti and meatballs, but if you make a mess I will kill you!" I teased.
I handed him the plate. He set it on the nightstand and pulled me down on him by my waist. He kissed me. Then moved him mouth to my ear and whispered, "I wasn't taking about the food Bella." That made me blush and I started to feel all tingly. And I giggled like a child.
"I love you." I said again, still no pain in the words.
"I love you too." He said kissing me.
"Well you better eat so your food doesn't get cold." I said pulling away. He began eating the dinner.
"So I was thinking while I was making dinner…" I looked at him to see if he was paying attention and he nodded for me to continue.
"And your voice popped into my head, which has been happening a lot lately, and I remembered something you said to me before."
"Yes…" He urged me to continue."
"Well I think I want to get a restraining order…against Kyle."
He dropped the fork and starred at me. "You know you will have to tell Charlie what happened…right?" He asked cautiously.
I took a deep breath. "Yeah, I know, but I think…it is worth it…and I think it is time Charlie should know the truth." I said in a whisper.
He was quiet some I decided to peek at him.
There was a slow smiley forming on his face. It was the type that made you know that you did something right and made you feel all mushy inside.
He put his arms around me, giving me one of the best hugs of my life. His voice was low when he spoke again. "Bella you have no idea how happy and proud I am of you and for you." He said squeezing me tighter.
His words made me feel good; I knew it would be hard telling Charlie, no doubt about it. I knew that I would be crying again.
I gulped remembering the pain I went through when I told Edward.
"Edward, if you don't mind…could you be there…when I tell Charlie. I think it will be…a tiny bit easier for me…if you are there." I whispered to him afraid of denial.
"Of course Bella." He said into my hair kissing the top of my head.
I left out a sigh of relief.
"I love you." He told me.
"I love you too." I said the smile returning to my face.
I let him finish eating. I went to the bathroom to change into my pajamas. When I came out I crawled next to Edward laying my head on his chest.
I started becoming tired and I was tracing the outline of Edward's muscles through his shirt while he was rubbing my back, and he was tracing my scar. He seemed to be doing that a lot lately.
"Edward can I ask you a question, and you have to answer truthfully."
"Umm ok…but I get to ask you one." He said
"Ok." I agreed.
"So umm I've been noticing that you trace my scar…a lot, and I was wondering why you do that. Does it bother you?" I asked turning my head up to look into his eyes."
He had a faint smile on his lips.
"Well, it bothers me how it got there. But I always trace it well…because…I feel like it needs more…err…love." He said blushing.
That made me smile; he was just looking out for me. I laid my head back down on his chest and went back to tracing him.
"My question is well, if we weren't ummm….interrupted by Kyle…earlier, well do you uhh…well do you think that you would of….no, I mean do you think we would have…uhh…."
"Yes." I said knowing what he was saying. I would have given myself to him earlier if stupid Kyle hadn't shown up. But for some reason now I was grateful he came.
I could feel Edward's body getting warmer with blush underneath me.
"And you really…want to…do that…with me?" He asked.
I laughed, how could he not see how good looking he is. "Yeah, I do. But I'm sort of happy that Kyle came because now you know that I love you…but uh would you have gone along…with me?"
He laughed. 'Bella, you fail to see how amazingly beautiful you are." I blushed really bad that time.
"You have the same weakness Edward. But maybe that's a reason we are supposed to be together." I hypothesized.
When I looked up to him to see his reaction he had the same look in his eyes he did earlier, and it made my stomach do little flips and it felt like butterflies were having a circus or something in there.
His hands came up to my face stroking my cheeks and my breath immediately speed up. I watch as his eyes became even darker as his lips met mine. He was so gentle I could feel all the love in the kiss. He kissed me adoringly. He kissed me like he loved me. My reaction to him caught his off guard I think. My lips went into a frenzy against his. My hands immediately went to his hair, clinging on to it, and I moved my body on top of his. When I opened my eyes he looked shocked, and I pulled away.
"Sorry." I whispered.
It took him a minute but he smile.
"I sort of loose control when I'm with you." I told him.
He laughed and took off his glasses. The action confused me.
"Why are you taking those off, you won't be able to see."
"Well I'll just have to be really, really close to the thing I want to see." He said with a cocky smile, talking suggestively.
It made me blush.
He kissed me this time with the passion that I kissed him. His hands went to my hips and mine immediately went to his shirt. I began playing with the hem of it carefully pushing it up slowly, to not frighten him.
When I ran out of breath I trailed kisses down his chest to the exposed part of his rock hard stomach. I kissed every one of his muscles as it clenched underneath me. That caused him to moan which caused me to moan. He gently pulled my face back to his and he began playing with my shirt. His fingers on my belly were tickling me so I started laughing, but that was cut short by…
"ISABELLA SWAN!"
Oh, how long has Charlie been standing there?
Charlie was furious. His face was a shade of dark red and his hands were clenched together.
He was giving Edward the evil eye.
Which made me remember Edward…right he was underneath me on my bed…crap. Edward was a bright red and his mouth was hanging open. Why can't we ever catch a break? Thank god he didn't take my short off. That would have been really bad.
"Look Dad…I know what this looks like…but nothing happened. I swear."
"Edward, out of my house, now!" Charlie screamed. Edward tried to get me off of him but I wouldn't move. I grabbed onto his shirt giving him a look, I decided that I was going to tell Charlie now. I just had too.
"Edward stay please." I told him.
I could tell he was very torn, he didn't know whether to listen to me or my father.
"Hell no Bella, he's leaving!" Charlie yelled at me.
I took a deep breath.
"Dad I have to tell you something…it's very serious and I need Edward here." I said looking into his eyes. Fear was in them very quickly.
"Oh God…Bella you aren't pregnant are you?" Charlie asked.
I gasped, "NO! Dad, I'm not!" I exclaimed.
Charlie was immediately angry again, "Well what did you think I would think you two are up here, doing God knows what, and you said you had to talk to me with Edward after I just caught you fooling around…"
"Dad I'm still a flipping virgin…jeez I feel like I tell you that every day."
He seemed to relax a little bit when I said that.
"Okay well what do you want to tell me?" Charlie asked still angry.
"How about we go downstairs…so you can sit down, I'll pour you some coffee and then I'll tell you." I suggested. He just nodded in agreement.
He made me and Edward go downstairs first so he could watch and make sure we didn't do anything.
I poured Charlie some coffee. I took a deep breath and sat next to Edward.
"Dad, I haven't told you the truth about Kyle…my ex-boyfriend."
Edward grabbed my hand under the table.
"Hands where I can see them Cullen." Charlie said to Edward, so I put our clasped hands on the table.
"Dad…" I said my throat already closing. Charlie immediately saw the tears coming and took a deep breath…he hated crying he never knew what to do.
"Kyle…he...he…abused me, dad." I said tears coming out of my eyes.
Charlie immediately went into cop mode.
"How long?" He asked writing things down on a piece of paper.
"About six months, I have a scar on my back for proof, I need a restraining order against him Dad…he showed up again today and well Edward beat the snot out of him but he hit Edward too, and I don't know what he wants with me.." I said the sob coming out. Edward encased me into a hug whispering it will all be alright while Charlie took more notes.
Charlie set the pen down.
"I knew that son of a bitch was trouble." He said I a voice that scared me.
"Bella, why didn't you tell me?" He asked me hurt in his eyes.
I tried best to tell him most of the stuff I told Edward that night that I broke down on him, but I couldn't tell him about the love stuff. That would crush Charlie. He didn't need to know my emotional damage…I think Edward and my friends could handle it, but I wasn't sure about Charlie so I left that out.
I told him about how Kyle did drugs and I did admit to him persuading me to use them a couple of times.
I was glad Edward was there he was the one to hold me. If Charlie was an emotional person I know he would have hugged me and held me but that wasn't the dad I loved. Charlie just sat across from me and held my hand.
"It will be my mission to get you that restraining order Bella, and if I see that punk again he will be arrested for assault. If he comes within 100 feet of you Bella call me or one of the other officers."
This was the hard part for Charlie, thanking Edward.
"Thank you for being there Edward, but I don't want you two here alone. I want that door open all the time. OK?"
"We both nodded. I was drying my tears. Charlie got up and said he was going to call the station to get someone started on the paper work.
I was beginning to feel a tiny bit of relief, but Charlie still didn't know the emotional baggage. I wished so hard that I could tell him that I loved him. But I just said thank you to him a couple hundred times. Hopefully he got the message.
After Charlie got on the phone and was talking, I figured it would only be a short amount of time before the whole town knew it would spread to the cop's wives and then they would tell there friends. Maybe it would be better this way, or maybe it would be worse.
As if he was sensing my distress Edward hugged me tighter and I wrapped my arms around him. I kissed the tears that were rolling down my cheek.
"Dad, I'm going to take Edward home." I whispered to him while he was on the phone. He nodded and Edward shook his hand.
When I got outside I stopped Edward immediately. He turned around to make sure I was ok and I just hugged him as my tears dried.
He got that I need just to be hugged and he hugged me back, I don't know how long we stood there for but Charlie knocked on the window and lipped 'get going' to me and then he smiled. I think he was joking, but I don't know, it kind of freaked me out.
So I started walking to the car and of course Edward opened my door.
When he got in it told him, "Thanks, Edward, for everything." I said trying to smile.
He put his hand on my thigh, "It'd what I'm here for Bella." He said with a smile.
We were half way to his house when I spoke up interrupting the comfortable silence that had formed, "I don't want you to leave." I said in a whisper.
"I don't want to leave either." He said.
"What are you doing tomorrow?" He asked me.
"I have to work." I said a frown forming on my face.
"Well I'll come with you to work." He said smiling.
That made me happy, "Don't you ever get bored there?"
"I can't get bored when you are there." He said with another grin, which made me blush.
"Oh, I told your mom she could throw me a birthday party." I told him.
"Yeah, well I was wondering…if err I could uhh take you out on your birthday, I mean since it is on a Saturday I was thinking we could spend the whole day together."
He said looking down at his lap nervously.
"I'd love that Edward." I said rubbing his hand. He was too adorable.
HE took a deep breath, "Bella, I meant the whole day, like 24 hours, like spending the night…with me…somewhere." He whispered very lowly.
I blushed, I wonder what we will be doing…
"Do you think Charlie would let you?" He asked in another whisper.
"Don't worry Edward, I'll figure it out, this is what Alice and Rose are useful for." I said with a reassuring smile.
By this time I was parked in his drive and his hand was still on my thigh which was becoming the only thing I could focus on. The air seemed to be filling with tension by the second just waiting to see who would make the first move. Then all the sudden his hand started to move up my thigh over my waist and up my stomach. It climbed very slowly until it was a couple of inches right under my left breast. My breathing was heavy and I could hear it fill the car, I was positive that Edward could here it too. When I peeked at his face he was starring at his one hand that was almost touching my breast. Very slowly his hand cradled my breast and his breathing was now has hard as mine as he gently squeezed it. My mouth immediately let out a moan and it went on a hunt to find his. Sooner then I expected Edward's mouth was on my own moving with it.
I was trying to lift my feet over the center console to get closer to him but of course my klutzy self had to go and get my feet tangled somehow and I was stuck.
Edward noticed and laughed.
"I should go inside before we get caught again." He mumbled against my lips but as he said that he gave my breast another squeeze.
"Uhh no, don't leave." I said kissing him again.
"I can see Emmett starring at me through the window." He whispered into my ear.
Blush immediately formed around my face when I turned to look at the window my the door and sure enough Emmett was there grinning like a pervert…and to top it off he waved at us.
I buried my face in Edward's shirt.
He kissed the top of my head.
"I'll see you tomorrow at Newton's…I promise I'll be there."
"Okay, I'll be waiting until then so let me kiss you one more time." I said.
With that he met my lips and my fingers tangled into his hair. But I had to let him go, not wanting to give Emmett more of a show.
"Bye" he said closing the door.
Wait Bella…you can tell him now.
I quickly rolled down the window before he was up the stairs that led to his front door.
"Wait Edward!" He turned around.
"I love you." I said with a smile on my face.
He smiled and ran down the steps and leaned his head in the window and kissed me again.
"Saying goodbye is way harder than it look when you say that." He said against my lips.
"Oh by the way I love you too." He whispered in my ear then kissed.
I smiled and bit my lip.
Thank you lord for giving me Edward Cullen.
I began to back out of the driveway waving to him as I pulled away.
I miss him already…
That really isn't healthy, but I can't help it.
Whatever…I wanted to scream that I loved him right now. And I can't wait for my birthday surprise.
So I drove home by myself.
When I got home Charlie told me he had another officer working on my restraining order already.
I smiled and I gave him a hug, it was awkward at first but he deserved it.
I told him goodnight and made my way upstairs.
As I laid in bed in my pajamas I could still smell Edward in my bed.
I took in a deep breath and burned it into my memory. Edward Cullen is saving me…from Kyle, and most importantly from my self.
Is it possible to love someone too much?
As I wondered about that I feel into a sleep that involved Edward and no clothes.
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That sounds like my type of dream!
I know a lot of you are anxious for Bella and Edward to do the deed…and I know I have been teasing you a lot (sorry)…well guess what? I think you will like the next chapter ;] (a lot)!
So what do you think of this chapter?
Are you happy that Bella finally told Charlie? It was really hard for her especially since Charlie went into his cop mode…thank the heavens for Edward3
Oh and when is Edward going to tell Bella about what Esme was talking about?
Anyway thank you all for my lovely review and stuff…I love all of them! You guys are good at making me smile! :] and I love it!
So anyway about the updates I'm going to try…key word try…to have two other chapters up by Friday, but I'm going to Disney world on Friday! An I won't be back until the 30th…so there will be a short break :[…but I will try to update as much as I possibly can before I leave because you guys rock my socks :]
Ok enough talking from me…tell me what you think
But aren't Bella and Edward soo cute?
