DISCLAMIER DO NOT OWN NARUTO. NOR TIME SWELLS BY CAROLINE
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SONGFIC:SASUXHINA
FEATURING SONG:TIME SWELLS
FEATURING ARTIST: CAROLINE LUFKIN
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TIME SWELLS
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SPRING had come.....
Only to be followed by SUMMER….
Soon, FALL joined in the laughter…
And WINTER sauntered in…
The SUN arose another day, only to have MOON awaken…
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Time swells, when I trace your skin, Oh
Life swells, I know, I know I'm there for you., La
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Bright eyes widen, gasping, as she awakened from what appeared to be a memory. Startled, she crawled towards a small cradle near her sleeping shiki futon, her thin yukata bunching up around her. Long black indigo hair fell like a curtain around the small weaved basket, which held a small infant fast asleep. She smiled, glad that she didn't awaken him. Brushing a hand across his small soft warm cheek, she kissed his forehead and tiny hand, before lying back down. She sighed, memories of the past still lingered, haunting her dreams.
She stifled a sob, placing a delicate pale hand on her forehead ,that slid to cover her tearing eyes. She was still worried…worried about their future. A year had come and go, and so far she did everything on her own. Her goal to obtain her freedom paid, but for what at the expense of her own life.
She had no where to go? She had no one to look for comfort? She was all alone?
And now she had given birth to a child out of wedlock….a small boy to take care of…
He was now her first priority, her price….her own flesh and blood…. She had a family now, she was a mother.
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La, la, la, la, la la la
La, la, la, la, la la la
La la; la, la, la la la
La, la la la la la la
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Memories of happy Konoha, friends family, flashed all in her mind, but yet it seemed to become a forgotten goal, a forgotten dream….just disappeared all together.
It was best if she didn't go back to Konoha. It was useless to come home to a family that would only shun her, be embarrassed by her, disown her, it was very well expected among her prestige clan. To have her child treated as a bastard's child, a grandchild not fit to be a part of the Hyuuga Clan. A child out of wedlock, a child born from a tainted heiress, who lost her virginity to soiled impure men.
It was probably easier for them to assume she was dead. She couldn't bear to think of the hurt in Hanabi's eyes, the anger in Neji's stare, the disappointment in her father's gaze. The discrimination, the hatred, the cold stares that would surround her blood….her child….
Most of all it hurt her to think of what her friends will say. She did not want to see their surprised faces. Remembering her last as leaving for a simple mission, to a prisoner of war.
She did not want them to think she resorted to have a child with an enemy nin nor that she did not take the honorable way of a shinobi, to die rather then to strike a bargain with the enemy. That her decision was unwise.
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Time leaves tracks that you'll leave, twisting my story
Life swells, I know, I know I'm there for you, La
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So she did what she can to survive, she semi- obeyed the Uchiha's order's, changed her name, and decided to become a regular person. The people in the village she now inhabited did not seem to care who she was, what her intentions were, or her past.
Most of all she wanted to forget the past, and start new beginning...
She decided to become a simple maiden with no known abilities, no jutsu's, no summons, or Byakugan, in public. She was now to be a regular woman, living a life of simplicity as a medical aid to the Doctor who helped her plight.
They were kind people the ones that were looking after her, they took her in extending themselves like family. The nurse Ayaka helped her numerous times in raising a child and Dr. Sohma would periodically check on her and Shinichi.
It was for the best if she revoked her former life. She had become a fallen kuoichi, kept hidden from the world, only to become a young mother at an early age, because of the promise she gave…to him…
That thought made her think of the father….
Sasuke, what happened to you?
Will he ever see his son?
Will he have children with other women?
She closed her eyes…
Did he care?
All these questions lingered in her mind, her eyes gently closing…
She sighed giving in as sleep was bestowed upon her.
She decided she would sing for him until he would find his way home…..
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La, la, la la la la
La, la la, la, la la
La, la la la la la
La, la, la, la la la
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.A flash of lighting whisked its way in the night sky......onyx eyes stared at the sky.....
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Fin to part four
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WindLight Note:
Another chapter on Hinata's feeling. What could she do? She hasn't see Sasuke for over a year, and now she's questioning was it all worth it. I guess she's going through post partum depression. Who knows ne? As for Dr. Sohma, he's actually a guest appearance from an anime that has fruits as it's name. HEE HEE, the only doctor in that anime. As for Ayaka I made her up. I kinda got the impression of another author writing a similar story to mine I just hope it's different from my story plot I think its called A moon's lullaby or something. Huh so yeah? So ya'll read and review and tell me what you think.