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As I laid there in Edward's arms I felt unbelievable.

I felt loved.

Loved.

And I loved that feeling.

We just held each other and Edward traced circles on my back as I closed my eyes and snuggled into him. Thankfully Edward had brought a sleeping bag so wee didn't freeze after…our exercise. This had been the best day of my life so far and it wasn't even half way over. I smiled to myself enjoying my bliss.

I wanted to stay like this and not move.

I didn't want to think about leaving this place or Edward's side.

I needed Edward.

In a way that I'm sure is unhealthy, but I don't care.

He is a part of me.

I opened my eyes to find Edward looking at me, starring, and making me self conscious with how intense his gaze was.

"What?" I asked shyly.

He just smiled.

"Nothing...it's just I don't think you realize what you mean to me Bella." He said running his fingers through my hair. "You mean, so much, my world revolves around you." He told me whispering in my ear.

"You make me so happy." He said kissing my cheek hugging me closer to him.

I giggled, "I think I can relate." I whispered to him.

Again he met my eyes with his intense green eyes gaze.

"I want to tell you something Bella. It's only something that Carlisle, Esme, and Emmett know."

My mind began racing. What could he be talking about? Then I faintly remembered talking to Esme once about Edward…

"I don't think I can tell you the last time I saw Edward this happy." She told me.

"Edward? Was he sad?" Esme's eyes left mine and looked into the distance, seeming to remember something.

"Edward should tell you himself, but I promise it isn't anything horrible, but it isn't my place to tell you." She said looking at me again.

I nodded for him to continue talking.

"You see when I was about ten I became…depressed. I don't know why, I went to therapist after therapist but they couldn't help me. Esme and Carlisle became extremely worried with me. I wouldn't do a lot, and last year I barley left the house. That was one of the reasons for our move; Esme thought that it might cheer me up or something. I was just always so sad and sulking around the house and Emmett was really the only person I ever hung out with. So when I got here Esme told me to go to a store, to get me out of the house, I didn't get it, she just told me to go to a store or something. So I did as I was asked. I was on my way to the grocery store but on the way I had to pass by Newton's and I saw you. Something, I don't know what, made me pull over into the parking lot and follow you into the store. You were just so beautiful." Edward said, and I blushed. "And then when I saw how nice you were, I had to come back. Every time I talked to you or saw you I felt…happy. That was something that I hadn't felt in a long time. And then just seeing you or hearing you makes me feel like I was on top of the world." He started to blush. "Anyway what I'm trying to say is Bella, you make me better, you make my depression go away, and you made me happy. And Esme could tell right away."

He finished taking looking the happiest I had ever seen him, and I kissed him.

I was glad that Edward wasn't depressed any longer and if being with me would keep the depression away, then that was even better, that gave him an excuse to be with me very often.

I loved Edward Cullen, and all his flaws, and him trusting me enough to tell me that he had been depressed made me love him even more.

"That's why Esme was so…uhhh…understanding…when she caught us." He explained. "She doesn't want to see me unhappy like I used to be."

I couldn't help it I started to tear up. And I kissed him…forcefully.

Edward pulled away, "How about we eat the lunch I pack for you, I don't know about you but I'm starving!"

I laughed but agreed.

He made peanut butter and grape jelly sandwiches just like that day in the kitchen, but I didn't spill milk all over me this time. He also sang me the happy birthday song and I blew out a candle that was on a cupcake.

Just watching him sing happy birthday to be had my southern parts excited…I wonder if he brought more condoms.

Do I ask him?

That would be really awkward…I mean it's Edward! I can ask him anything, but I would get really embarrassed.

Come on Bella, you did IT once you can do it again. But twice in one day? The first day we tried?

But hey, it is my birthday!

"What are you thinking about?"

Crap he caught me!

"What?" I asked starting to blush.

"Bella, what were you thinking about?" He asked again.

"Oh, nothing, so what else do you have planned for today?" I asked him.

"Well I was thinking that we could go on a hike." I frowned, not the type of exercise I wanted. "Or we could do something that you would like to do." He said starring at me with that intense gaze again.

Ok, he had to be thinking about doing it again too, because there is no way that he is thinking about something else with that look in his eyes.

So we just sat there in our sleeping bag, starring at each other while many thoughts were racing through my head.

Should I make the first move?

Or should he?

Well he did ask what I want to do, so I should move first.

Yeah, but he is the guy, they are supposed to be all brave!

But he is sweet Edward; he never wants to pressure me.

Awwww.

Oh forget it!

I'm going in!

And with that I pretty much attacked his mouth.

It wasn't hard for him to guess what I wanted to do because embarrassingly enough I started humping him uncontrollably and I would have blushed his I wasn't so busy.

What surprised me was that Edward took control.

He rolled me over and started kissing my mouth sweetly, then he trailed his kissed down my neck, breasts, and stomach, down to wear I had never had a boy kiss before…and let me tell you…it felt GOOD!

"hmmm Edward." I moaned.

He smiled smugly, looks like confident Edward is back, and I love this confident Edward. He brought his kisses back up to my mouth and started kissing me passionately. That made me totally unexpected for what he did next.

I felt something go into me down there but it wasn't what I thought it would be. It was Edward's finger. And it felt a lot better than I had ever imagined something like that to feel.

I moaned again and Edward whispered Bella, which just drove me crazier as he slowly pumped his finger in and out of me.

Then just as I was about to ask Edward to get this show on the road because I was about to cum he added another finger and I came immediately.

And I caught the look of satisfaction on Edward's face when he saw me coming, but it was so adorable that he was proud of himself. Goodness…I'm obsessed!

"Edward." I moaned again.

I really need him now, and soon enough I heard the sound of a condom being open and I smiled. Finally!

I opened my eyes to find Edward starring at me. I closed the distance between our lips and kissed him and with that he pushed himself into me and I groaned in satisfaction.

This time it felt even better than before.

How was that even possible?

But why am I caring?

Just enjoy it Bella.

With that I kissed him and stopped thinking about everything else and focused on just me and Edward.

The rest of the afternoon went nicely Edward and I just were really lazy, but we decided to set up the tent he had brought just in case it got cold so we put our clothes on unfortunately and hiked back out to his car to get the tent.

After we had set up the tent we were both starting to get hungry again and Edward got more food for us to eat, including more cupcakes.

I tried to lick the icing of seductively but I pretty sure I just looked like an idiot, that was blushing, but whatever, it made Edward happy at least.

Then all the sudden there was a rectangular box sitting next to me. I looked at Edward with a raised eyebrow.

"Umm, what's in the box?" I asked him with a full mouth of cupcake.

He laughed, "It's called a present and you get them on your birthday. But I didn't spend any money on it so don't worry." He said with a smug grin, he was proud of himself that he found a loophole in what I said.

"You swear?" I asked him.

He nodded, I could tell he was becoming nervous now, I would love it no matter what, but I didn't like the idea of him spending money on me even though he didn't need to worry about money.

So I picked up the present and un-wrapped it. When I opened it, I could tell there was a necklace inside.

So I took a deep breath and opened it.

It was beautiful, and much to my surprise it wasn't a necklace, it was a bracelet.

It had diamonds and emeralds, I was in shock, I had never been a fan of jewelry and I was too much of a coward to get my ears pierced (eww, needles) but I loved this. The green of the emeralds reminded me of Edward's eyes.

(Oh yeah picture on my profile!)

"Do you uhh…like it?" Edward asked nervously.

"I love it! But how in the world did you not spend money on this?"

"Esme bought something for me and Emmett. She told us to give it to a girl that we could never forget." He told me, blushing.

"You see," he continued, he was getting shy or nervous now because he started playing with his fingers. "The Emeralds represent growth, so we can…uh," then he whispered, "…grow together." I kissed his cheek. "And the diamonds represent everlasting love and perfection and that reminds me of you." I said with a gulp. "I'll love you forever Bella." He said to me looking me in my eyes.

And then he kissed me.

Wow Edward knows how to blow a girls mind.

"Edward…I don't know what to say, this is amazing, and I'll love you forever too." I said leaning against him and giving him a tight hug.

That felt good to say, and I believed it. I could see myself loving Edward forever.

"Can I put it on you?" He asked me.

I smiled. "Yes."

With that he put the bracelet on me and we both admired it for a while.

"Sooo, do you know anything about what's going to happen at my party tomorrow?" I asked him

He rolled his eyes, "It's not going to be embarrassing Bella. It's just going to be our parents and your friends there…and Emmett." He said with a smile.

I laughed at his joke, he knew Emmett had become like a brother to me, always joking around.

"Yeah, I guess it won't be that bad." I agreed.

"What do you want to do now Bella?" He asked me.

"I don't know."

"Well I have an idea, how about we dance?"

"Edward are you serious? I know you haven't gone to any dances with me, but I'm a klutz and I can't dance." I said getting worried now. "And there is no music." I came up with another excuse.

He looked at me with a grin on his face, "Well I know how to dance and I can teach you. And Bella, everyone can dance, some people are just better than others." The grin becoming bigger on his face. "And you don't need music to dance, what more romantic than dancing under the moon and stars with the person you love?" He asked me with his puppy dog eyes.

Well I could think of one thing that I'd rather do with him under the moon and stars that seemed romantic to me but he really wants to do this.

I sighed, "Edward I don't know, I really am bad." I explained to him with pleading eyes.

He stood up and said" Well this will make you better." Then pulled me up to him. He put his hands on my waist, so I decided that putting my hands around his neck wouldn't be a bad idea.

"See? You know how to do part of this!" He said.

Slowly I figured out how to dance, but not without stepping on Edward's feet about twenty times. But he just smiled at me and dancing with him actually became fun.

The he slowed the pace down and starred at me again. The stare that causes me to blush profusely.

I started to laugh nervously.

"Do I have something on my face?" I asked shyly.

"No you don't." he said with the same gaze that he had.

"Then why are you looking at me like that?"

He sighed," Because I've never seen anyone so beautiful." He said leaning his head against mine.

That caused me to blush more and I started to breathe heavily.

Why is he so perfect?

He decided that we could stop dancing and look at the stars. I couldn't believe that the day was almost over. I never wanted it to end. It was perfect, just me and Edward, being ourselves with each other.

The only thing that got me mad was when I woke up in the sleeping bag. I must have fallen asleep looking at the stars last night.

Aww Edward put me in the sleeping bag. Then I got mad. I wanted to seduce Edward last night again, so much for that plan.

Then I stretched and bumped something.

Edward?

We slept in the same sleeping bag together?

OH, I like that.

Oh good lord he took his shirt off too and you were asleep while all of this happened?

Wow, he has an amazing body, I just can't get enough.

I wanted to so badly kiss all of his chest but he looked so happy sleeping so I just starred at him.

I could spend a whole day like this, just watching Edward.

Edward sleeping.

Edward waking up.

Edward eating.

Edward taking a shower. Oh yeah I could spend my whole day like that!

Too bad I have to have a party, but you are doing this for Esme, she is just so wonderful to you.

After my mind talked to itself for a while Edward started to stir and his eyes eased open.

"Good morning." I whispered.

"g'morning." He answered with a yawn.

"So I fell asleep pretty fast last night, huh?" I asked him.

He laughed. "You were out like a light, I looked at you then looked away for a minute and you were out. I must have exhausted you yesterday." He said his straight face fading with a smug grin.

"Yep." I smiled.

"Do you know what time it is?" I asked him.

He pulled out his cell phone.

"Crap!" He said getting out of the sleeping bag. It gave me a better look at his chest and his boxers. And apparently someone was awake already to wanting to come out and play. And that distracted me.

"Bella, we have to get going it's past eleven."

"Why do we have to hurry?" I asked

"Your party! It starts at two! And we have to pack up everything and get there."

"Oh right, ok we should get dressed first.

So with that we got changed, folded up the sleeping bag, took down the tent, packed up everything else and we were back at the car around 12:30.

I got into the car waiting for Edward to get in. When he finally put everything in the trunk he slid into his seat.

"Bella?"

"Yeah?" I responded looking at him.

And I was met with his lips, he pulled away then smiled.

"Sorry, I realized that I didn't greet you properly this morning." Then he kissed me again and started to drive.

I just smiled to myself while looking out the window, playing with my new bracelet.

We pulled up to his house at 1:05 and when we entered it looked completely different. There were balloons and streamers everywhere. It made me feel like a little kid again and I like it.

We were greeted by Esme.

"Hello Dear." She said hugging me.

"Hi Esme, thanks for throwing me a party."

"No problem dear," she said eyeing my bracelet and winking at me, "it was my pleasure."

"Edward, you need to go downstairs and help set up."

"Yes, Mom." He said kissing my head and heading towards the basement.

"I can help, Esme."

"Nonsense Bella, this is your party."

With that she had me sit down and relax. Alice and Jasper arrived first. And Alice freaked out that I was wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt to my own party.

"Bella, you need to change!"

"Alice, you do know we are going to go swimming! I'm not going to wear a dress."

She gave me a stern look then said, "Fine! Since it's your birthday I'll let it slide but for my birthday I get to give you a make over!" She told me sticking out her tongue. I rolled my eyes.

After that Rose and Emmett showed up with Charlie right behind them.

He looked a little tense, probably because this wasn't usually his thing, but after talking with Carlisle he seemed happier.

I decided that we should go swimming first because I just wanted to see Edward in his swim suit again, and this time Alice brought me a bikini to wear. We had a blast. All the guys kept on trying to push Rose into the water because she wouldn't get in but whenever they would go over to her she would grab onto the pool chair. Finally Emmett gave up and just pick up the chair and threw it into the water with Rose in it! That was priceless.

Thank goodness that they have an indoor swimming pool because it started snowing outside, which I thought was pretty but I hate the snow. After three hours in the pool Esme came down and told us that it was time to do some party stuff instead of acting like a bunch of animals. Emmett said that in fact he was an animal…a party animal that is, and Esme just rolled her eyes.

As we walked upstairs in our towels drying off Alice said, "Holy shit Bella, when did you get that?" picking up my arm and pointing to the bracelet.

"It was a present." I told her

"From who?" Her eyes were bugging out.

"Edward." I said trying to go all googlie-eyed.

Alice just smiled the smile that told me she would be asking a whole lot of questions about it later.

I just ignored her and enjoyed the pizza…that Esme MADE!

It was the best darn pizza I ever had, I kept on complimenting it, and Alice said that I hate as much as Emmett, if only she know how much exercise I got yesterday. With that I looked at Edward who I was playing footsie with under the table. I smiled at him. He gave me the smile that makes my heart melt. Then everyone sang happy birthday to be and I did blush…a lot.

I just un-wrapped my gifts when the doorbell rang.

I heard someone coming in along with Carlisle.

"Bella?" The voice asked, and I knew who it was immediately.

The person I haven't seen in ten years.

The person who hasn't called or written once.

My mother.

Jeez, Bella has some bad luck with Drama!

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So Bella, basically had the best birthday ever! I wish I could have had a birthday like that!

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